All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

I just love this song...

The most beautiful thing we can experience is mysterious...

Really extremely exhausted people... Had a super tiring week filled with work, but work get really fun with the crazy people who make me LOL so loud none stop!

Anyway... For the past one week had been attached to SICU ward which is a ICU ward for people who flew from bikes and gt into accident and so on... Wow many many cases! I even saw dead bodies like so often till i gt used to it...

Yah, am nt kidding.. Its like they fight for their life till the last few mins, when the friends and relatives will rush into the ward and start crying... End up after a few mins, its just like that and the person is gone... Then the mortuary trolley will come and push the body all the way to the mortuary and it will pass by me and the only thing i can think deep inside is 'Rest In Peace!'

They were many cases but there was only one which is really fresh in my mind till now.. I will share it with u guys....

There is this 21yr old malay boy, riding a bike.. He had his GF at the back... Was waiting at the traffic light when a car hit the bike and bth people flew... His Gf is 18yrs old and she cracked a small portion of her left side head... She had a metal inserted in her right leg... She survived and is on wheelchair but on the other hand the BF is really suffering.. He has been in ICU for 3weeks... Had undergo many operations.. His fever is very high! But 3days ago he was transferred to HD- ICU! High dependency ICU! Means he does not depends on a machine to breathe as often but when his bed passed by me, it was a pitiful sight yet a horrible sight... He head was hollow in the left side... It means that he is having a missing part of bone in the head... His left side head is crushed like.... Terrible! Its like irregular... Okay to really say : If he stand upright, i can place a basketball at the left side of his head and the ball wont drop... Its like a bowl is there... I mean its like so pitiful! He is only 21yrs old.. His mum was talking to me till she cry, i didn't know what to do to make her feel better... I could only be a listening ear.. Its really a sight u guys wont wan to see...

I get to see so much or disfigured people, so much of blood and all... And i always thank god for protecting me and preventing harm from falling on me.. I nvr regretted this job at all despite having a idiot being my supervisor.. But other than that, all the visitors are nice... They buy me and my partner many food. like curry puff, drinks, pancake and all... Hope i could be attached to the ICU ward more often...

And yah, i have to share this too.. God is really great in a sense that when ever a life is lost... Example: Whenever some1 dies, there will surely a new born baby out of the OT! Its really nice to see the babies.. When two people die, surely by the end of the day two babies will come out for the OT! I mean isnt it like really coincidental?

I'm extremely tired... WOW! Been working for the whole week since Monday and will be working in the weekends... So its extremely tiring... Many cases and saddening experience to share with u guys..

Its already very late and haven slept as i was chatting with KaiYing on the phone, sharing many things and some clumsy experience, lols!

When sadness feels the heart....

Anyway gtg sleep now le...Stay tune to next post.... TC!

The soul would have no rainbow if the eyes had no tears...

You know our love was meant to be
The kind of love that lasts forever
And I need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere I go
You're always on my mind,
in my heart In my soul

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than I need you

And I know, yes I know that it's plain to see
We're so in love when we're together
And I know that I need you here with me
From tonight until the end of time

You should know, everywhere I go
You're always on my mind,
in my heart In my soul

You're the meaning in my life
You're the inspiration
You bring feeling to my life
You're the inspiration
Wanna have you near me
I wanna have you hear me sayin'
No one needs you more than I need you

More updates in next post....

Back with updates... Haha! How's life gg friends??

Sat out with bestiies! Great time... Went out with Kuei Lee, Kuen Yen, Yan Teng, Cherin, Farhan, Maia & bro... Went to CSC and play 3 hours of pool! Loads of fun joy and laughter... Lols! The uncle was nice enough to let us play for another 30 mins!






Haha... After that maia and bro went to meet parents.. Farhan also went home.. The rest of us headed to the cinema.. Watched UNINVITED!! Haha.. Poor KY had to go with us even if she hated to watch horror movie.. The movie is ok only.. But i did understand the movie but its has to explain.. As the movie is confusing.. Must really watch then u will understand... Then Kuei Lee went hme while the rest of us went to greenridge for dinner... Simple dinner, INSTANT NOODLE! Then HOME SWEET HOME =)

Sunday woke up late in the noon then watch tv awhile then went to meet eudy chit chat then ky join us then i and KY went for jogging then home.. Simple day with simple endings... LOLS!

Not forgetting someone yet! Happy 18th B'dae BUDDY! Has been with my good friend since primary sch till now.. He taught me Chinese and basketball! But nw he cant even speak proper Chinese and even play basketball, haha!

Anyway work schedule is out... Working from Monday to Friday full shift... Sat and sun yet to know... Am suppose to be sleeping by nw but i cant... lols!

