*~* Praise the Lord *~*

Changed blog song from 4 in the morning to Wait for You by Elliot Yamin.. Nice song and nice lyrics..

This few days have been very eventful... My bro's eyes back to normal.. He took medication and he's alright.. He was sensitive or allegied to the injection, i guess! Nw he okay le.. The eyes no longer scary already!! Nt fun de!! lols...

My grandfather has passed away.. He passed away on saturday.. He is 83 yrs old this yr... He erm... Wat can i say?? I dunno much abt him as we are nt in contact.. It has been yrs since i talk to him as he cant talk.. I haven seen him for long but still gt visit once in a blue moon de lahh! He was admitted to hospital as he was having breathing difficulties and last thursday, the doctors told my dad that my grandfather would only last 2 days the most.. He was counting for his days already.. He was suffering before he died.. He had his leg amputated and only had one leg.. He breathes in a very difficult way.. He breathe in and its very difficult for him to breathe out.. Like the body stick together like glue... He very extremely thin.. No meat.. But in a way it was gd he died then to suffer more and feel more pain..So ystd attended the funeral.. Being one of the granddaughters we had to do our duty but doing some of the prayers... So i was already told that i had to be vegetarian for 3 days.. When i heard that, i was already complaining and making a hell.. But aft i have done my duty, my mum told me that i had to be vegetarian for 16 DAYS!! I was like WAT??? 16 DAYS!!! I 3 days already like wan die, then u tell me 16 days??? Summore my pattern is everyday aft sch go eat KFC or wat one leii... Hw i go find vegetarian food?? Vegetarian btw means... I cant eat meat, only vegetable! So no choice, if i dun follow the rule many bad things will happen! so bo pian!

Usually monday morning meet kueilee eat breakfast at fajar mac and eat fish burger.. But today changed to harshbrown and ice milo! Then nvr eat in sch.. After sch bought cheese fries.. Still gt KFC!! lols.. For the next 15days hope i can survive! I m already DYING cause of my ART!! Wah!! Very very super jialet leii!! I dunno wat to say but i know i m totally behind time.. End of july i have to hand in my art 'N' level coursework! All the things like my cloth and drawing.. Cloth should be dyed and drawing all 5 board should be complied! End of july is like just 1 more week! If nt including sunday, then its like just 6 pathetic days leii!! WAHH!!!! Nw i m gg to finish my cloth le.. 6 days u know wat i m left with?? I have to dye my cloth which will take hours and i have to make it dry for at least 4 days then untie which will take me 1-2 days.. Then for drawing.. I need my mindmap which is undone.. I need my 1st hand studies which are always rejected by mr sham.. Follow by graphics and motif which is almost done.. I still have my colour scheme and composition which is stil nt realli completed and i have to wait to untie my cloththen only will i be able to draw my composition that means i m realli lacking of time!!! I today stay back in sch to dye my cloth by time constraint was the prob.. Start werk at 4pm and had to wait for water to boil and will take me abt 3-4 hrs to dye the cloth which means will end at 7-8pm.. So i changed the dying of the cloth for tmr.. And tmr again i have my MT class at teck whye!! I have to rush thru everything!! Revision nt completely started and prelims are just 2 weeks are and 'N' level is just 1 mth away!!! WAH!!! Can i just turn back the clock!! I have so little time left!! Can i complete my art on time?? I m also very worried for my classmates.. I have already pulled my cloth and sum are still sewing and many still left undone leii and still slacking lor!! Ain't u guys scared orwhy u all nvr panick de??? Even nw i dun have the time to update but i still have to rest ! I cant be a robot, just do and do and do, non -stop right?? For the next one week aft sch everyday gt art and i must make sure i stay back till watever time and get everything done and start concentrating on my prelims and n levels!! Art is killing me and other subjects and also killing me! But i must rmb one thing! If i dun clear it this yr there wunt be a second chance for me!! STRESS!!! WAH!!!

Maybe sumtimes when sum things u say, u shld consider abt others feeling.. U may just say but nt thinking abt hw others will feel and wat others might think.. This nt only go to the person i m trying to say but it goes out to all.. U must really think before u say things out! After u say already then u think gt use mehx?? U may only think that u are saying saying only mahx but u dun know hw hurting it is and hw harsh the words are piercing in me.. Think before u talk, nt talk finish then think!

Sumtimes i wish i could just nt bother at all and dun care anything but i cant..! U are so near to me and i cant bring myself to nt bother! Sumtimes when i try nt to bother u keep appearing... Some things which i dint expect u to say also is being said. Did u think before u said?? Maybe i should nt bother as i m nt someone related to you at all??

Nt gg to waste my percious time on all this friends and other problems le lahh!! Nw my priority is STUDIES STUDIES AND just STUDIES!! Nt gg to update that often... Back to my Art werk!! Take care and Chill out ppl!!