Saturday, April 21, 2007 - 10:40 PM
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Hey friends!!! I m finally back!! I had been very busy for the past 1 week. Lots of things happened. I just simply am very gifted to be gg fo Adam Khoo's wrkshp. I had Adam Khoo wrkshp for 3 solid days and on friday had CIP. Read on to know more.
ADAM KHOO WRKSHP!!
I just simply love Adam Khoo wrkshp. This is my second time gg for this wrkshp. The first time was in sec 2. But sec 2 was nt as fun as wat i was experiencing for the past few days. At first i didnt want to go for this wrkshp cause i know it wud be boring and i dun get motivated at all. But NO!! This time i simply love it. I wan summore but too bad its over. I have learned lots of things frm this wrkshp. Gd things of course. All thks to the trainers. I had great trainers like RAMESH, DANNY & WOEI TANG!! They are the ones who made me realli sit and think. I learn hw to treasure the things around me. I m very grateful to have all the things around me. Example: I have alot of bad ans sad things happening in my life. But wud it be great if i have all the gd things? Life wud be a bore if u have all the gd things and all happiness. I have learned to think positively. I usually like to think negative and get angry very fast and many more. But aft this wrkshp i have learned to control my anger and think watever is happening is just for my own gd. But at times sum things i just cant make myself to think positively. I try but i cant. Another thing i learned was NTH is IMPOSIBLE. As long as u put ur heart and soul in wateva u are doing, for sure sucess will cum aft u. Sucess!! I also learned abt sucess. Sucess means Taking Responsibility!!, The past is nt equal to the Future!!, Discipline is doing the things u dun like but it benefits euu.. I totally agree wit every single thing the trainers said. Example: just simply be responsible for ur actions. The past if u are a failure, let it be. It doesn't mean that in the future u will be a failure again rite? Discipline is very important. I believe i dun have discipline in myself. I have to be discipline to archieve wateva i aim for. Just saying i will do well in studies is nt enuff, I have to be discipline to study rite? CHOICES HAVE CONSEQUENCES!!! This is wat i like the most. What ever choice i make in life i have to face the consequences. Every correct step or wrong step i take there will be a gd if nt bad consequence. Make the right decision in life. I have learned even more things than this and i dun have enuff time to type out every single thing. The wrkshp was frm morning 8am to night 9pm. Long hrs but benefits were even more. I realli wan the wrkshp to be longer. The third day was the most saddening day. Firstly the wrkshp was coming to an end. And most of the students cried, including me. The ppl who cried realise the wrong things they have been doing life and others. At night we had the closing ceremony. Parents were invited but my parents didnt go. Abt 10 students were given the chance to go up to the stage and express their love for their love once and say their goals in life. And say thks or sry to whoever they wanted to say to. I was one of them who went up to the stage. I did my speech. I say watever i wanted to say. I thks and say sry to parents, frens and to the trainers. I realise the mistakes i was doing and i m changing to be a better person. I want to do well in my studies and be discipline. I even did the 36 hr plan for the adam khoo wrkshp. I DID IT!!
CIP!!
Ystd had CIP!! Last week the CIP was postponed to ystd. I did my CIP at fajar blk 439 and 453. We had to go to blocks and explain to residents abt Dengue fever. But most of the residents didnt even wan to entertain us. The just take the flyer. Sum just say dun need. Most of the residents hse door was closed. So we just slot the flyers at their gate. I paired up wit Kamaliah and did one half of the blk while Kuan Yen and Yan Teng paired up to do the other half. There was one hse which was very funni. LOLxX. The hse door was open, so my duty was to go and tell them the dangers of dengue. So i stand infornt expecting sumone to entertain me. The next moment the lady ask me to be quiet. She communicated wit me but sign language. LOLxX. Aft that blk finished we report to out checkpiont and took a nap at the MAC! Soon Kueilee came and find me. Aft my whole class report to the mac, we were given yet another blk. Kamaliah was nt realli feeling well. She like very weak and tired so she wanted to rest. Then we proceed to our next blk. That blk also very fast we finish as no 1 wanted to entertain us. Then report to mac agin and was able to go hme le. But it was very early and i dint feel like gg back yet. So went to Kuan Yen hse wit Kueilee aft a very long time. I wanted to use com to check blog as my hme the internet connection sumthing wrong. Just this afternoon it was repaired. So quite happi i cud post finally. I was at Kuan Yen hse till abt 6.15pm.