Seems like school is getting real stress for some of u... On the other hand, some are really enjoying and having fun with new friends and all... Okay what can i say? Have KIT KAT! Yah rite! lols! C'mon people... Its just bits and pieces of education life... When u are stress it shows a good sign, u are really studying! LOLS! So friends take a break if its getting too hard on u.. But on the other hand u guys are having a gd time having crushes yah!! lols!

Ok i feeling lethargic le... I wanna go slp le... TC and Chill out people !!

To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven...

Hey people! Yesh !! Am back once again to update.. I always wanted to update but its just that i wunt have the com and so on... Today's post might be long! My new job, how is it? Read more to know yah! =)

Okay firstly last sat was VESAK DAY! Meet up with KL to go temple! Yah right!! lols! In the morning went out to get preparation done at office... Clean office, wash mum's lorry and they were set to get gg... Then i headed home, bath and meet KL for pool at csc.. Played for one hr nia =( As i was rushing for time... So let the photos do the talking! lols!
She looks out for easy ball to shoot!
She looks for accuracy! Like so pro hor!
She knows the ball cant get in so she changes spot! So no skill!
Her full concentration on the ball already!
She shoots!
What happened?? In or miss?!
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HAHAH!!! That was her next reaction! lols!
Anyway after the game she headed to plaza while i took train to cck... I was already rushing for time and guess what foolish thing i did?! I was pissed off with myself... lols! I took the train from bt batok towards jurong east, i was kinda rushing as sis waiting to fetch me for prayers... So i didnt know what happen i was whole person blur! It was like this! I took the train to jurong east... Then the next moment they announce "The train terminates here!" Something like that... So i walked out of the train and rush over to the other side... Which i was nt suppose to do lah.. I was suppose to stay in that train right? Ok fine, i was out and i didnt even notice my mistake till i boarded the next train and it went like! " Next station CHINESE GARDEN!" I whole person was like HUH!? Chinese graden?? Wth! Where is CCK then?? So i had to call my sis and ask! I mean hw stupid i can get right! Stop laughing people, its nt funny! lols... Then i was already like rushing, so i took train back to jurong east then i was thinking at my foolishness and LOL in the train alone.. Then jurong east staion was crowded, everyone push and push... Then there was this kid who stood in front of me with his mum... Next moment he cried! So loud, i was like DOTS! Wat happen? I thought the kid mistook me laughing at him, so i just shut up and he cried even louder! I was like WAH! Then i ask:

ME : Adek, why u crying?
Boy: [still crying lorr] I........ Got........ no...... place to sit!

I was like WTH! U think only u no place to sit mehx?? I also standing rite! Then end up he played with my hand to keep quiet! Then i sms-ed KL abt my stupidity then i was telling her:

ME: Here gt one small boy crying, i asked him why and guess what he say?
KL: Mom missing!?
Me: No lah, cause he no place to sit lorr! dots...!

And u know what she went like??

KL: Oh ok....! Then u give him sit lah!!!

Excuse me, i myself standing lorr! lols! Anyway after that went to cck then proceed to prayers... Felt kinda gifted as it was once in a lifetime thingy.. I was given a chance to carry the buddha!
My mum was the one who towed the buddha from serangoon back to the chinese temple... The buddha is in the house called a "Chariot"
A closer view, notice the buddha smiling?
Finally the buddha back to its temple... Next?
Get some blessing of course! lols!
Everything was make possible with my bro, without him it wasnt possible... haha!
The whole thing ended at around 10.30pm then headed back to office for another prayers... There was a combination of chinese and indian prayer... 2 in 1... Vesak day cum full month prayer... The chinese prayer man was called down and all.. The crowd there was like soo... If u know what i mean... There was lion dance, dragon dance and the indian instrument group.. My boss was also shocked by the crowd!
By the time the whole event ended was already 2am... And it was sunday and its MOTHER's DAY! Yeah yeah! Happy Mother's day wishes to all mothers... And of course i wouldnt even know what is blogging without my mum! lols... I mean ok wrong phrasing! lols! Without my mum i wouldnt even be in this world... She is the best mummy i have had and so........
I love my mum everyday, nt just because its Mother's day! lols!
Then monday suppose to start the cisco job but the assignment was on hold! I was like WTH! So end up nt working till ystd! I started a new job at NUH! lols! Yah gt to do with swine flu also... But not take temp for people... Have to so call-ed control the crowd... Example one bed only can have two visitors, if more cant, i will kena scolded by supervisor... Easy job, just have to sit there and wait for visitors... At times it can get super boring....! I have to sit there from morn to night, i mean can imagine! lols!

