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Monday, October 29, 2007 - 10:04 PM

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Sunday was a very chaotic and tiring day! Ok.. Where shall i start from?? Erm.. In the morning woke up and go out with mum and sis again as we had to pass some documentations to a company.. And the company is at frankel ave...Then aft pass the documents and etc we proceed to geylang.. My dad wanted eat durian! So go there and buy him some and bought some fruits too.. And my mum was driving pass the geylang lorong! So GEYLANG LORONG!! Erm... Wat can u think of?? Yupp!! U know wat i thinking rite?? A place where u can find prostitues! So yah.. My mum was driving and we happened to stop at this traffic light.. So there was one lady standing near a stairs.. She was wearing like a B itch! Sry for that word.. But she really dressed like one! She was wearing a dress and it was above knee and super high.. As in she bent u can see everything! OKAY ENUFF!! Then she was standing there, then there was this young guy who walked passed her and guess wat.. She just GRABBED the guy's hand.. I was shocked! She just grab the guy hand and was pionting up to the stairs.. The guy was shocked too, can see his expression lorr... Then he just keep saying no and he walked away.. I was like omg lorr.. Pls lorr.. So CHEAP!! Can find other job to werk for the money mahx, nt such a werk.. Then the traffic light changed and my mum drove away.. So we go buy watever we wanted to buy and make a u-turn.. So eventually we had to go back to the same road and guess wat.. Now there wasnt 1 lady but there was 2!! TWO LORR!! The other one looked like a mother.. I dun even know wat the hell they are trying to prove! Its like er xin lorr! They can do other werk and nt act so cheap mahx.. But i can say from one look that they aint singaporean, they are like china womens! Haix.. They cum here find money but dunno why go for such filthy money! Then cum hme and watch tv awhile then gt ready to go out again... We had to go for the very eventful festivals for the indians...

Fire walking ceremony.. First we go to the other temple at serangoon but it was freaking crowded.. U cant even walk at all.. All squess! I hate it lorr... Then we proceed to the other temple at chinatown.. The most important one.. Then we trie to go into the temple.. The temple was crowded but nt as worse as the other one... Then took a pic of the fire walking pit.. The preparation process... Every yr my bro and dad will step the fire but this yr they didnt step as my grandfather passed away.. So have to wait for next yr.. Then walk and saw many of my frens but didnt had the chance to stop and chat as the crowd was OMG! Then wait a while, pray and left.. And we walked pass the 7-11 and there was this young guy.. He was drunk.. He was like acting lor! Walk to the middle of the road, try to stop bus, stare at everyone who walked pass him.. Then he stop a chinese guy and asked that guy " EH!! U think u ganster arh?? Cum fight lahh!" He was just beside me lor.. I was like pls lahh, dun step one leii!! A while later police came and all scared liao.. Cum and act! Then we go back to the car.. Then wait wait wait wait for my bro.. The time was already 1am.. Then nvm.. My dad drove and wait infront of the temple.. Directly infront... Which was a offence but we put up an act.. Then the fire stopped... It was time for president arrival.. So all the police was clearing the car.. He came over to our vehicle and asked us to remove the vehicle.. Then we act blur, we said that we dun have the car key.. The driver in the temple cant cum out.. Then the police say " U dun remove car 5 mins, i will ask ppl tow it away.." I was like LOL!! My dad owns a towing company! No one will tow the car away de lorr! We just wait as we wan see the most important prist who will step the hot fire first.. Then 2am plus already and the prist walk and enter the temple.. I prayed all i wanted pray and see the tv from main road.. But the most shocking thing is.... This is the first yr which rain.. In the history, it had nvr rained at all.. But this is the first time.. It was raining non stop for 1 hr plus.. All the ppl stepping the fire had to sit in the rain outside the temple... The members in the temple all used a very big canvas to cover up the whole pit... I was standing in the rain too... My father quarrelled with the police man... They keep asking him to go over the gate and nt stand.. They keep pulling his hand.. My dad gt angry and shouted at the police very loud lorr.. Then the crowd supported my dad.. One guy shout to my dad " Raja dun care the police just blow the instrument! " Then my father walked into the temple and showed the police that he was also a incharge! The police paiiseh lorr.. They also too much! Gt name police then show power! Then again this police woman [[PW]] came to me..

PW: Girl dun stand here! Go over the gate!
Me: No i cant go over the gate as i m waitting for the driver of the car to pass me the keys..
PW: Where is the driver?
Me: Stuck in the temple! (when my dad is just opposite me)
PW: Dun stand her, u wait over the gate!
Me : U wan me wait inside the gate then how i take the key?? How a girl like me keep climb over here and there??
PW: But u cant stand here??
Me: I cant climb over! I need wait for key! I need to pass the key so the person can remove the vehicle! I nt monkey to keep climbling and jumping!!


Like Diao lorr.. I keep repeating myself.. I was nearly pek chek lorr.. I was like Arghhhhh!! NONO!! RAHHHHHH!!! (kaiying pattern, LION BODOH!) Then she walked away.. From 2am till 4am the vehicle wasnt removed... All the cars moved except ours.. Like lol! Then the rain still didnt stop.. i was already shivering.. I quickly ran into my car shelter! A while later, i make a drama! I walked till very far to let the police see.. Then walk back again but with the car key in my hand.. All the way the key was with me.. But its just that we lie as we can have a better view.. So i took the key pass to mum and she drove off.. Reached hme around 5am.. I was very tired but still disturb ppl.. Chat msn and called eudy! lol... Sry!


