*~* Praise the Lord *~*

Ystd went to office again but this time without my sis as she had many meeting... I came to office very early and started doing watever i needed to.. The phone keep ringing, i also headache.. Head pain and ppl also giving me headache.. Nw i know why she always say head pain and tired.. The more i type the more i wan give up... Imagine u just type and type and type non stop?? Crazy liao lorr...

Erm where shld i start?? I also dunno... So many things happening and i dunno wat to say .. Before i start, i just wanna say sry to all my frens that i haven contacted or nvr chat with... I have been busy with my werk and i dun have time for anything.. In the morning werk then after werk go hme then very tired so slp then next day werk again!! Also lack of slp.. Sianxx... I haven even started my hmewerk or revision also... Left with onli 1 week to sch reopen and exams will begin again.. STRESS and Panic again.. I have been saying all the while but no actions at all.. Need do sumthing le... Then my frens... I think we shld treasure all our frens no matter wat... Even if they make u angry or u fight with them, give attitude and everything lahh.. I think we shld learn to give and take... They bth have been argueing for quite sum time already and i dunno if i m the cause of the fight or watever... U shld know who i talking abt... I m really very confused and confused... All also my fren, all also i want... Its impossible for me to leave one and go with the other rite?? We shld look on the positive side of life... Why dun u think abt the happy times u had with ur fren?? Why must always look at the times u guys fight?? Why nt put urself in each other shoes and think?? U suan her and she suan u.. Wat can u all get?? Nth rite.. Anger and hatred thats all.. I m nt siding anyone but i just hope that u guys will think and just think... Do sum self reflection and soul searching...

LIFE!!! Wat does this word tells u or where does this word links u to?? Do u treasure ur life?? Or are u just wasting it?? We onli have one life.. We shld live it to fullest.. But i dunno why ppl wan make it short?? Life is short and making it shorter?? Everytime think of dying and hurting urself and everything just to end ur life?? Wats the use?? I dun see any gain in it at all lorr... Maybe u ending ur life just to run away frm all ur prob or wat so ever.. Why nt just fight against ur prob and stand strong?? I have been saying and saying and saying but there is no changes at all... All i hear is die!! Dun u even think abt the ppl around u?? Hw hurt they will be?? No u wunt think rite?? Coz all u know is DIE!! I dunno wat to say le.. Its ur life so u decide coz i am living my life to the fullest even when i have so much prob and under so much stres.. For me problems is a step for u to grow..

Suddenly thought of summone when i wrote my last pharse in the paragraph... That was ur pharse.. That was wat u told me.. Many things shld nt have happen but there was no other choice.. I have disappionted u?? hahaha... Or u disappiont me?? There was 4 Js in ur life.. Was i even in one of them?? Many words still left unspoken..