Then ystd since my first day, was attached to kids ICU ward!Quite saddening, i mean i m soft hearted! YESH.... I am, dun go like EH!! lols.. So its like i get to see all the small kids who are suffering from different problems... They have like so many tubes over the whole body, its like at such a young age they suffer... So i will get like so pathetically sad... Then opposite my ward is the SHAW Foundation and kidney foundation for kids... Its children with special needs, when i see them, i will be so hais... What mistake they do to end up in such a position... Some even fighting for their life, i mean ICU, what to expect.. So people, Thank god, u are able to walk normally and dun blame god for nt giving u wings to fly!

Oh yah! Ystd is the 15th right? Did i like forget something?! Of course nt! Its her b'dae! Omg! So much elder then me, but saddeningly i was working so cant meet her... But still she is always on my mind, kept in my heart and marked in my soul! Love her loads!
Anyway ystd there was a new confirmed H1N1 case, so people please drink more water! Eh! No no... lols! its suppose to be, so people pls be extra cautious... Put a mask on to anyway u go! Be the extra kiasu and typical singaporean type! lols!

Today i woke up quite early in the morning, i just could nt slp... I woke up 4am and started staring at ceiling! lols! Later gg to meet friends for pool at csc again... Bigger group this time, fun fun!!! YEAH YEAH! Okay people, i wan go slp le... lols! TC and chill out people!

Every exit is an entry to somewhere.....

Am back to update again... I am pissed off about quite a number of things..

Anyway today i went for the briefing... It was like DOTS! They say aft briefing start work, but end up aft briefing we were sent home... Planning wasn't proper! Transport and uniform blah blah all nt confirm... Anyway Monday start work...

Then aft work today, meet mum and left to wrk.. Came home nt long aft midnight and am so drenched... I just wanna slp...

I am freaking pissed off by my hp for the whole day, seriously its irritating! Very.....!

On the other hand, a darm freaking idiot, wherever u are u betta go n die... Some idiot out there is trying to hack into my msn account... When ever i m chatting with someone, the next moment i m signed out and a box appear telling me that i have signed in from another computer... The person better die anot??!

Anyway a gd breaking news for Singapore, the person who escaped is finally caught! Mas Selamat is finally caught in m'sia... Everyone can forget abt finding him and winning the ransom! lols...

Anyway i gtg... Wanna Slp! TC n Chill out people!

True love is like ghosts, which everyone talks about and few have seen...

Yes and i m back once again! *CAUTION!* Gonna be a long post yahh.. Sure with photos to nt bore u guys out...

Firstly i shall update all the old photos... The photos which i took during my working time, maybe like last mth or 2 mths ago...
My Boss love to collect this kind of stuffs!


MY OFFICE!

It took mths before it was completed! Good Experience indeed!

Whole junk of shit passed to me! This is like the worst! Whenever it rains, the whole driveway will turn green, end up, i will get scolded! To remove it will cost money and not even a single cent is gg to be spent! Tell me solution?!
But the even better type, is having to clear this kind of "Whatever!" in the office.....
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HAHA!! What the... Anyway i was clearing all my old books that day to give ky and guess what? This is what i found!
4N3 man! Its like a wonderful class with crazy memories! lols...

KY was shocked to see that i have so "LITTLE" for her!
So a few Saturdays ago went out with Kuei Lee to watch movie... Confession of a shopaholic... Nt too bad a movie... Aftermath had arcade time!! lols...

Being offered a job at casino! A few weeks ago i was called up for interview at redhill to work at the casino in the end of the yr... But i think i would have to reject their offer as by the time end of the yr i would want to be in the police force instead of the casino... lols!

Then i could still rmb watching movie alone for the first time at town.. I watched 17 again at Shaw house alone on a Sunday as i didn't know where else to go or wat else to do... I walked the whole of wisma, taka, wheellock place till i was settle down for a movie!

Oh yah, hw could i have missed out this part! I have a gd news!! I can finally swim people! YEAH!! Be happy for me yah, i know its kinda eh!! But i m so happy, i did it with no ones help... So those days when i was jobless, i would always go for a swim... It was like twice to thrice a week... So people, now who dare laugh at me?? LOLS! But nw due to the injury in my head, i have put a pause to it for a while... But will start swimming soon !!

Ok am darm freaking angry and pissed off with those stupid, brainless people... Up with such stunts... Anyway gg to change hp number soon... Thks to those bastards! I was already planning to change but didnt expect it would be this fast!

Ok anyway, i have found a new job and its starting like today in another few more hrs... Will be working at Jurong Island under cisco... Its a 12hr work daily.. So gotta be very tiring... I m doing my part to prevent the swine flu, guess my job?! LOLS!
Of course my job is nt to slp but its time for me to slp! I have to wake up like 7am in the morning... So TC and CHILL OUT GUYS!! Till then, JYOTHI!

Did you ever notice that there's a certain line in every song that sticks out because it reminds you of a person that you just can't forget?