This yr the fire walking ceremony is kinda more dangerous to step because it was raining.. So imagine! The water will go to the fire pit.. It will make the fire nt hot but the prob is, it will be very watery... Which means, all the guys are stepping hot water! YUPP!! Really thank god that my bro didnt step.. He insisted but he could nt step... If nt his leg, OMG!! Cannot take it lorr.. But all the while i was telling my mum that i wanna step fire.. SERIOUS! No joke! If i get a chance i will really step.. My sis too.. The prob is in s'pore female can only turn the fire pit the outline but nt step the fire! But in m'sia females can step fire! So if even in s'pore allow female to step, i will the first one! YES!! But this whole fire stepping is no play! If u step wrong or nvr fast u wunt know wat will happen.. Even if u fast , something may go wrong! Like my dad last yr.. Drop on the fire and he had to roll over the pit before he can wake up! FIRE RED HOT!! NO JOKE!! NO PLAY!! U wan see!!! I show u how BIG BIG BIG the fire! Pics of the fire pit getting ready process and the crowd.. Some blur! SRY!

SEE HOW BIG!! NO JOKE MAN!!

Half way thru the process.. From VIP sit take de! At last kena chase away! Nice view lorr!

Took from car! Directly infront of temple! lols...

VIP sits are at the top left hand corner! With lightings!

My mum car is directly behind the police... And look at the crowd.. The most important prist walking in!

WoW! All done with the updating! I m very tired... Need go catch some slp! Sleep 6.30am and woke up 9am for appointment at clinic.. Stuck in th clinic till 2pm lorr! Then meet YT and CHERIN! Go eat then chat play then cum hme le! Then aft a while go meet another fren.. And then help vacuum mum's car.. Then cum home.. Start blog till now still yet to complete.. Must go sleep soon... But i dun think i can.. Too much used to the night life bahx..

Lastly before i end! N-level results will be released on the 18 DECEMBER in sch hall at 2pm... Cum in full sch uniform, no coloured hair.. FATE will be then decided for all of us.. Where will we go?? Up sec 5?? Retain?? ITE?? Private?? Werk?? It will be decided on this day! GOD BLESS!

Ok shall end here and update if i have things to update K! This post is long.. So if u only reading this paragragh, u know wat u should do?? YES! SCROLL BACK UP and read! lols.. Whoever werking, rest more K! Dun overwerk! MISSES and LOVES! Take care! Chill out PPL!!

Taggs replied here!

Yanteng: I scare u then really scared!! Next time call u in the day! Wunt call u in the nite!! Dun let me slp! Still say XI GUAN horr!!!

Kaiying: everytime see u sure hide de! RAHH!! cos LION BODOH!! :P

Kueilee: I received ur tagg too.. THX! (=

Kuen Yan: Wow.. U visit my blog de! Orhh ok.. Then must play unfaithful for me le! Dun care u! lols.. Miss euu too! Meet up soon! (=

EPP eudy: lols.. EPP!!Yupp always wrong timing even today morning! Who ask u answer my call!! lols! Siao rite?? :P





- 6:27 PM

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Wow! Nvr werk for quite some time le... Friday, saturday, sunday and today monday also nvr werk.. As i feel like taking off and i have been busy thru the weekend as i had to attend many events.. So yahh must relax mahx! But take off also no relax, still felt so tired with so much lack of slp... I wunt update everything in one post as it would be too long.. I will update some bits and pieces K!

Friday was a very wow! Wonderful and tiring day.. First when to werk but half day nia.. Then went over to sis new office and get some things done for her.. Then my dad drop me and sis at balestiar! He had to rush to somewhere else... My sis had to settle many bills so i accompany her.. And i hate the weather! It was killing! I and my sis had to walk all the way, bo pian so walk... First we go to novena church! After a very very extremely long time then i m gg to church... So sit in the church and find some peace for a while.. Then left procced to IRA building.. The whole building had to move around in card.. Tap like ez-link card.. lols.. cute lorr.. My sis took the application form and talk to the person.. Then proceed to novena sqaure.. Go to LJS eat as we haven had our breakfast nor lunch! Then sit a while the rush down to somerset.. My sis had o apply new internet service for her new office.. And she gt a new hp.. Nokia 6300.. The phone is okay.. Slim and light and camera and mp3 and yupp! So wasted abt 2-3 hrs there.. Then mum fetched us hme.. Come hme le, no time rest... Get ready and go to temple as they ahd the chariot procession... Then cum hme late at nite.. Was suppose to call some frens but end up cum hme so late.. Paiisehh!!

Saturday another tiring day.. Had the chariot procession again and i had to go again.. In the morning go to sis office help out a while then she went to BBDC for her driving.. Hopefully she will get her license fast siia! Then can travel around more! hehe.. Then i cum hme rest awhile.. Then go help mum wash her car.. Half way washing then bro called saying that he forgot to take some things for chariot procession.. So we had to go and give but sis had finsh so wanna fetch her.. Many commotion happened and finally all was settle.. Then quickly rush hme get ready and rush out.. Go give bro wat ever he wanted and followed the chariot.. The chariot is nt at one place only, it will move around so we also move around in mum's car..lols... Sit and see some funny concert.. Dance by old womens[[nt making fun]] At least they make the effort.. But some really make me LOL!!! Then go meet sis and buy food.. Eat and proceed to m'sia.. The time was nearly midnight already.. That was the best time to enter we thought as we wanted to avoid the traffics jam but still no use.. The jam was usual but much better..We wasted time at the customs as my sis passport had problems.. The officer didnt want to let us in.. He say my sis face and the passport face nt the same.. I was like WTH! My sis gave her IC and her PSA pass, still no use! Then hear the darm officcer lecture! Eventually he let us enter and guess wat! I bought SUJI!! YES!! Finally i bought suji [cookies] and ate it.. Bought a bottle but end up nt enuff... Finish very fast as everyone wanted eat... Next time should buy more! Then pump petrol and return hme.. By the time we reach hme was nearly 3plus.. Then use com and slept at 4am...ZZzzz!!


