*~* Praise the Lord *~*

Saturday go back to sch as i had art...I just left with a few days to hand in every single piece of my art for paper 2.. I was very shocked to know that all the while i was doing only half of my art which means paper 2.. I still have paper 1 to do and will get my questions next week.. I thought that there was only one course work and at least i can concentrate on my other subjects but end up gt two coursework just like wat Joanne said...Saturday frm morning 10 am till 6.30 pm was in sch.. Then aft cum hme was very tired so watch tv awhile and sleep...

Sunday was like OMG!! As in for today cos i blogging early in the morning... I started work from 11am till nw.. I m yet to sleep.. I m trying to rush watever i can do so that once i let mr sham see on monday he will tell me if approve or not.. Yanteng cum over to my hse in the afternoon and left in the evening.. She also was doing her art but she is quite fast.. She finished everything except her mindmap and artist statement.. Nw after sitting for so many hrs doing my art non stop, i also have reached that level. I m only left with my mindmap and artist statement.. Composition, colour scheme, graphic, motif all done.. WOW!! But dunno if approve anot!! Hopefully it is, if nt all my effort would be a waste.. Amirah was also doing her art.. So was chatting with her till 4am and i think she go slp le... Was chatting many things.. I was telling her it would be gd if cambridge examiners can see the way we are suffering.. As in the effort and sacrificing of sleep just to do the coursework.. And at least they will have a gd heart to give us gd grades.. But all just words only.. I have nvr sat this long for art be4! Only once or twice but i will still slp but today totally no.. Suddenly so much intrest in art.. No choice... If i was given a choice nw to choose art, f&n or D&t... I will still choose ART!! The stress is there for sure.. Art is suppose to be fun and nt stress but nw the art is like OMG!! So much of stress just to make prefect and blah blah blah!!Hopefully i will score well.. But the only fear i have is in my paper 1 which is painting! I always failed in painting... I dunno why.. I paint but nt like an artist, thats the prob i guess.. I fear that the paper1 will pull down my grades.. Thats why i realli put my heart and soul into paper 2 which is the cloth.. Was chatting with adam and i asked him abt his cloth.. He told me he was still sewing and yet to do the thickness.. I only tell him a few words... " Dun do already! Dun waste ur effort!" I really dunno hw these ppl still can YAYA PAPAYA like that.. Like dun bother, heck care and still can slack.. I still can salute Kaiying lahh.. She slack and slack but when she know that she was behind time, she really chiong till the last lap and clear it... Only left with her drawing which is killing her i guess... Only last day is monday.. Aft tat i think no more time.. Heard that mr sham will try to ask a delay for the boards, as in he will ask a later date to hand in the boards but nt the cloth.. So tuesday last day.. Today sure have to stay in sch and paste all my content into the 5 boards... I will try my best to survive and nt die half way.. If i die means i m really super tired.. JIAYOU JYOTHI sure can make it de!! =)

Just wanna say sorry to the person i quarrel with just nw.. I cant blame u also.. Bth u also at fault.. Sumtime u shld phrase ur words properly so that i will understand.. When ever it cums to this issuse there will sure be quarrel so u ask me settle so i settled for you lorr.. My words were a little too harsh..SRY!!

While chatting with amirah just nw, we cover many things. She was saying abt understanding and i can say that in a frendship wat frens lack the most is UNDERSTANDING!! Misunderstanding which will lead to many quarrels and fights.. U will always think negatively and make things worse.. A person with gd intention will always look bad in ur eyes.. U will nvr put urself in the other person's shoe but u expect the person to say sry first and u cant open ur golden mouth to say that word..Is the word sorry very expensiveor is that word very hard to say?? Just that word will make things much better compare to the bth parties nt giving in at all... And summore u will say things which will hurt the person's feeling but u wunt even bother! U know why, coz u just wanna say wat u feel like saying .. Then ur job will be done... The hurt person will feel very broken and do soul searching and watever lahh... So many things!!So to cut all these quarrel just say a word SRY and learn hw to forgive and forget.. Try to understand ur frens and always be in their shoes first be4 fighting for ur rights... And look into my eyes and say those hurting words... U dunno that u are hurting but u keep piercing the knife into the wound!

Was also chatting with amirah over marriage.. So she shared sumthing with me...In marriage there will be 3 RINGS..
1st ring is Engagement RING!
2nd ring is Marriage RING!
3rd ring is .................................... suffeRING!

My sis send me this email and i wanted to share.. It would be gd if u can read or understand malay.. Because it has sum malay words.. If u nt sure then check out the meaning.... Its also sumkind of be4 and aft marriage stuff!! Stress level very high so why nt sum laughter to booste u guys!

Marriage Life Before and After !!

Before marriage.
Darling here.. darling there...
After marriage.
Baling here... baling there..

Before marriage.
I die for you. . .
After marriage.
"You die, up to you. "
Lagi lama married.
You die I help you!

Before marriage.
You go anywhere. . I follow you.
After marriage. .
You go anywhere. . up to you .
Lagi lama married.
You go anywhere better get lost!!

Before wedding
you are my heart, you are my love"
After wedding
"you get on my nerves. "

Before wedding
"you are sweet and kind just like Cinderella"
After wedding
"you are worse than godzila"

Before wedding
Roses are red, violets are blue. Like it or not, I'm stuck with you
After wedding
Roses are dead, I am blue. You get on my head, I will sue you

Before wedding
Every makan he brings you to Shangri-La
After wedding
You want to go, he asks you wait-la