*~* Praise the Lord *~*

Monday, May 19, 2008 - 11:30 PM

LOL! Many are having problems copying the questions thingy from my blog as it does not allow.. Ok there is another way, u can visit stephanie blog and copy from her too.. U just have to click my link and search her name.. Its a little mafan but sry.. :)

SUNDAY

It was kinda tiring day for me.. Cum back real late as go malaysia 3 times.. Its like my first time gg into malaysia 3 time at one go.. Kinda crazy rite but it was for good purpose.. As one van breakdown in singapore and had to be towed in malaysia. Second time was a car breakdown in malaysia and had to be towed to singapore.. And the third was our own journey in.. When we entered it was free flow as in no traffc but when we exit, MY GOD! It just piled up! Heavily conjested lorr! Sad stucked in jam till next morning... Reached home was dead! DEAD CHICKEN!

That was my SUNDAY! The fifth day began, it lasted and ended...

MONDAY

Today is Vesak day! Public holiday, can rest but was busy with things.. Had to force myself out of bed.. Darm tired but no choice, had to help bro do many many things... Ended in evening.. Came back home, change and left to serangoon.. There was this buddhist tent, as in a tent set up for the vesak day celebration.. And there will be chariot and so on.. So asked for blessing and left back home at nite.. Then send bro to camp.. Back and now blogging... After this a gd bath and back to work!

That was my MONDAY! The sixth day began, it lasted and ended...

Its when i touch my first week tmr! Its difficult to control... The person is right beside u but u cant talk a single word to that person.. How will u feel?? Cool..

Its when some still dun learn their lesson and when things have to go or become real big.. So much was done,said, told but still aint realised!

Taggs replied here!
Cherin: HAHA! Yahh something like that.. :)

KaiYing: I can see that u LOVE ME! But dun show only lorr! I not add words horr.. :P

KueiLee: I give u solution le.. :)

Joanne: HAHA! Yess mugging hard.. Yess will miss u.. :)

Sunday, May 18, 2008 - 2:45 AM

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Tagged by Stephanie. Randomly remove one question from below,
and add in your own question,make it a total of 20 questions,
tag 8 people in the list,
list them out at the end of this post,
notify them in their chatbox that he/she had been tagged,
and whoever does the tag will have blessings from all people.

1) How are you feeling now?
Tired and a little CRAZY!

2) What do you want the most now ?
Erm... Nothing much... Sleep?

3) Who is the person you trust most ?
Hard to say.. But the person should know if i trust him/her anot...

4) Do you eat raw vegetables?
NO!

5) Do you want to score well in all your test ?
DUH! Who will not want??

6) Do you believe seeing a rainbow after the rain ?
Nope...

7) What is your goal for this year ?
Score well for my o level and get into my desired course!

8) What do i usually do when i am at home?
Reflection, study or sleep! :P

9) What feeling do you like the most ?
Happiness... My feelings are mixed!

10) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half ?
Faithfulness...

11) What feeling do you hate most ?
Haha..Thinking question... :)

12) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours ?
Needless to say! I love my friends!

13) Do you believe in god ?
YES! Without god i aint here today!

14) What do you think is most important of your life ?
GOD, my family, friends and happiness...

15) Who do you hope to be always there for you ?
Those who are close to me..

16) Who is your bestfriend ?
Not naming.. They will know themselves..

17) Who cares for you the most ?
Good question! I have no idea myself.. :)

18) Do you want that special someone of yours to be by your side now ?
Hahaha... No i wan sleep now!

19) Who makes you smile when you are down ?
I will make myself smile! Or some crazy friends!

20) What would be the last thing that you want to complete before passing away?
Hahaha... I wan lead a happy life and die peacefully with no illness or watever! :)

the 8 people are saras, yanteng, cherin, kuei lee, eudy, maia, sandy and zhao yue!