NOKIA 6300!





- 5:12 AM

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Today is avery eventful ay for indians as it is the fire walking ceremony.. The guys will walk bare footed on the red hot fire... NO JOKE!! I was at the temple! Will update pics of hw the fire was.. I m darm freaking tired and i m starting to have fever.. Left hme as early as 9pm and just reached hme.. And its already 5.08am.. RIDICULOUS! See some ppl who act like gangsters and create probs, I was standing in the heavy rain and arguing with police! MAN! I m totally worn out! I have to go to CCK poly as i have appiontment in the morning and i m still yet to slp! Will update soon with pics and all happenings.. GTG catch some slp b4 i become zombie! Lucky tmr no werk siia! :)




Sunday, October 28, 2007 - 8:39 PM

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WOW!! Having great weekends and tiring ones too... Dun have time to update yet.. Will update real soon with some nice happenings... GTG out now again... TAKE CARE!!




Friday, October 26, 2007 - 12:13 AM

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Today is my wonderful MUM's b'dae! YES!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! heheh... My mum is very great.. I hearts her loads!! :)

Today in the morning go to work then aft werk when out with mum.. Bought my mum two dresses and a handbag...But the best present is to be a gd child, dun u think so?? Yupp! But i m a gd child!! lols... Had a great and tiring day...

Ystd didnt go werk as i woke up late..So instead i follow my sis to lot 1 to pay bills and have our lunch.. Did some walking.. Kinda boring, nth much.. Sis bought me another IP zone tee!! So nice of her! Thx yah! Saw jew and lojin.. Wow! Aft a long time then saw them... Lucky nvr see Kaiying, if nt she will sure slap me rite?? lols... Then aft that we left to LRT station to go back hme.. A darm funny incident happened... I and my sis took the train via senja, as we had to alight at jelapang.. U know wat happen..?? This is the first time when i took the train and such a funny incident happened...Aft phoneix station was bukit panjang... Aft phoneix u know wat happened, the train go to bukit panjang BUT BUT BUT it didnt stop at the panjang station! LOL!! It didnt stop at all... U guys should have been in the train, U can see the way the passengers reacted... That was the thing which made me LOL with my sis in the train like mad ppl... The passengers at bukit panjang station stand up and was all ready to get into the train.. But the thing was,the train didnt stop! So all the passengers were like giving that kind of face! BLUR`! They must be thinking "Why the train nvr stop??" Nt only them, the ppl in the train also were giving that kind of face! Like LOL! Really super funny can! Then nvm... The train was suppose to be via senja... Instead of gg down the train was gg upwards! It was gg towards petir... Then there was this china guy sitting beside me.. He was really lol lorr.. He look out of the train as though the train wan drop or something.. And he's beside me somemore! Of course i laugh even more.. I and my sis just LOL like no ones prob lorr.. Nt only we were laughing.. They was another malay family LOL too lorr! Then the operator made this annoucement " Dear passengers, The train has just RUN THRU bukit panjang station.. Sorry for all inconvience caused!" HAHAHAH!! U know wat! I laugh even more till i teared... Serious! The train just RUN THRU!!! ROFL!! The annoucement should have been " Dear passengers, the train has just run thru the bukit panjang station.. The driver was busy smsing his GF! Sry for all inconvience caused!" lol!! Wow, great laughing day! I really laugh my ass off man! Instead of reaching hme the shorter way, we went the longer way... hahahahaha.. Then at nite went to m'sia with parents.. Just a short trip but freaking stuck in the jam.. But nt very bad... The motor driver are RECKLESS! Seriously! They drive like no ones biz sia.. They still can stare! I was like WTchicken! Bought the chocolate cookies! HAHA!! GREAT DAY!

Erm... Wat should i say?? Okay, tell u wat! I know u also gg thru many things and its like i adding on rite?? I m nt gg blame u.. U just watch wats gg happen to the person who treats u like a spare tyre! She will get it for sure! Dun think too much and dun make other things affect u! Concentrate on ur o's... JIAYOU K! (:

And i just wanna tell some ppl to stop assuming.. STOP ASSUMING! If u think its always abt euu, then pls........... Its nth abt euu at all! There's nth abt euu here at all! But this goes to u! STOP ASSUMING!

Many of u guys are werking already, so kinda diff to contact and i also werking.. All werk is tiring rite??? So frens, REST WELL and dun over werk.. Werking for the money is a must but nt to the extend of making urself so tired rite.. So if there's a need to have a break, do have KIT KAT! LOL! No lah, take break and off day K!

Will update more LOL stories soon! Take care! Miss all my frens! Wat abt u?? Miss me?? DUn lie! I know u guys will! :P

Taggs replied here!

Jewellcy:orhh okay nvm.. Yup, will find time call euu... Sry abt it k... Miss u too.. LOVES!

