*~* Praise the Lord *~*

Thursday i had my art exam and b4 that night i sit till 5am in the morning to complete watever was needed.. I didnt had enuff slp but i m used to it.. I was still very fresh and steady in my art paper despite my terrible headache... I still drew like a artist u nvr seen b4 becoz i suck in my art but i drew wateva i cud.. Kaiying is just simply great lahh... She did stupid and funni things make my day great lahh... Sharing of water, making holes in water bottle and splashing everyone was darm funni lorr.. She nvr fails to make me laugh during all the paper...
After that i was very flat so came hme and slp.. And again my hse was FULL OF CRAP!!! I already having alot of problems and he's adding on for me.. I dunno why god create such a human!! He is nt a human, He is an ANIMAL!! Realli... If u are a human u will behave like one human and nt like an animal.. Chairs were flying, shouts and shouts and quarrel and everything was ME!! Every single thing involved me... Wateva gd things i had done all this while was nt even appreciated.. All u know is that I m a FAILURE!! Yes!! I m a FAILURE!! I have failed in every single thing.. My studies, my life and everything!!! All u think is for urself and urself and urself.. I really regret having summone like u in my life.. Its better u dun even exist... Why cum bother my life?? U dunt gib me freedom, nevermind, i dunt care... But dunt cum and bother me and my life.. My life is already nt peaceful and i REALLY need sum PEACE!!! I cant go on like this wit u around.. Lucky i have my great MUM and SIS around.. If i m living a life its all because of them.. If i dun have them in my life , i wud nt even be here.. Watever u wanted me to do, i did.. But wats the use?? U are nt even thanking me, i dunt mind... But dunt treat me like a darm HELL!!! I realli realli and realli had enuff, enuff and enuff... Hw much gd things u do it wunt look gd for me coz ONCE THE SCAR IS THERE, THERE IS NO WAY IT WILL BE REMOVED!!! And u dunt even care i was hurt anot.. All u did was to show ur darm anger.. And it was all darm purposely.. I was already sick and u are making me more sick.. I realli need sum PEACE LAHH!!! PLEASE!! LEAVE ME ALONE AND DUN BOTHER ME!! I REALLI NEED SUM SPACE!! I CANT EVEN BREATHE!! Every day and night is all ur crap, crap and crap.. I have lots of prob outside and when i cum hme is also prob, then where shld i go??? WHERE?? Please just disappear frm my life..I realli need a break!!!