- 2:21 AM

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FRIDAY

Had to report to sch in the morning as i didnt want any problems which the DC! Had to take NE cert from Mr Lim! Then lesson continued as normal then end of sch! Then Had to explain some things to friend as some were not happy.. Ok then aft a while gt news that it was big! So go check it out... Then yahh things were not nice.. She was tearing already.. Was of not much help! Then left for MT class.. Was late already.. Then came back to sch aft MT to clear some stuffs... Instead help anna do some work.. Then left sch at 7.30pm and was siting under my block talking to YT,KY and cherin.. Really had a gd time talking.. They knew some things abt me.. LOLS! Kinda funny when i think back too but its my weak points! Anyway they left at abt 9.15pm.. Then waited for eudy.. Meet abt 9.40pm.. Chit chat and explained and clear her doubts and yahh, now she will know wat went wrong and who is to be blamed and who isnt at fault at all.. Then she left at 10.10pm then i leave to greenridge with sis.. Reached home and was super tired.. Talking can make euu very tired also okay!

Just wish to share some things.. When u are not happy with a person, tell the person on the spot is always the best! Dun keep and bottle it up all the time.. If one day u seriously cant take it and u explode, it wunt be nice for the bth party involved rite! So its like so many misunderstanding and not not stuff have happened.. We cannot turn back the clock or evenmake things not happen right.. Some times when things happened, all we need to do is some self reflection.. Sit and really think , was i in the wrong?? Am i that bad?? Or something like this.. In this way, we will realise our mistakes and if we realise there wunt be any unhappiness rite? Yahh now the only thing we can do is to leave things aside and act as though nothing happened and move on.. There is no use crying over spilled milk.. Now from this u whole incident, u will know who to trust and not.. I aint one u can trust rite? I realised my mistakes and yahh it was my fault.. And apologies all said! We shall just concentrate on our MT paper now! PEACE for now!

That was my FRIDAY! The third day began, it lasted and ended...

SATURDAY

Morning then after and finally nite! lols.. Ok when for jogging with yt, cherin.. Then attended a birthday party.. And home and yahh blogging!

That was my SATURDAY! The forth day began, it lasted and ended..

Ok finally touched sunday.. Hopefully will have a great day ahead.. Anyway monday is VESAK DAY! So public holiday! Everyone do rest well and yahh take care of yourselves..

Can see everyone is mugging hard for the upcoming MT paper but rmb with the best health can u produce best results.. So do study hard and at the same time rest well..

Sometimes when my emotions are just too mixed up and i cant identify how i feel..

Taggs replied here!
KaiYing: HAHA! I know u care for me!!! U even LOVE me rite! lols!

Stephanie: Orhh ok.. Will do.. :)

Yanteng: Dun say mahx! lols.. Its my past horr! But we really had a gd talk man! Must really teach nt try leii.. :(

- 1:46 AM

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WEDNESDAY

Wed not much happened.. Just wanted to share abt the NE training which i went for.. It was by Mrs Tan my SS teacher.. She as usual was funny and like me, LAME forever.. Lols.. Ok firstly i didnt want to attend the training de as i felt like SIAN, NE also need train de mehx! But its like she keep asking me cum so must like give her a little face so i attended. Then was kinda fun.. I was say abt this guy! WAH i really feel like giving him a slap or punch sia. He really SOT lorr.. Very super rude can! I mean mrs tan is a teaher i like so its like he making her get on her nerves can.. Firstly she was talking and talking then this boy was directly infront of her and guess wat! He was using the com dunno do wat.. Then he told her to off.. Aft 5 mins, he switched on again and used the com again.. I was like noticing wat he was doing lorr. He was waching COMMERCIAL ADS! I was like WTH! She is like talking and u there watching.. Then again she told him to off.. He didnt listen and continued using.. I was like WOW! U are getting on her nerves! Then he off.. Aft a while on again.. And she still wasnt pissed off but i was! She tell him nicely to leave the room if he wasnt intrested.. I was like WOW she can tahan him for so long.. I just shouted at him and say " The door is there! If u aint intrested just leave.. SRY! U are purely not intrested, CAN U LEAVE!" Then she was like JYOTHI DUN SO FIERCE! I was like " Wat the hell is wrong with him??" Cant he like tahan for the nice few shit mins and not be so rude! Then okay everything COOL! Then we were like assigned a task which was to write a blog entry abt bukit panjang history or something like that.. Then the guy just packed his stuffs and watched how others do it.. I was like WAH! And he is like just infront of me!! I stay cool.. Aft two mins, he walked out of the room. Nvr even say thx or watever to teacher lorr. SO FISHING RUDE LORR!! And i personally think that teacher should not have even gave him face lorr.. Should just bloody shout at him... Lucky her tolerance level very high.. And i strongly think he dun deserve the NE CERT at all.. Whatever.. Its over... :)

After that left for MT class...

