Kaiying better watch out already!! Monday settle with u!!!
Okay i shall end here and continue with my werk awhile more then sleep already...
Take care and Chill out ppl!!! :)
Hopefully my dream will not cum true..
Friday, August 10, 2007 - 10:56 PM
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Wednesday sch was half day and this year no concert in sch instead go to discovery centre.. And discovery centre was sianz... Just a while only... But the fun part was when the answering session.. All of us sat in a row and we wanted to beat the high score.. So we share all the answers.. But i gave one wrong answer to the whole group and destroy our high score.. lols.. That was darm funny... And two rounds also my fault!! Then aft that when to greenridge and finally purchase my new earpiece for another $13... If i knew my first piece was goona spoil.. I should have save up the money and buy a better one... But wat is done cant be undone so let it be... Then at night go to countdown at west spring sec.. Erm kinda fun... I go together with sis, bro, Eudy and Kuan Yen... They meet me under blk at 10 pm and we walk to west spring sec.. It was crowded.. The countdown part was the best.. All just scream and shout... Then had singing competition and aliff sis won the 1st prize... Her voice WOW!! Wonderful! She deserves the first prize compared to the other contestants who just scream on the mic and drag the high pitch! That was ear tearing! Then at night cum hme flat and slp like a pig till the next day... On this day itself is amirah's b'dae.. So i wanna wish AMIRAH RAZID HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY! May all ur wishes cum true.. And u have been a very gd fren... My pillar of strength.. Loves u loads!! :)
Thursday the whole day at hme... Nvr go out at all... Was tired and moodless.. Stay at hme and watch tv the whole day.. This year parade was kinda cool.. I didnt go but i watched the preview on television.. Water parade and largest platform floating on water! Fireworks was great.. Overall thumbs up! So me being a singaporean should be proud and i wanna wish SINGAPORE HAPPY 42 YEARS OF INDEPENDENCE.. ALL THE WAY!!!
Today no sch so go werk with sis.. Frens call me out to gym and hw i love i can go... Its just that i cannot go and u think that i go to work because of the $$$??? Pls lahh... I dun need this $$ at all... I have my own $$... Today werk half day as sis was sick and i was growing sick!! So left office and go yew tee have lunch and did facial... After that cum hme and meet yanteng and took my mp3 player.. So nice of her to walk all the way to my hme and pass it to me.. Summore buy milk for my sis!! Thx alot YANTENG!! At times u are the best but nt all the time...lols... Just kidding..
Wat can i say... Nt another one again! Who is really at fault?? The first thing u did was to scream on the phone.. But i was still tolerating... I also can scream back but wats the use... U scream, i scream then quarrel again?? Nt tired mehx?? U think i dun wan go gym mehx?? I also love to go gym man! I m growing fatter day by day... The way u say like i going to work for the sick of $$... In the first place did u even know that i m NT paid! If i m paid then everyday i can go werk liao lorr... I m only helping out my sis... I m nt gg for the money but for a favour... I rather slp at hme or study... The only thing u know is to shout or scream on the phone like everything also my fault! I can tahan at times but nt all the times... Imagine the moment u pick up the phone and u are talking nicely but the person is replying to you in a very nt happy way... Like u own him/her sumthing.. Its like WTH lorr... U dun wan talk to anyone right?? Fine i will also nt talk to anyone... I will just let things be... Nw i cant be concentrating on all this i have to concentrate on my prelims... Just let nature take its course...
TAKE CARE AND CHILL OUT PPL!! Gd luck for prelims!!

Taggs replied here...
Saras: Nvm i have bought a new one!! :P
Kuan Yen: lols... very sorry lahh... everytime mixed up de.. nw at least correct horr KUEN YAN!! :)
Yanteng: YAHH!! sure enjoyed my countdown but nt really fun w/o u and my deer.. If u guys cum sure more fun de!! nvm.. next yr bahx... lols... predicting the future already!!
