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First day of N-levels! Last night did nt slp and ton tgt with Yanteng on the phone till 5am.. Do geog revision and sum chit chat.. Very funny incident happened like...4.20am we were very tired so i tell her to rest 5 mins and then extend another 2 mins and guess wat?? The next moment when i woke up the time was already 5am.. The whole incident was very funny but no time to type everything out as i have my science revision to do... Tonight will ton with her again to push my chem syllabus! I really own her a very very big thx.. THANK YOU YANTENG! If nt for her, i would nt be able to do many questions and understand alot or concept... So today's geog paper was okay okay.. If i pass will be a low pass as in below 30/50.. But if i fail, i will fail a high fail as i did do the question but scared go out of point... But sad thing is that the things which i study with yanteng thru the night and in the morning didn't cum out.. Only one small portion did cum out.. But lucky i gt study lahh.. Aft geog paper had quite a long break abt 3-4 hrs.. So go library and do past yr paper and go thru many questions with Mdm tan.. Had many doubts clear and did revision.. So it was time to do maths paper le.. Make way to hall and guess wat, the fear over took me.. I cant even walk and i was like nearly gg faint.. Firstly lack of slp and was hungry.. My eyes were feeling very hot inside and my friends could see that i was very stressed up... I go into the hall and said my prayer and start the paper.. The paper was easy but very tricky.. The tricky questions i lose marks.. But i m aiming for paper 2.. I managed to pass it in prelim w/o doing graph.. So if i manage my time well and do the graph i can score bahx..? The main prob was that many students did working of the question in pencil and it seems that it would be penalised! Why nvr use pen? Was the question.. But don worry, its either 1-2 marks deducted or the examiner wont mark.. So pray hard it would be 1-2 marks compared to entire papers.. I rmb that pen should be use as in prelim i used pencil and marks were deducted.. Jewellcy, Dun think too much.. Dun worry and scare urself.. Focus on other subjects to pull u up.. Dun care wat others gt to say.. Let them be..

Tomorrow i will be having physics and chemistry.. Oh GOD! haix.. I dun wan panic and do my best in the paper.. My physics nt so bad but my chem is just one word "BWANG" / "GONE" .. Seriously thats hw bad it can be.. Summore tmr there is no like very long break.. Just 30mins leii.. So tonight will ton with yanteng again and push my chem.. Maybe with kuen yan too.. And in the night there will be night class for art till the next morning.. As in camp in sch?? Nt really, but ton in sch... I have nt done with my art and that is really making me very stressed up!

U guys must be thinking i m crazy to be toning every night and nt rest.. Like wat matin told me last night " Health is first priority!".. Yupp i know.. My health is first place.. But if u really look it my eyes, U can see the burning desire in my eye.. U can see the determination and strive or hard work.. U can see hw much i m working hard to move up to sec 5.. U will know the pain and tiredness in the eye, the lack of slp and the stress in me... But all lead to one thing, The way to decide my next step.. Only god will know where i m gg to go.. Sec 5 , ITE, Retain.. Its all written on the forehead.. FATED!

Ok i shall end here and go get ready to start my physics now so in the night do chem.. All who are disappointed in ur geog and mats paper 1, dun give up hope yet.. U still have other subjects and maybe the Cambridge examiner's are happy at that moment.. Just dun give up! All the best.. JIAYOU!! Take care.. HEALTH FIRST PLACE!