Saras:hahah.. SARI?? Can lahh.. Ur wish! Erm yupp.. GG be tiring too! Late nite cum hme then sure tired sehh!! :(

Yanteng: Wow great talking rite! Dun let me slp horr! NVM!! Next time my turn le! Nvm abt the green tea lahh! Yupp.. She miss us mahx.. So visit blogs.. (:

Lavanz: LOL! Another shocking one! SO FREE then visit! Whack u! Visit more horr! :P




Tuesday, October 23, 2007 - 2:30 AM

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Why is it we always miss the ones we love even though we argue and fight??

Have been moodless for the past few days.. Dun ask me why?? I also dunno... Things didnt get any better but getting worser! I made the effort over and over again, but u are simply just nt intrested.. U say many things, but i say nth.. Ur last phrase was, "Say nth, just BYE!". So u really meant it.. U wan end it all with a BYE? OK... Just let it be... I wunt make any effort and u also dun make any... Let all the misunderstanding be.. I m nt gg to explain myself if u nt intrested to listen..

Take care!




Saturday, October 20, 2007 - 5:19 PM

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Haven been updating as often as i used too... Maybe kinda busy and tired with werk?? haha...

Nth much happened this few days... Just werk and hme.. BORING!!! TOTALLY!!!

Thursday i took half day at werk and come back hme as i had to go Teck Whye Sec for prize presentation.. I won 2nd for poetry writting competition.. Ridiculous! I dunno wat BULLSHIT i wrote also can win second! lols.. And i really regret gg there siia.. It was one of the most stupid prize presentation i have ever attend.. Serious! It was a pure waste of time... Just 20students win prize and 10 students... VIP is sch's VP! Like the whole event is DOTS lorr... My teacher say it starts from 3.30pm end at 5pm.. I went late.. I reach only at 3.45pm.. The event start at 4pm and end at 4.20pm.. WASTE TIME RITE??? Then aft that go visit YT and go eat with sis and hme!

Friday go work as usual.. Suppose to go for wedding dinner at Grand Hyatt Hotel..But end up nvr go as sis was super sick and my mum was also tired aft her work.. So decide nt to go and stay at hme...

Today........ Hope to have a great day ahead! Like i said in my previous past few post, UPLOAD pics... Yes.. Pics taken on ramadan talk.. The food! And some other pics which i wanted to upload for quite some time but lazy... lols...

Before We eat..The food! SO much!


Half way thru and the food still haven finish!
Fish queen! REDEVIL!
Fish and me!
We again!
The WISH....
SIAN! We again! Long ago take de!

THE CRAZY ME!


SAKINA drew for me de!






HAHA!! The pics of the cat SOOOO CUTE!!! lols..Nice right?? The last pic is for KAIYING! THE ROAD IS NEVER TOO LONG! Some day u will surely get to see me and then u can slap me le! lols..


Just before i end.. Share with u guys a funny mail i received.. JUST FOR LAUGHS! If undertstand then funny if nt its LAME!


Two men met while both where looking for their lost wives.
1st: How yours look like?
2nd: She is 5"7, 36-24-36, Fair, Black eyes. What about yours?
1st: Forget mine. Lets find yours!! ************************************


Man comes home, finds his wife with his friend in bed.
He shoots his friend to death.
Wife says, "If you behave like this, you will lose ALL your friends". **********


Small Boy wrote to Santa Claus," send me a brother"
Santa wrote back," SEND ME YOUR MOTHER" **********


What is the definition of Mistress?
Someone between the Mister and Mattress **********


Husband asks , "Do u know the meaning of WIFE??"
"Without Information Fighting Everytime"
Wife replies," No, It means ,With Idiot For Ever !!!" **********


Three Feelings:What's the difference between stress, tension and panic?
Stress is when wife is pregnant,
Tension is when girlfriend is pregnant, and
Panic is when both are pregnant. **********


Sons asks difference between confidence and confidential?
Dad says, you are my son, i'm confident.
Your friend is also my son,that's confidential!


Tags Replied here!

EPP Eudy: SIAO PE GANG?? haha.. I was saying abt euu lahh.. lols.. 3 laptops.. ok, nt so bad.. I can sell 30! HEHE!! Just join in only but now also nt confirm.. See how lorr! :)


Yanteng: Of course, should be proud u have me this kind of friend.. Very hard to find de horr! LOL! Will visit u de lahh...


Cherin: LOL! Nvm its the same anyway.. TYPING is my daily werk.. MSN also use type de mahx!:P

Saharah: Ok, will link u soon! :)

KAIYING: Ur reply on my post itself! Dun wan tell u where i go! Find me! MISS ME RITE?


LushQueen: WOW! CHER! Shock to see u tag my blog sehh.. Gd that at least my post make u laugh! Visit more and LOL more K! (:





Monday, October 15, 2007 - 6:06 PM

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How was the public holiday?? How was Hari Raya?? Great... It was a normal day for me.. It didnt even seem like a public holiday.... And its so weird, Public holiday on Saturday.. Anyway, saw many malay family dressed beautifully.. The only thing i love abt it is, when the whole family wear their traditional clothes of the same colour.. From the smallest till the biggest.. Thats nice! I saw many families in white.. Turn this angle also white, that angle also white.. White for this year?? Every year i will nvr miss eating the malay cookies! And this is the only year, my sis didnt buy any cookies... Nt didnt buy but we buy the cookies too late till no more le.. My most favourite cookies is the SUGI (spell correct??) ! This yr i nvr even eat one SUGI at all.. The sugi will just melt in ur mouth, u dun even have to bite it..Thats how nice the sugi is.. So sad, this yr no sugi for me! The first day of hari raya, my malay neighbour gave us some food... So nice of them.. This malay neighbour, just move in here last then mths.. And i love to play with the two kids! They gave us food like chicken and mutton.. Nice food.. Thx! lols.. In the afternoon go to plaza with sis.. Then cum hme and slp!