I m very confused over sumthings. Ystd i purposely go to Kuan Yen hse de coz as i said i wanted to use com. But aft reading a person blog i was darm hurt!! I just dunno wat to do or wat to say. U humiliated until very wat leii. Its like i didnt do anything wrong at all. Is it wrong to show ur fren some care and concern?? U didnt even say a thks but instead U humilated me for showing U sum care. U didnt had money to eat so i buy burger for U, U didnt accept and U accidentally hurt Kamaliah. Nvm. Still say i give U attitude. In the first place i shld be the one angry wit U. But i think positively and just forget it. Then U went up to the stage saying " I love all my frens and i want them to be happi! ". But is this the type if happiness u give me. Actions speaks louder than words. No use gg up to the stage and just say thing which u dunt meant. Do u know hw much u have hurt me? U didnt even considered abt my feeling and u just posted. U say u know me for 6 yrs. Its totally rubbish!! If u know me for 6 yrs u at least will put urself in my shoe and think at least a little of hw i will feel. And if u know me for 6 yrs, u will know if i m joking anot! I dunt have to say so many things here in the first place. All of them tell me nt to give u face and just whack u but again i think positively. If i were to whack u, my hand will be pain and ur body will be pain. But u mindset wunt change and wat people have read their mindset also wunt change rite. Have u thought of the gd things i have done to u and the gd times we have enjoyed?? NO!! If u did, u wud have spare a thought for me. This is nt the first time but this is the second time. Like u said everyone has a limit. And i have a limit too. I have been extending my limit for u. I have give in to u many times and this time no it is far over the limit. At the first time it was u who wanted to end the frenship but no we didnt. Nw this is the second time and nt u want to end the frenship but ME! I dun think there is any more meaning for us to be frens already. I dunno wat u want or wat u mean when u posted in ur blog. But i want to only lose 1 fren. But my guts feeling say i wunt be 1 but it will be 2. I dun mind losing a fren who dun even care for my feelings and dun even give a darm. I dun mind losing a fren who is selfish in thoughts and onli thinks for herself. I dun mind losing a fren who say i m an IDIOT aft knowing me for 6 yrs. I dun mind losing a fren like U!! U are totally worthless to be named as my fren. U are totally nt my fren frm the day u posted in ur blog abt me in such a way. U wanted to humilate me rite? Gd u have just archieve it. Wat else do u want? I will do anything to make u happi even if i hurt the ppl around me. U used to say that i snatch ur frens and so on. U want ur fren back?? She can be ONLY urs forever. But u think for urself, Do u treat her like hw i treat her. As i said she's the onli one who i find have a X factor. U want me to nt bother abt her?? U want?? Its ok wit me! I m just simply very hurt and sad. I wasnt ur fren all this while and u were just simply making use of me and u have been puting a very gd act in front of me. I totally dun regret to lose u. If u are nt regretting then its gd. But if u are regretting nw, SRY its too late. I tried my best to cheer u up and make u happi at last i was ur CLOWN! I pity that u dun have food and buy food for u at last i becum a bad person. Realli have to say thks. I m very happi that i did so much for u but i dint receive a thks but wat i received was a big piece of HUMILIATION! Ur thinking is still very childish. U dun think like hw i think. When u angry, the next moment u just think abt the bad thing. But have u think abt the gd things i have done? NO!! Cause all u think is abt urself and urself and urself. Dun worri i wunt beat u, whack u or watever. Those were the past and nw is the future. GDBYE to our frenship!! No use appraoching me already cause CHOICES HAVE CONSEQUENCES!! That was the choice u made and this is the consequence!! Be happi wit whoever u have and dunt treat them like hw u have treated mi. Treat ppl the way u want ppl to treat u. The way u treat me and this is the way i will treat u. GDBYE TO OUR FRENDSHIP!!
