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Friday, April 13, 2007 - 12:45 AM

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Didnt blog for the past 2 days... Finally back... Gt lots to say... Many things happen... Suppose horr I ystd type my post nearly finish but WTH my internet kena disconnected and the whole post disappear... So nw then retype all over again...
Tuesday was a very funni, happening and falling day... hahax... Must be thinking wat falling day rite?? Read on and u will understand... Tuesday i had MT but before that i accompany Jewellcy go to CCK polyclinic... As usual i was wit my besties... Jewellcy go polyclinic then me, Kueilee, Eudy and Lay Koon go to mac eat... Then Lay Koon trip and felll... Summore it was raining... She was the first one to fell.... Then very funni... Gt cat enter the mac and every1 started to panic... LOLxX.. " CAT!! CAT!!!" was their reaction... One NS guy open the door then the cat entered... Aft eating we wanted to go Kueilee blk there play basketball.. So we walk to her hse passing by alot of shop houses... Then kueilee nearly fell... NEARLY but didn't... Lucky her... So i and eudy warn ourselves to becareful as the bth of them were careless... So while walking my eye caught this machine.. It is a game machine, lame one but very nice to play... U can also find the machine at greenridge... We all started to play and gt addicted to it... If u form a row or sumthing like that u will get a token and can exchange for pen, sharpener and others... I won 2 pen and a sharpener.. I gave a pen to eudy... This gal caught my attention... She is realli super cute and gd... Very small also... Just simply gd...



We left and and proceed to kueilee hse... There we took summore pic.. Only act kool... LOLxX!!!


THIS PHOTO LOOKS BETTER NW!!!

Gt other photos but next post then upload... So we started to play basketball... And guess wat?? I FELL!!! Thats's why i call it a falling day... Onli Eudy didnt fell.. I jumped to smack the ball in but i cant balance, lost control, fell and slid... Lucky i didnt slid until very far... But of course i thick skin didnt feel the pain till late nite... Pain until very pain cannot slp lorr... Nw much betta le.. Soon Jewellcy joined us... A while later a group of CCK sec gals come... I asked them if they wanted to play match wit us?? Then we played ended up being afight.. Dots... As usual i was the middle person and i was beaten... Normal for me... Lay Koon fight wit them...Haiz...
Wednesday nth much happen...
Today was the worst... I feel so upset and guilty.. Studies as usual was boring but exam are just very near... I need study and cut down on computer... I need do more revision... Today the SYF dance results were being announced... I was very nervous... But i wasnt there to hear the results... I had my MT lesson... Didnt want to go but no choice had to.. I kept calling Eudy to find out the results but i already knew the results... They gt a bronze... Sad for them lorr.. Its like their hard werk and effort all wasted... All high hopes were broken... Lucky i wasnt there... My deer kamaliah cried until very bad siia... If i was there, I see her cry, I sure cannot tahan and will cry... If i was them i will also be very sad... But it always like that de... I dunno hw to explain... I try comforting kamaliah, make her happy but in the end its like worst... It ended up mii making things worst... I feel so guilty!!! WTH!!! If i know i dun say till tmr or wat rite... When i call her she sound so dead.... Like no mood and she sound like crying... I only could tell her "Dun be sad!" But wats the use... If i m sad and u tell mii dun be sad, do u think i wunt be sad?? The same logic... I also dunno siia... Haiz... Hope i wunt make it even worser...
I also no mood siia.... I feel so sad and broken... Haiz... At first i was happi to see you aft a very long time but i just dun have the guts to talk to u... But once i try talk i dun get the reply... I also dunno... I wan euu but i know i wunt be able to have u... I try fake a smile but i cant... No use putting a happi side on the front when all inside is just sadness!! I know its impossible but i will wait for a miracle to happen... Will it?? Its for u to decide!!! =(



Ending here!! Take care and stay happi to all!! Chill OUT!!!