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Monday, October 15, 2007 - 6:06 PM

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How was the public holiday?? How was Hari Raya?? Great... It was a normal day for me.. It didnt even seem like a public holiday.... And its so weird, Public holiday on Saturday.. Anyway, saw many malay family dressed beautifully.. The only thing i love abt it is, when the whole family wear their traditional clothes of the same colour.. From the smallest till the biggest.. Thats nice! I saw many families in white.. Turn this angle also white, that angle also white.. White for this year?? Every year i will nvr miss eating the malay cookies! And this is the only year, my sis didnt buy any cookies... Nt didnt buy but we buy the cookies too late till no more le.. My most favourite cookies is the SUGI (spell correct??) ! This yr i nvr even eat one SUGI at all.. The sugi will just melt in ur mouth, u dun even have to bite it..Thats how nice the sugi is.. So sad, this yr no sugi for me! The first day of hari raya, my malay neighbour gave us some food... So nice of them.. This malay neighbour, just move in here last then mths.. And i love to play with the two kids! They gave us food like chicken and mutton.. Nice food.. Thx! lols.. In the afternoon go to plaza with sis.. Then cum hme and slp!

Sunday was jus a normal day.. Nvr go out.. Stayed at hme and watch TV! In the afternoon go greenridge and visit YT! Kinda kelian for her, the way she does her work.. Then in the evening watch VSTAR! WOW! EBI WON! Its a indian singing competition.. If u no idea wat i saying then ERM... HAHA!!! EBI is great.. He sings like WOW! OKAY! ENUFF JYOTHI! lols..

Today work half day.. Sick! I go teck whye poly with my sis.. She was also sick.. I was having high fever and kinda weak... The queue at the poly is like OMG! So long can.. I wait for nearly 4hrs to see the doctor can?? So long wait but see the doctor last then even 10 mins... Then medicine and appiontment.. Whole day at there le.. Then cum hme le, go greenridge again... Go eat YTF with sis, then she left to BBDC.. I m all alone at hme.. Gt laptop company, so not that boring! lols...

I m CONFUSED! Yes, CONFUSED! Why ?? I also dunno... I dunno wat to say at all, i m lost for words when i saw wat u type.. For me, I treat all my frens the same way.. No more or no less.. Yes, i may have closer frens but i still do care abt my other nt very closed ones.. U asked " WHO CARES??" Now here i say I CARE! I do care abt every single one of my friend but its just that u dunno... If i dun care at all, i wunt even want to reply u or chat with u on msn or ask others abt euu... I will just shut up and nt even bother, right?? Last nite when u say so many things, the only thing i said was SRY! That was the only thing i can say.. I was totally speechless.. U should really sit down and think... I have already thought abt it many many times... Like u say, u get busier day by day, so am i... Nvm.. U say when u free, u cant chat with me as u dun see me online.. FATED?? Cant help it... Nvm... WHy nt u think, why all this began.. Why did our frenship even started to fade?? Why did we start to chat less and less till nvr chat... Go out, nvr jio you out?? Yes, i do go out.. But just for a short while... Nt the whole day or half day like you.. U wan mafan just for me?? Thats why i say, there have been communication error between us.. Nt only us lahh, many of my frens too... If i dun make an effort to chat, no one will.. Except some.. So wat u wan me do?? If u really think, u will know why all this began.. I m nt blaming u or watever.. I m taking all the blame... Like u said, i m getting close with others... Wat u wan me do?? Nt be close with them?? I dunno... But i know i m wrong too... All i can say is SORRY! Cos i dunno wat to say to make things proper and i m totally.................

The person should know who i m talking abt.. If u have no idea wat i talking abt then nvm.. I just have one question to ask... Why is it when holidays cum, frens start to forget one and other?? In my case, i gt no way to contact except msn, if u see me online, will u chat?? wait for me chat?? Or just dun bother?? Why is it when holidays arrives, almost all frenship start to fade? From gd communication till communication error?? My fault for nt being able to contact?? My fault for nt making an effort to call? My fault for nt having a HP? My fault for everything?? Would u wan to have a frendship with a fren which always quarrel?? Might as well just be silent rite?? If a frenship is all fight, then why even call ourselves frens rite?? WHY? So wat do u wan me do?? Might as well dun have frens rite?? In this way, there will be no quarrels, no misunderstanding, no tears, no pain, no NTH! Just a single BYE rite??

Sry if my post have offended u.. But i m just saying wat i wish to say.. If u can accept it then gd, if nt too bad... Will update more soon.. Take care! BYE!