That was my WEDNESDAY! The first day began, it lasted and ended..

THURSDAY

It was a SHIT day in the morning itself! I reached sch at 9.30am and the first thing i enter the sch i saw MR SNG! This time was at the sch gate itself! How "LUCKY"!! F***! Then he was like...

Mr Sng: Jyothi, why are u late for sch? (NICELY)
Me: There is MT intensive going on, so cum late.
Mr Sng: WHY GAVE U THE PERMISSION TO CUM LATE! (Shout already!)
Me: No one told me i have to cum early!

Seriously no one told me that i have to report early or normal timing... I mean isnt it like common sense! U no sch, u dun go sch! So its like u no lesson in the morning, u dun have to report sch in the morning! Then he was like "GO AND SIT AT THE BLUE ROOM!" Then i walked to blue room lorr.. He knows nothing other then the blue room! Then asked me called my mum down, then changed his mind.. Ask me be guard! Sit at one corner and see if other students cum in later.. And at 10am, Ci Yun walked in and he saw.. Asked me call Ci Yun to blue room.. Sit outside and stare at sky! WTH! Then he called us and said...

Mr Sng: I dun wish to handle this case! I will let linda yeo(MT HOD) handle it.. If i handle it, things wunt be nice.. I will punish u all for ABUSING the MT intensive system, cuming late for sch, play truancy, skip lessons and many more.. And Ci Yun, u will get caning! Jyothi, u will get long term suspension!

I was like dots lorr.. He use the word ABUSING lorr.. So high value man! WTH! He didnt even let us go back to class, he asked us to take our mack paer at blue room.. So uncomfortable can... Sit on floor and write! Then at 11pm Kesin walked in! LOLS! More late lorr.. Then she kena call parents cum down but her mum go shopping then dun wan cum down.. BLAH BLAH BLAH! Then linda yeo asked us to serve detention till 6pm.. He let us off at 1pm for lesson and report back at 2.05pm for dentetion.. I wanted run half way but just endured with the rest.. And i tell u miss ang also very over limit lorr. I really hate them when they STEP one DC! They think they have all the rights to do anything they wan lorr! U know wat ms ang told me!

Miss Ang: Jyothi, i feel like gripping euu in the collar and pulling u down and give u a punch in ur face!

I was like WTH! Just f***ing do it if u dare man! Just because u teacher then i shut up, if she student i would have done that to her lorr! She use the maths and sec 2 issues to keep say me lorr! I really hot when she said that phrase but i just control.. Lucky my tolerance level also a little higher then usual.. I just didnt wanted to create problem as i knew my MT paper is like so near.. Wah really cannot tahan at times lorr.. Bloody SHIT! Then when mr sng release us from detention, he was like...

Mr Sng: Ciyun and kesin blah blah blah blah!!! Jyothi, u are getting into alot of problems now.. I dun wish to get anymore from euu.. U have 2000 problems! I name it u also have it! U better dun give me so much nonsense!

Its not at though i want give him problem.. Its he himself find problem out of me! Whatever... Its over and i aint gg to get bothered abt it!!!

That was my spoilt THURSDAY! The second day began, it lasted and ended...

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 - 7:52 AM

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MT intensive has started in ZSS! So i m free in the morning till 10am.. I suppose have to report to sch at normal timing but i dun wna go sch slp, i might as well sleep at home longer right! So yahh... Anyway from 1o plus will have normal lessons.. Then back home then own MT class.. Yahh, Even my MT class has started its intensive.. Good that it has started but it is gg to be very tiring for me to go thru and fro... Anyway...