Sunday was jus a normal day.. Nvr go out.. Stayed at hme and watch TV! In the afternoon go greenridge and visit YT! Kinda kelian for her, the way she does her work.. Then in the evening watch VSTAR! WOW! EBI WON! Its a indian singing competition.. If u no idea wat i saying then ERM... HAHA!!! EBI is great.. He sings like WOW! OKAY! ENUFF JYOTHI! lols..

Today work half day.. Sick! I go teck whye poly with my sis.. She was also sick.. I was having high fever and kinda weak... The queue at the poly is like OMG! So long can.. I wait for nearly 4hrs to see the doctor can?? So long wait but see the doctor last then even 10 mins... Then medicine and appiontment.. Whole day at there le.. Then cum hme le, go greenridge again... Go eat YTF with sis, then she left to BBDC.. I m all alone at hme.. Gt laptop company, so not that boring! lols...

I m CONFUSED! Yes, CONFUSED! Why ?? I also dunno... I dunno wat to say at all, i m lost for words when i saw wat u type.. For me, I treat all my frens the same way.. No more or no less.. Yes, i may have closer frens but i still do care abt my other nt very closed ones.. U asked " WHO CARES??" Now here i say I CARE! I do care abt every single one of my friend but its just that u dunno... If i dun care at all, i wunt even want to reply u or chat with u on msn or ask others abt euu... I will just shut up and nt even bother, right?? Last nite when u say so many things, the only thing i said was SRY! That was the only thing i can say.. I was totally speechless.. U should really sit down and think... I have already thought abt it many many times... Like u say, u get busier day by day, so am i... Nvm.. U say when u free, u cant chat with me as u dun see me online.. FATED?? Cant help it... Nvm... WHy nt u think, why all this began.. Why did our frenship even started to fade?? Why did we start to chat less and less till nvr chat... Go out, nvr jio you out?? Yes, i do go out.. But just for a short while... Nt the whole day or half day like you.. U wan mafan just for me?? Thats why i say, there have been communication error between us.. Nt only us lahh, many of my frens too... If i dun make an effort to chat, no one will.. Except some.. So wat u wan me do?? If u really think, u will know why all this began.. I m nt blaming u or watever.. I m taking all the blame... Like u said, i m getting close with others... Wat u wan me do?? Nt be close with them?? I dunno... But i know i m wrong too... All i can say is SORRY! Cos i dunno wat to say to make things proper and i m totally.................

The person should know who i m talking abt.. If u have no idea wat i talking abt then nvm.. I just have one question to ask... Why is it when holidays cum, frens start to forget one and other?? In my case, i gt no way to contact except msn, if u see me online, will u chat?? wait for me chat?? Or just dun bother?? Why is it when holidays arrives, almost all frenship start to fade? From gd communication till communication error?? My fault for nt being able to contact?? My fault for nt making an effort to call? My fault for nt having a HP? My fault for everything?? Would u wan to have a frendship with a fren which always quarrel?? Might as well just be silent rite?? If a frenship is all fight, then why even call ourselves frens rite?? WHY? So wat do u wan me do?? Might as well dun have frens rite?? In this way, there will be no quarrels, no misunderstanding, no tears, no pain, no NTH! Just a single BYE rite??

Sry if my post have offended u.. But i m just saying wat i wish to say.. If u can accept it then gd, if nt too bad... Will update more soon.. Take care! BYE!





Friday, October 12, 2007 - 5:56 PM

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Hi I m finally back aft some time... I dun have time to update, I wan to update but cant... Anyway, I won’t miss out on updating u guys abt my happening or sharing some funny or thinking stories with u guys...

I have already started working... And work is kinda okay with me... Office?? Can?? Lols... It’s just beside my sis office, so Gd! Anything can run over for a while, nt a while but most of the time... Leave in the morning and back in the evening... So it’s hard for u guys to find me as u all can’t contact me and I won’t be online... MISSING ME?? Lols

PROM NIGHT! Sry to say but I m still not going... Those who really wanted me to go; I own u guys an apology... I also wan go and have fun but the sad thing is, my dad does not allow me to go... So I can’t go... NVM! Dun be sad or whatever, there’s still a next yr! HOPEFULLY! I m darm freaking worried abt my results... Will I make it?? I will never wan to go to ITE! ITE is not a place to study! That’s my own opinion… Hate it?? TOO BAD! I seriously think that If I go ITE, I won’t be able to study de...So I m praying very hard, calling out to all my gods to really help me... I dun wan my efforts to be wasted... Like so many sleepless nights and everything! GOD!

Okay like I said, it’s very difficult to contact me as I won’t be online that often, I guess... So just take it as I have gone for a two mth vacation to other country... U can’t find me… DUN MISS ME K! Lols... I will miss every single one of euu out there... If u catch me outside, just give me a slap and say WHERE THE HELL U GONE TO! Lols

Today I found a friend
Who knew everything I felt
She knew my weakness
And the problems I've been dealt.
She understood my wonders
And listened to my dreams,
She listened to how I felt about life and love
And knew what it all means.
Not once did she interrupt me
Or tell me I was wrong
She understood what I was going through
And promised she'd stay long.
I reached out to this friend,
To show her that I care
To pull her close and let her know
How much I need her there.
I went to hold her hand
To pull her a bit nearer
And I realized this perfect friend I found
Was nothing but a mirror?


