Life has many up and down.. I think we realli have to treasure the type of life we have.. Coz its short and u wunt know wat will happen at wat time... It may be tough but u still have to live it.. It may be fated for such things to happen but fight till the end.. Hope i didnt confuse u ppl...

Ystd is a day where i realli experience darm great pain... Pain which was unbearable and unexplainable.. Its a pain where i cant tell hw pain it is.. My left ear has became worst day by day.. Ystd was a usual day but in the evening i was experiencing HELL!! It was like my whole brain wanna burst out.. My ear was bleeding and i was crying in pain.. And it was affecting frm my ear to my brain.. I was gripping my head very tight.. I was calling my mum and sis for help.. They know that i had to go to the hospital but they had to ask him.. And u know wat he said.. "Cant she wait for me to cum hme then go to the hospital." I was like WTH!! I m here suffering and i still wait for u.. Then he came hme and act like he didnt know anything.. He thought i was putting on a act.. He was threatening me saying that they wud cut the ear and the face and wat so ever.. I was nt scared at all coz all i know was PAIN!! He asked me to get change to go hospital.. He still sit and eat and dun even bother abt me and the pain.. He onli thought abt his hunger.. Then he still can take his own time.. Delay here and there.. I could nt take the pain le.. HE DUN BOTHER!! And he start his crap.. Then we left the house finally but he didnt bring me to hospital instead go changi.. There had a spiritual guy who can see wats wrong and wat so ever.. I prayed realli hard that the guy wunt be there.. And the guy was realli nt there.. The building already broken down btw.. Then again he ask if i was sure if i wan to go hospital.. I was like please lahh stop asking i realli in pain and i m nt putting on a act.. It had been 2 hrs and i m yet to see the doctor.. Then finally we go to Tan Tock Seng hospital and i go see the doctor at the walk in clinic.. And i was referred to the A&E department.. The first clinic the doctor said that there was a hole in my left ear and it is scary to know that i cant hear.. I queued at the A&E clinic for more then 3 hrs and it was super cold.. I was shivering.. And during this 3hrs wait i saw many different type of ppl and cases.. Impaitent, noisy and different cases.. But i know that all of them was experincing pain... Finally after the long wait then onli i was called.. The doctor asked me wat happen and i say i collided wit my bro while cycling.. He said that the impact is too strong and my left ear drum TEAR!!! And my left ear cant hear temporary.. I have to be referred to the ear & throat specialist.. I was shocked when i hear that my ear drum tore.. It is quick serious and i have to referred asap.. And the earliest i can get is on wednesday.. So on wed i wunt go sch.. Just pray hard that nth will go wrong and everything will be fine.. By the time i left the hospital and reach hme was already 3 am and i was still in pain so i cant slp.. I slept at 4am and woke up at 6.30am to go sch..

Today sch was boring as usual.. I wanted to take half day and go back hme.. I cant realli hear things.. Nw onli i can experience the feeling of a deaf person.. Its very difficult.. Its like i have to ask ppl to repeat wat they have said again and again.. Its irritating i know, Sorry.. But its nt purposely.. After sch went to plaza wit my AIAI, kamaliah and eudy go eat LJS.. Then my mum called me and ask to meet her at plaza lrt.. My mum was a little worried for me.. But i also know that i at times go over the limit.. I have to discipline myself and nt make her be worried.. I wunt take it as nagg but a piece of advice.. She the best.. And i m realli thankful to have her as my mum.. Wit her by my side, i feel very safe and strong.. Love my MUM loads!!

Finally i wanna thks all my frens for all the care and concern.. U ppl are just simply great.. I love u all.. Dun worry i will be fine.. U ppl make my day great and make me forget all the pain i feel.. THANKS AND LOVES!!