Ystd i was really boiling.. Hot till very hot till cant hot.. I reached sch at 9 plus and when the bell rang at ten, i was gg back to class and yes so "LUCKY" to see Mr sng! Dots lorr... He was bossing me around.. Firstly take this take that then go blue room cut nail then report to him then again go change socks lah.. BLAH BLAH BLAH! I was already so fed up.. Imagine u cum in the morning and the first thing is kena caught by him.. U will be very "LUCKY" for the rest of the day lorr! Then fine.. Was late for phys lesson as i was asking my sis to bring socks for me and blah blah blah.. So when i entered class it was a relief teacher and i didnt know wat the hell to do.. So i asked lis... Then he shouted.. I was like WTF man! I dunno wat to do and i m asking, like that also WRONG???? Wah then i was more fed up and i shouted back to him.. Dots lorr... My day got better when i was in class... But ystd seriously all the teacher sot lorr...

Whatever.. Glad to know i have moved up 3 grades for maths.. Mdm Chong ystd told said i moved from F12 to F9.. Still fail but improvement.. Dots.... I wan reach F1.. FORMULA 1! lols.. Maths is hard to score... How much practice u do also its still hard to score, but my formula "NEVER GIVE UP!"

Yes, i m not a prefect girl.. At times it wont be wat u think it is.. I just dun understand some things.. But all i know is i wan happiness around me.. If there is so much of unhappiness then isnt it like so uncomfortable.. I know that things aint right so its time i make a step or effort to correct it.. Its only when i realise, so make me realise not me me find out.. I dunno wat i m saying but yes i m saying...

Taggs Replied here!
Stepph : U will be relinked soon :)

Piggy Eudy : Erm... Sry dun need le.. I have the song already..

Joanne LEILEI : Haha yahh, long time since we saw each other!

KaiYing : WOW! KAIYING CARE ANOUT ME SIA! lols.. Thx... I m well already, then u bully me horr! LOLS! Or i bully euu??

YanTeng : Orhh so thx for tagging me too! lols.. Take care :)

Sunday, May 11, 2008 - 7:47 AM

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Today is MOTHER's DAY!

Wishing all the mother's out there a very happy mother's day..

Had a great time with mum.. Stay at home whole day and be a good girl.. Do all the household chores for her.. Cut cake and had a happy time..

Its not about giving presents to mum, its about the love and devotion u have for her.. Its the results which will make her happy.. Its not when u make her shed the tears for you or with you...

Saturday, May 10, 2008 - 9:31 PM

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Ok hi people, I am back...

Nothing much to blog about... Just results... Got back my report book on Wednesday? Yupps.. Think so... I got 33 for L1R4.. Ya, its ridiculous.. With such results, i can't enter any poly.. But i am happy that i got EXCELLENCE for conduct.. Ok not about that.. I am glad i got 33 and not up to 40 plus.. I mean for a begining, 33 not so bad.. Erm... Yupp, now its time i really close all holes and make myself move forward and upwards.. I not aiming for top student nor aiming for something i cant.. All i wan is just the point for me to enter my desire course... Since now i know where i am standing, i should know wat to do already.. And yah my MT 'o' is in another 2 weeks? Somewhere around there.. And its no more play time, study time :)

Sunday, May 4, 2008 - 3:59 PM

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I see you all the time
Never see you smile
I try to picture what's going on in your mind
He leaves you every night by yourself
He took your love and put it on the shelf
He doesn't really care? how you feel...
You should be moving on girl what's the deal?
Cuz girl you know your worth much more....
I wana see you out that door...