NICE?? Haha... HOW TRUE!!

Okay before I end… I just wanna wish all my Malay frens SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI! (Did I spell correctly??)

Shall end here! Will update more soon...Enjoy ur holidays! TAKE CARE AND CHILL OUT! MISSES and LOVES!

Taggs replied here!


Jewellcy: Thx for all the help.. Lets wait for our results...YES! We shall go out and play tgt when i can go out! I will call u de. LIFE! haix.. lols.. MISSES AND LOVES! :)

Emo Punk Piggy Eudy: Tagg me with such long name! lols.. STRESS OVER! Still frens so....haix...

Karice: orhh ok.. haha... I will link her soon.. If i forget remind me! U enjoy urs too...

Aron: haha.. I also wan to grd with euu.. Lets wait for my result.. Thx!

Saharah: Gt blog sehh.. ok wil link euu soon.. thx!

MISS VAIN: QING AI DE!Will jio u out if i go out K! Enjoy ur holidays!

Yanteng: thx for all the help... Now i can slp how much i wan le! I was kidding with u abt the sat thingy! lols.. u still wan go eat mehx?? lols...

Kaiying: We will promote tgt.. I have confidence in u.. u dun stress too... I wan update but can, u know why rite! Now can update le.. NT LAZY! tsktsktsk!

Zhao Yang: lols.. U mean must jio u go too?? Used to typing long post.. nt like u, very short, gd summary skills...

HONEY: HATE U TOO! MISSES!

Passer-by: Thx!

Jasper: Thx.. Will link u soon.. :)

Lay Koon: U too...

Piing: Misses too.. U enjoy urs too..

Amirah: So sad rite!! Yupp heard abt the 17 yrs old boy.. Tag nt finished! lols

MAIA: lols.. Werk?? GREAT! U so bad! BULLY ME! lols.. Misses!

Saras: OF COURSE! lols.. Thx for the shirt! LOVES! MUACKS! :)





Monday, October 8, 2007 - 12:26 AM

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Saturday in the morning meet up with yan teng and eudy and head to CCK gym for EXERCISE! Its been a long time since i exercise!So we took cab from eudy hse and go to gym.. Suppose to go with jew but she overslept.. We exercise and played with the machines.. Aft gym when to Si Ying hse there play BB! Also a very long time since we played.. I teach YT hw to cycle but she just had the fear of falling... She learned for a while and gave up.. We started playing 2 vs 2 on BB... Soon eudy started molesting YT! lols... Just nt wanting her take the ball.. Aft a while when hme as we were darm tired...

In the evening there was a ramadan talk at greenridge.. And my sis being a RC member received many cards.. So i was able to invite my frens.. Called some but they were nt able to make it or nt intrested bahx... So the confirmed ppl were YT, EUDY and me.. Then last min eudy said she did nt wan go as no one wan follow her to work and had no mood.. So i was like NVM.. I go with YT.. We were suppose to dress FORMAL and nt wear slippers and we were nt suppose to to wear shorts of 3/4 pants.. So ok.. Once i heard formal... I thought it would be some kind of grand event or someting.. But the weird thing is, they say its at Blk 529.. Which means basketball court, but i nvr see anything set up for the event.. So i just dressed formally with make up and heels.. Meet YT, and go to the place.. It was under a block... And guess wat, we were late so a little paiisehh.. We slowly walk to the block under and a lady bring us to the place where she wants us to sit.. And we were sitting on "VIP" sits.. LOLS!! I gg say something funny! DUN LAUGH! The VIP sits are on the floor... lols.. We had to remove our shoes and everything and sit on the floor.. Still nt so bad lahh, i m kinda used to it.. Then the lady brought a BIG plate of FOOD! LOLS!!! This is where i cant tahan.. YT is on DIET! Te invitation card states that there will be talks by VIP and talks on ramadan... Then the lady say enjoy ur food... I was like OMG! We were suppose to eat.. We keep eating and the food nvr go down.. But the ppl beside us the food, GONE! They finished it already! I see YT eat , i just cannot tahan... See eat the chiken and was like " wah, very hot leii the chili chicken!" At the moment the lady come and serve us water.. YT was like PHEW! Then she suddenly tapped me and say, " JYOTHI, MY LEG CRAMPED!" I cannot tahan LOL lorr..

After our wonderful dinner! We left to greenridge the playground and rest and make out food disgust.. I will upload some pics when i have the time...
Will update more soon.. Sry guys taggs will be replied soon too.. THX! MISSES AND LOVES!!




Saturday, October 6, 2007 - 12:10 AM

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OK GD news to share! MY DAD has LEFT to Indonesia! YES! Time to enjoy?? Nt really as he will be back soon.. Tmr night he will be back so cant really enjoy but still nt so bad lahh horr. At least must be happy can go out...
Friday when out with yanteng to plaza as she wanted to buy for her dad radio and my sis wanted to withdraw some cash.. So saw jew and eudy.. They just came back from reporting and they were on their way back to sch.. So aft plaza, i and my sis head to yew tee to buy things and she wanted go for her facial.. Aft yew tee back hme.. Then my third sis told me that two POLICE were looking for me and guess wat! The two police are JEWELLCY and EUDY! They were the one.. We go to play at playground and there was this beautiful,extremely cute kid.. We were playing with it and the kid is very clever... Its darm gd at rejection and guess wat, i dunno if the kid was afraid of me or wat but she just didnt wan me to carry it... Then aft awhile of playing, my bro called and said he wanted me to company him to greenridge as he wan straighten his hair.. So we go to sch first as eudy was high tide... Then go greenridge and my bro hair was too short to be straighten so go to fajar.. Call Yanteng and meet her too.. Then my bro go do his hair, we were at mac wasting time.. Then my sis called and say she wanted bring me to causeway point to clear some bills.. So we left and yanteng followed me.. Sry eudy and jew as my mum car was too cramped... I and YT head to arcade and play the bang bang bang stuff like crazy freaks! Then play le, my mum dropped YT hme and fetched my bro and head to m'sia.. i was darm tired.. I slept like a pig in my mum's car and when i open my eyes, i was in the car park.. Time to go hme le.. M'sia trip was just to sit in the car! lols.. Then changed and my comfortable bed was calling for me!




