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Finally back to blogging again.. Yeah!! My sis changed password for the laptop so i cant use.. In a way it was gd that she changed the passwords.. I use the com over the limit... Gd that it wunt distract me frm doing my werk.. Like ystd i didnt use com the whole day and i sit and do my art sewing.. Nw when i can use it, i shld know my limits... So proud to say that i have completed my 3rd stitch for the whole cloth.. I have totally finished the first ball of thread.. Nw must start using the second ball of thread..
For the past few day have been gg back to sch for bridging progamme.. Words to describe the whole progamme are: Sian, boring, long hrs, can slp, gd, fun and beneficial.. Weird rite... I say its sian and fun??? Becoz if i find it sian then it wud be sian, but if i find it fun then its fun.. I have realli made an effort to study.. I have gone for all the bridging even when i find boring.. I wanted Chemistry but so sad dun have... But sum i realli have to put the extra effort to do and study.. When i revise sum subjects i just simply feel very lost.. I dun understand anything at all.. And this is wat i dun like at all.. When i dunno and when there is no one to help........ But i m trying to catch up le...
Today had social studies, geography and art bridging.. Wat i can say??? Erm... The number of students were lesser by many.. The numbers compared frm the first day then to today is a big difference.. Many didnt turn up.. Was also quite good as i could concentrate better.. Sum had their reasons and sum just said its SIAN!! I also find it very super sian but i still go for it... Diff ppl diff mindset and i change their mindset.. Like wat i learned today.. The most difficult to do is to change a person attitude... And i agree with it.. After social studies was geography.. Continue with the mindmap and did a new mindmap too.. After geog, went to greenridge eat breakfast with kueilee and others.. Saw Zhao yue, kaiying and jing ying.. They also were eating breakfast and wanted to leave for art too.. After ate went back to sch as i was a little late for art but lucky i inform Mr sham.. And guess wat... I was the one and only PATHETIC person who went for art... I was totally shocked when i entered the room to see that it was empty.. And Mr sham one person onli.. He was using his laptop.. He was very angry, pissed off, watever to describe anger... Yes he was.. Was one of the few times i have ever seem him that angry.. I didnt expect that no one will turn up for it.. When i ask around, all say they will be cuming but no one appear... I was telling everyone that Mr sham was scolding and he is supper pissed off... But when i sit and think, I tell myself, take it that Mr sham wasn't scolding and he was just trying to let me know hw he feels.. If I was Mr sham i will also react in such a way.. He said he wasted time to cum all the way in the morning at 9am and no one cum.. Its our N-level nt his but he seems to be more concerned compared to us.. All his trust and believe is losing slowly by slowly.. He was very sad to see that his class gt one 1 student while Ms Wee class had abt 25 students.. The ratio 1:25.. Even Ms Wee ask me why our class ppl like that?? This first two weeks of the june only he's available but we are nt making use of it..
So this msg goes out to all 4N3 STUDENTS!! Next thursday and friday after 12 noon is our last chance to catch up.. And i hope that u ppl wunt disappiont him again and realli make an effort to cum.. Its for our own gd and its our N-level nt his..
This go to bth adam and muhammed, If u ppl are nt intrested to cum, just fcuk off and dun bother cuming at all.. Without u ppl it wud be more peaceful... Dun cum and show me ur terror or wateva.. I dun own u guys anything and i kena for nth.. HELL!! I wan study, nt like u all, waste time and waste ur future.. Do already say sry wats the use...!!! Change ur freaking attitudes lahh!! Super pissed off by the two idiotic ppl.. I gd hearted go tell them gt art class at last kena scolded for no reason.. Scold me like i own them like that.. Must realli change attitude..

Ok, before i end.. Wat will u remember when u hear the word "rejection".. Wat will it remind u of? Were u rejected before or were u the one who rejected sumone.. Have u ever thought of hw the person wud feel when u reject him/her?? I was just sitting and thinking if i made sum decision correctly?? Sumtimes it hurts to know the truth but if its the only way, then hw?? Erm.. The most difficult time is when u are in a difficult stage and u are suppose to make a difficult decision.. Thats hw diifficult is decision making.. Try to make the correct desicions in life, and nvr regret over the decision made.. Sorry if i have made a decision which hurts u but i have no other choice... Kind of miissing summone.. If u are reading my blog, u will know... Sum things shld nt have happened but its rather too late.. Who was realli at fault? Forget it.. No use crying over spilled milk... Sumthings have to forgo but its difficult..