So baby tell me why?you stick around
Always lonely and you only wear a frown
He don't treat you good and you know
The only thing left is for you to go
You shouldn't live a lie with someone
When deep inside you know he ain't the one
I don't know what to say no more
I wana see you out that door

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know he's done to you
But I know that it's time to move on
Girl your is love blind

Girl I understand
That you're scared
And you feel that you might never love again
But baby that ain't true
No no no
I know that there some there for you
Someone that will see
That you are worth
An undiscovered treasure on this earth
Girl you know your worth so much more
Wana see you out that door

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know he's done to you
But I know it's time to move on
Girl your is love blind

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know he's done to you
But I know its time to move on

Ok this song is called LOVE IS BLIND by ramzi feat ash king.. Its my blog song.. I just dunno why but i have fell in love with it.. So anyone who has this song pls send it to me.. I know u are very gd de, u would not mind downloading for me rite! lols.. Anyway, The lyrics are so meaningful thats why i put in here.. Nice song :)

Some times when some things happen, that is when i know who REALLY care or who "REALLY" cares..

Saturday, May 3, 2008 - 8:00 PM

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HORRIBLE! Wat a word to describe my saturday..

Well was dying in the morning.. Now i m back to 1 quarter of my life.. I was in great pain.. Wats the cause?? I dunno... Lucky my mum was at home to be my nurse.. Every word to describe the pain also can.. I always hated VOMITING and yahh i vomited.. Dun wish to think abt how everything was.. Just know i have officially become sick again.. High fever and i can bearly walk.. If i stand i feel so jelly.. Dun wish to faint again... I nvr like to be sick.. Now that i m sick, i cant do anything..

Weak internally, mentally emotional, gd externally.. I m strong gal.. No worries man!

Since my saturday started so bad, its ending bad.. Yah.. Nvr go out.. No its cant go out..

For all caused and done..
For all hatred and love..
For all uneasyness and easiness..
For all is pure excuse...
For all is my fault...

Taggs replied here!
Saras: WOW! U really save my life.. THX :) Yes... Sick sick sick.. But i strong gal :)

Xue Yi: Yes must visit more! :)

Kuen Yan: Yes updated! I then dun wan join euu next year.. I will work hard and prove :)

Stephh: U too :)

Yan Teng: Yahh, i with u sure very happy! :P Sure cant forget the kid de!!! Cute sia!! I mean the kid not euu... :)

Honey: Yes i m trying to treat it naturally already..Thx.. Yup u are just up there! :)

Maia: I aint giving up.. With euu sure wunt give up! :P Yes... Thx my dear :)

Friday, May 2, 2008 - 7:54 PM

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HI People...I'm back with updates..

WED
Firstly most of u wan to know wat the close shave was.. Ok suppose.. BLAH BLAH BLAH! That's it lorr... LOLS! Ok.. Erm... Wed was the so-called last day of sch as thursday was labour day.. So sch closed! YEAH YEAH! So Wed aft sch had a game of basketball in sch.. Around 6pm was at hme.. Was dread tired, so rested a while.. Hp rang and it was 3rd sis.. She changed her hp so she needed her original casing and asked me bring it to greenridge. So i was like ok lorr.. Forced myself go.. Then b4 i left i just put my hp silent, just in case i open door anyone outside mah.. So yahh, then i locked the doors and waited for the lift. AND GUESS WAT! The lift door opened and my dad came out! MY GOD! I was stunted.. My hp in my pocket and my sis hp casing in my other pocket. I was like DOTS! DIE! Then i acted blur, real blur but could see from my face i was shocked... So he started asking....

Dad: WHERE U GG?!
Me: Greenridge...
Dad: Why?!
Me: Sis said she buy too many things, so she wanted me to help her carry...
Dad: But ur 3rd sis is with her... Why must u go!
Me: I dunno.. I came home and saw a note on the table asking me to meet them at greenridge..

[He was suspicious already]

Dad: Dun need go! Just cum in..

[So i opened the door and was like SHIT!]

Dad: Who asked u go?? Which sis!
Me: Erm.. 2nd sis...
Dad: Ok, go.. I dunno wat DRAMA u doing!

So i faster leave home and once under block i started calling sis.. She didnt ans.. I was like wat the hell! Bth didnt ans k! Then she called me back..

2nd sis: Where u??
Me: Did dad call euu?
Sis: Yahh, where u??
Me: Tell him u asked me cum greenridge..
Sis: No i didnt ask u cum.. I told him i didnt asked u come!
Me: WHAT!! WHY! Lava asked me cum greenridge!
Sis: U cum greenridge first!