Friday, October 5, 2007 - 10:07 PM

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End of paper and HOLIDAY le! Yes i can feel my boring holidays already! Very early holiday this time round.. From today sch is offically closed for me till i collect my n's result and decide if i go up to sec 5 anot... If i dun go up to sec 5 then hw? See how lorr...

I was suppose to cum hme and sleep ystd aft my last papers as i said i was lack of sleep and i really needed some.. But when i reached hme , my sis wanted me company her to greenridge to eat.. So i followed her there and ate YTF! Aft that i thought okay lahh, cum hme and sleep... Then my mum asked me go with her to one of my dad's friend the son funeral.. I was like, i m so tired... Can go tmr? But she say it will take a while only.. So i was like okay lorr, just go... And i can tell u i m super SHOCKED! This is the first time i m attending such a young boy funeral.. The boy who passed away was my dad's friend the son.. The son is ONLY 19 yrs old... Just 19 only leii, and he's gone.. I dunno much abt the boy but i gt speak to him but it was like yrs ago.. He is a very mischiveous boy.. He do stupid things and gets himself into troblue and so on, stuff like that.. He died in a motorcycle accident... He took motor license and bought a bike w/o his parents permission... Thats the first biggest mistake.. He bought the bike on his own, dunno how true is that but thats what i know.. He is serving his NS and studying in SP! He did things like fake a one week MC for his NS and many more.. He on that particular day when hme for dinner and ate.. Then he told his mum that he was gg to drop his GF hme and go to m'sia to pump petrol for his bike.. So his mum say okay and he left.. He send his GF hme and called up some of his friends to join him to m'sia.. So he meet all of them and they drove to m'sia.. And Unfortunately, this boy gt hit by a car when he was turning at mandai rd.. He was turning and he car just hit him.. So he flew off his bike and his helmet flew away too.. His frens called up his dad and he was rushed to the hospital.. He was nt bleeding external but he was feeling great pain.. So his parents were shocked and worried.. They rushed down to the hospital and thought it was just an accident nt expecting things to go to the extreme.. So his elder sis wanted to go to te hospital and scold him and nt allow him to drive bike anymore... So when then reached the hospital, the only thing they saw or they knew was that their son suffered his multiple internal bleeding.. When the family members saw him, the only thing he did was to just shed tears[cry] and his gone! Lucky the sis didnt scold him, if nt she will be guilty for her life... But the family didnt expect him to pass away.. They only thought it was sum kind of minor accident.. So on that day when i attended the funeral, the hse was crowded with relatives and friends of that boy.. All his sch frens,army frens, GF and all.. I shared with u guys tis story nt to make u guys cry or watever.. I only wan to tell u guys that LIFE IS SO UNPREDICTABLE! U wunt know when u will be gone or when who is gg to leave u and go.. Just for a second imagine, how the GF of tat boy will be?? The BF just send her hme and the next moment he is gone? Like OMG rite?? So like i always say andstill saying, "Treasure ur loved one now, before its too late!" I may be typing my post now but who know aft this last post and i m gone! So yahh.. Be smart.. Listen to parents, they will nag but for ur own gd.. If the boy listen to his parents and nt take a bike license, he would still be alive now... From this whole incident, u can learn many things... Make right decisions! Go the right path and do the right things.. The poor mum was crying for her son like a crazy women... She lost control of her self.. The mum bring up the son for the past 19 yrs and in split of a second he is gone... Haix.. Life is so unpredictable!




Thursday, October 4, 2007 - 11:01 PM

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Finally end of N's le.. Last papers were ART and maths P2! Ok for ART.. OMG! Tiring is the only word! The night before stay in sch till 1 am to do art but still unfinished.. Came back hme, bathe, ate and started trying my painting for my actual piece which was the next morning.. But was unsatisfying! Ton thru the night but nt only me.. My other classmates too.. I was very very dead! SERIOUS!! The two nights before less then even 1and the half hr or slp... But the night i was already very cranky and i was in a total mess.. I was almost gg to give up my art.. I was still at first hand study.. I still had 4 other pieces and the time was so short.. I was ready to give up.. But i think abt the nights i spend for P1 and all the time i wasted so i just continued! I asked Mr Sham for help and i really own him alot! I wanna say THANKS to MR SHAMSUL for openeing night class, staying up so late just for us and helping me with my mock up... He is really a great teacher..

One the actual day of art i really panic and i was very restless.. I was super tired and i was forcing myself to stay focus... I managed to complete my actual piece on time but i was nt able to complete my mock up.. The night before and the very early morning, i still nt enuff time leii.. Thats hw much of things still undone.. In the morning i meet Yanteng as early as 6am in the morning and did all my pasting and i thought had time to do mock up painting but i was unable to.. So i hand in everything done but only my mock up unpainted.. See how the results lorr... Aft the maths paper we had three hrs of break to out maths paper.. Took a break and did revision.. But i can tell u , i wasted the whole paper.. I found the paper very tough but i didnt realise it was so easy.. The hr before i just studied the formula but on the actual paper the formula just MIA! I forgot! So the paper was wasted! Due to the fact tat i was lack of sleep i guess.. Just wait for the results lorr!