Kueilee: nvm.. its over.. no use crying over spilled milk... tc =)
KaiYing: yahh for sure i will wait for euu... i miss u too... Dun care those spammers still u are the best !! :)
Wednesday, August 8, 2007 - 9:42 PM
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NO PERSON DESERVES YOUR TEARS , AND THOSE WHO DESERVE THEM WON'T MAKE YOU CRY...
Will update more soon...
Tuesday, August 7, 2007 - 5:06 AM
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Sunday was my grandfather passed away 16th day, which means its my last day to be a vegetarian! WOW!!! So had to go for the prayers in the evening at the temple... There was national day dinner opposite my blk but was nt able to watch it as the prayers was on.. SAD!! So once all the prayers was over i still had to wait till 12am after then only i can start eating all meat stuffs... But of course i wasn't that crazy to wait till 12am!
Monday sch was nt really boring!! I expected it to be darm boring but time run very fast! All the 4NA students were having their MT MOE paper... A mother tounge exam... So i dun have MT so i dun need to go but Mr Yap said that he wants to see me cum to sch and sit in the libary... I was like WAT??? LIBARY??? WHOLE DAY LONG!!??? They will have their paper from 9am till 12.30pm and u expect me to sit in the libary?? PATHETIC!!! So early in the morning i saw Ms Tan online so i asked her if i can dunt go to sch anot? But she said since Mr Yap wants to see u in sch so just cum... So i prepared myself to do the things that i wanted to do... I will do my ss, chem notes and art touch-up... When i reached sch almost everyone asked me " Hey why u cum sch?? Waste time siia!! Sit in the libary, might as well slp at hme rite! " Hw i wished i can! But still i can study, so nt that bad... But the time just run really fast... Its like i just sat down and started work and kueilee came in and ask me company her to eat... Then once i ate finish, when back to the libary and started work again and soon eudy and kueilee cum down again! And the time was only 12pm.. And they say that once u finish the paper u can leave.. SO GOOD!! Then had art for 1 hr followed by lifeskills for 2hr!! WAH SIAN!!! The CHARMS programme was gg on for 2 hr.. Sch ended at 4.30 instead.. Then help rizwan with his mindmap awhile before gg hme...
But before gg hme, i was a little fed-up and heart pain!!! MY NEW EARPIECE GONE!!! WTH!!! I just bought the new earpiece for $14 and its gone! One side of the earpiece speaker broke so cannot hear!! The earpiece i have been aiming for so long before i had the money to buy... And imagine u buy the earpiece just for one day and its gone!! JUST ONE DAY LEII!!! U hit me and the earpiece drop together with my earpiece... Still can laugh!! Nvm... There's nt even a word SORRY at that piont of time... Nt even that word.. Was that word so difficult to cum out of ur mouth??? U talk until very easy, " bring back to the shop and say faulty! Sure gt warranty! Bring back together with ur recepit!" Words cum out very easily.... All those words can cum out why nt just a sorry? At least in that piont of time i would have nt bother... Imagine u buy a new thing and the next moment i just break it!! How u feel?? U save the money for so many days before u get it leii... Then when walk home still can argue!! All u know is argue!! GD FOR U!!! So sad its gone!! I have to wait for a few more months before i can get a new one! Haizz....................
Taggs replied here!!
KaiYing: lols... Yes??
YanTeng: Thx gal... u sure mahx?? I m the best?? U nvr say i also know i m the best!! :P Take care too...
Amirah: YAHH!!! We can prove ppl wrong...
Kueilee: U dun even reply to taggs thenn tag u for wat???
Kuen Yan: Thx gal.. I wunt give up... :)
-`L.L#24: Haha... hihi... :)
Logi: No Prob! =)
BSQ: I will relink u soon...