I darm panic man! Then when i reached greenridge, i saw my sis buy things and u know how much! 2 pathetic bags only! I was like dots.... I told dad i cum here to help u all carry things and wat 2 bags!!! Then my 2nd sis was furious as she wasnt aware i was called to greenridge by my 3rd sis.. So my 2nd sis when to do shopping again and spend another $40 at the shop and save.. So more bags mahx.. LOLS! Then go home.. Sis was really furious, and so was I! Then when reached home dad asked 3rd sis if she called me to greenridge then she say yah.. PHEW! He didnt talk at all, he was and is suspicious.. God really saved me man! CLOSE SHAVE MAN!

Thursday
Its LABOUR DAY!

Friday
Ystd had my MT paper at twss.. It was the mid yr paper.. But it was so called prelims also, cause 'o' level MT is in 2 weeks then no prelims.. So 2-in-1.. lols!
So in the morning was late.. Zhenghua sec so near my hme already can late.. Twss, need not say lorr... Summore must report 7.15am lorr.. I leave hme 7.20am.. My mum drive me there and the road jammed! It was so packed with vehicles, horn and horn.. Dots.. Then reached abt 7.40pm... Then joined the sch for assemble.. Felt so weird.. Paper 1 started at 8am.. Then it was delayed as teachers gave out paper slow then started at 8.15am..
This time my paper 1, sucks.. Really dots.. It wasnt difficult but the things wunt really taught.. Paper 1 consisted on letter writting and compo.. And last min my MT teacher said, minmap has to be done and need to hand in if not marks deducted... So i was like TAMIL MINDMAP! How to do?? Then nvm.. Do lorr.. I was praying real hard as i didnt wan FORMAL letter.. I know format but its hard to write as u must really use PROPER tamil words.. Then when i opened the paper.. I was like DOTS! FORMAL LETTER! Sianz.. Then had two choice.. So i looked at the other one and DOTS even more! It was not formal nor informal.. It was conversation!! Means like the wed thingy above and in tamil! No way! I cant do it! So bo pian did formal.. First time didnt had time to complete compo.. As mindmap had to be done and thinking process longer.. Rushed the last few words.. :(
Paper 2 was good.. Easy paper... But everytime when i say easy i will fear..
Orh yahh! How can i not share this..
My MT paper was taken in the hall with all the TWSS students.. Tamil, malay and chinese too.. There was this chinese gal who was siting beside me.. Poor her lah.. Her chinese creative dictionary spoil.. The battery flat.. And it was begining of the paper.. She started sobbing (didnt wan ppl know).. She could not do her stuffs without her dictionary.. Funny to witness it.. Cute her..

After that report back to sch.. Join eudy, yt, maia and cherin for a while.. Then had to leave to m'sia with sis.. So left with her at 1plus.. For the first time i and her, the two of us only! LOLS! Kool! Did loads of stuffs and had a great time.. Wit me sure have great time de, no doubt abt it! lols... Arrived back at 4pm..

Meet with YT, cherin and eudy for bb.. When back to sch but Mr lau didnt let us play.. Then walked to senja bb court and it was occupied so instead played badminton under my block.. Was crapping more then playing.. Chit chat.. Talk talk talk.. Then there was this kid! I sure will say he very CUTE! Wat happen was.. The kid's marble roll to our shuttle cord.. Directly in.. So eudy helped him take.. And when eudy called him to take he TIAO eudy! lols!! So small only know how to TIAO okay! I burst into laughter.. Eudy hot already.. lols.. Then he turned and look at her again.. Then TIAO her again!!! ROFL!!! This time YT also cannot tahan already! Then he walked away.. I LOL een louder.. And guess wat! He from the playground started scolding me! I find him super CUTE! So small lorr.. I lol even more.. Then aft a while he came to the badminton court with his weapon. A small Badminton racket! LOL! He really made my day great... So adorable boy.. Fat yet cute! :)