I also scolded one of my fren of the same day.. I was very fed up with her.. And at that moment lack of sleep, i was even more angry.. When i lack of sleep will get angry easily... So i scolded her.. She went beyond her words.. I brain washed her and ask her do her stuff for art and she made me believe that she coming and all the stuff at last it was all BULLSHIT! She just didnt turn up the whole night and the next day just told me " I overslept mahx." So i only told her " N-level dun take better mahx! At hme sleep can liao!" I was darm fed up lorr.. But maybe i shouted at her over the limit too.. My apologies too.. In she nt interested to study, why should i right?? I should nt even bother mahx.. Haix..





Tuesday, October 2, 2007 - 4:59 AM

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Its 5am in the morning and i m gg crazy soon.. SERIOUSLY! I am sitting thru the night and studying... I was gg thru my physics as its my first paper.. I had many undone past yr papers, so i thought it would be gd to do, so i will know the my weakness.. Then i was doing AES prelim papers.. So i was doing and doing.. I finished the multiple choice so i check answer.. And to my horror, ALL WAS ALMOST WRONG!! I was like so shocked! I knew wat i was doing.. I knew i was gg to fail if that was N-level paper.. I was really super speechless.. So i continue doing section B which was write answers de.. then i do a few question and checked my answer and guess wat.. I was very frustrated! The darm answer key was wrong! As in, it did nt belong to AES sch de... I gt really very fed up.. Thats why i was thinking, hw horrible can i get till all wrong?? It was super weird lorr.. I did one paper then the answer was A.. The same question i did in another paper but the answer was totally different! Okay nvm.. Should nt get distracted by the AES paper..
Get back to work already.. Have to get ready soon and meet yanteng.. Suppose ton with her tonight but she sleeping!!! Nvm.. Later settle with her in school! :)




Monday, October 1, 2007 - 5:08 PM

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First day of N-levels! Last night did nt slp and ton tgt with Yanteng on the phone till 5am.. Do geog revision and sum chit chat.. Very funny incident happened like...4.20am we were very tired so i tell her to rest 5 mins and then extend another 2 mins and guess wat?? The next moment when i woke up the time was already 5am.. The whole incident was very funny but no time to type everything out as i have my science revision to do... Tonight will ton with her again to push my chem syllabus! I really own her a very very big thx.. THANK YOU YANTENG! If nt for her, i would nt be able to do many questions and understand alot or concept... So today's geog paper was okay okay.. If i pass will be a low pass as in below 30/50.. But if i fail, i will fail a high fail as i did do the question but scared go out of point... But sad thing is that the things which i study with yanteng thru the night and in the morning didn't cum out.. Only one small portion did cum out.. But lucky i gt study lahh.. Aft geog paper had quite a long break abt 3-4 hrs.. So go library and do past yr paper and go thru many questions with Mdm tan.. Had many doubts clear and did revision.. So it was time to do maths paper le.. Make way to hall and guess wat, the fear over took me.. I cant even walk and i was like nearly gg faint.. Firstly lack of slp and was hungry.. My eyes were feeling very hot inside and my friends could see that i was very stressed up... I go into the hall and said my prayer and start the paper.. The paper was easy but very tricky.. The tricky questions i lose marks.. But i m aiming for paper 2.. I managed to pass it in prelim w/o doing graph.. So if i manage my time well and do the graph i can score bahx..? The main prob was that many students did working of the question in pencil and it seems that it would be penalised! Why nvr use pen? Was the question.. But don worry, its either 1-2 marks deducted or the examiner wont mark.. So pray hard it would be 1-2 marks compared to entire papers.. I rmb that pen should be use as in prelim i used pencil and marks were deducted.. Jewellcy, Dun think too much.. Dun worry and scare urself.. Focus on other subjects to pull u up.. Dun care wat others gt to say.. Let them be..

Tomorrow i will be having physics and chemistry.. Oh GOD! haix.. I dun wan panic and do my best in the paper.. My physics nt so bad but my chem is just one word "BWANG" / "GONE" .. Seriously thats hw bad it can be.. Summore tmr there is no like very long break.. Just 30mins leii.. So tonight will ton with yanteng again and push my chem.. Maybe with kuen yan too.. And in the night there will be night class for art till the next morning.. As in camp in sch?? Nt really, but ton in sch... I have nt done with my art and that is really making me very stressed up!

U guys must be thinking i m crazy to be toning every night and nt rest.. Like wat matin told me last night " Health is first priority!".. Yupp i know.. My health is first place.. But if u really look it my eyes, U can see the burning desire in my eye.. U can see the determination and strive or hard work.. U can see hw much i m working hard to move up to sec 5.. U will know the pain and tiredness in the eye, the lack of slp and the stress in me... But all lead to one thing, The way to decide my next step.. Only god will know where i m gg to go.. Sec 5 , ITE, Retain.. Its all written on the forehead.. FATED!

Ok i shall end here and go get ready to start my physics now so in the night do chem.. All who are disappointed in ur geog and mats paper 1, dun give up hope yet.. U still have other subjects and maybe the Cambridge examiner's are happy at that moment.. Just dun give up! All the best.. JIAYOU!! Take care.. HEALTH FIRST PLACE!