Friday, August 3, 2007 - 3:00 AM
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I m very super Tired and discontent... I have to hand in art today so no choice have to ton in sch so that i can finish everything.. Staying at hme and doing my art the advantage is i can take my own time... The disadvantage is that once i do everything finish, most of the time its rejected cos i dunno hw to colour or draw.. So today have tamil class so aft that rush back to sch to countinue art and everyone was rushing as the timeline was getting nearer and nearer! I had to give in everything by 6.30 pm and i am yet to do mindmap, artist statement, colour scheme and paste my drawings onto the board.. So it extend till 7.30pm but still was nt able to complete.. My mum called me hme so i go back hme.. I explain to her that its a must for me to go back then onli work can be done! So she allowed me to go back w/o my dad's permission.. If i ask my dad for sure he will ask me nt go... And mr sham took bypass.. He had the keys to the main gate.. So we can stay back in sch and do...So frm 8.30pm -1.10am i was in sch and this is the first time i have stayed back in sch so late and with my classmate about 20 pupils.. I could have made the choice of staying at hme and do.. If i stay at hme and do its nt up to standard and i will have to redraw.. And i m darm lack of slp.. The night before i didnt slp and imagine i was still in sch.. I was already dying.. I can nt bother to do! Its like my whole life in those werk.. I sit thru the nights and do art for the first time in my life.. So only i will know how tired and worked out i am...My dad was very unreasonable.. He was waiting outside my sch at 11pm as my classmates told me and he was already grumbling, so i dun give a darm... It nt as though i am in sch doing nth at all! Then around 12.45pm -1am, my bro called kamaliah's hp and my bro asked me to go back as my dad very angry.. So i said okay but they should understand! I have to pack up my stuffs and help clear everything.. Nt just because they call leave on the spot i must take my bag and go rite.. ANd there's only one key to the main gate.. I cant possibly ask one person accompany me down and walk up again.. And the whole sch is freaking dark! So we all packed up together and leave together... And when i walk out of the gate, i saw my bro and sis as they wanted to fetch me hme.. My sis was saying that my dad is super angry.. He was asking wat type of werk i was doing and why should i stay so late and many more.. She said i was finding sickness for myself... She said art is nt that important... If its nt important then why in the hell will i wan to waste so much of time and put in so much effort.. The words that demotivated me the most was " u cant make it lahh.... See ur drawing like shit! U cant even draw and colour! U finding ur own sickness.. He is gg to stop u frm sch! Go and die better lahh!! " I was like WTH!!! Its like the tears are already at my eyes but i just control myself... Tmr i have prelims and i m yet to revise! Do i wan to waste time in sch??? If today was nt the dateline, would i wan to ton in sch??? Even aft ton i am yet to complete! Why would i wan to put in so much effort if its nt important.. Nw the time is already 2.30am... Nw i have to bath, revise my tamil and finish off my art!!! I wunt have the time to slp.. In the evening gt festival and i have to go again!! Cant rest!!! Do i need all this??? I dun need to do all this if its nt important at all... I m already very tired and stress!! If this was the one which would decide ur life, would u do a gd piece or u wan it to be scattered??? WAn me do well in exams but when i wan study i cant!!!
Said i change alot.. I becum more playful... Nt studying and nt feeling the pressure but did u even know hw much pressure i m under!! I m too pressurised that i lost all my words... Its been days since i even have a gd slp... Once art is complete, i can rest??? BULLSHIT!!! I have to start my 'N' level revision and there will be paper 2 for art... And u think i m wasting time??? Yes i have been changing alot... I have changed to be a more playful person... Always go around disturb ppl... But dun u know my nature is like that.. I love to go around and disturb and play with ppl.. I dun think there is a change in myself at all... And when it was said nt by one but by two...... It was super hurting... Even the most understandable one dun understand me at all... Nt blaming anyone at all, but just myself and myself! I just feel like crying out my whole heart and scream out loud.... Its very difficult to fake a smile and its very difficult to be happy in the front... When i m alone and when i think of all the things , studies , pressure and problems... Do i have to suffer so much?? Sumtime i really cant take it anymore and i m just praying that i wunt breakdown.. I m still standing very strong and doing everything i can do but for sure at one piont of time, i really cant take it anymore!
