Wednesday, February 6, 2008 - 4:10 AM
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Back to blogging! I cant sleep! Maybe because i m too fed up over sum things.. If not the CNY performances in school later.. I know i have to rest but the slp is like no slp lorr.. I have to wake up in the morning at 4am and doll myself up then 5.30am meet jew and group for rehers.. So i saw the time was 1am, was craping with sis! So thought of using lappy and just use till now lorr! RIDICULOUS ME!
Today didnt go sch as i seriously dun feel like gg! I know i m missing out on lessons but i hate "IT" lorr! So follow mum out and go chinatown to buy the chinese costume for rehersal. Then mum drop me home and rush to work! I get ready meet Yanteng and gang for luch at greenridge then go back sch for rehersal.. As usual ended at around 7pm.. Then cum hme.. Had to go temple but was not intrested, so rest.. Was fed up eventually over things.. Thats how my day was.
Seriously i think that school is getting tough, tough and tougher! U seriously have to do ur own revision, if not u cant cope! Homework is piling up! And its like! HAIS! Another one is ART! Wah! freaking - watever! I feel like dropping it sia! Bloody difficult to choose a topic and draw! And when i choose its so diff to draw.. When i go class with no work, obviously mr sham------- watever! Dunno how i did my phy and chem test! It was darm diff! Its like i read the question le, next moment go huh! Like WTH! Study so much basic, but the question cum out so diff! Waiting for the horrible results! So stressed up with school and its work! This CNY i have darm pile of work waiting for me to do! hais.... But all back to one piont! Study hard and STUDY SMART!
Next, i wan to really let u know i m talking abt euu.. U should know.. I dun wan say name because i think i hav to respect eu! But wat u did?? U even wrote KY's name and say her attitude is like shit! Firstly, i think that we were all the while ok de! As in OKAY means, good as friends! But i dunno wat was wrong with euu and euu started all ur OUTCAST thing! I have told u, its not we dun wan study with euu guys but we want to get our best in our performance! And wat calling euu to watch us is wrong?? Be a commenter is wrong?? WAT IS WRONG MAN! U are just PURELY thinking TOO much! U urself wan emo and U urself wan be an outcaster when i dun feel there is anything to be outcast in lorr! U will only feel outcast if u know me like 2 days ago! Sure u will feel weird! HOW LONG EUU KNOW ME ALREADY? 2 days??? PLS!!!! Wats there to be outcast! U know why i write things in such a manner! Cause u urself say " I may hurt ur feeling but i dun give a darm!" Dun cum and tell me u are not talking abt me! Its obvious! Thats why i also writing in a way which i cant be bothered abt! And when u hate KY, u cant just write it there! Imagine me writing it out here! I HATE EU! How will u feel! Happy??? No rite! Then! I just think that u urself is finding things to stir up! If u are one who is understanding enough, u will know we are busy with our rehersal, so we wunt have time to study tgt! I seriously dunno wats the bloody problem can! I m freaking confused! I dun even know why i typing all this out! U say u wan leave early and not talk to anyone and BLAH BLAH BLAH! Let me tell u first, DUN LET BE THE ONE WHO WALK AWAY FROM EVERYONE'S LIFE! U wan see! Once sch reopen, I will be the FUCKING EMO one! For me now my bloody studies is very important! Its my first priority! Not anything else! (GET IT INTO UR MIND) I can BO CHAP until dun bother abt anything at all! I can but dun wan! U say others attitude like SHIT! Do u even know urs is also SHIT! Not u only i will say mine TOO! No one attitude is pERfect! No one is PERFECT! God is! Now i tell her, u offended! I FUCKING DUN CARE! Wan give me attitude?? DUN WAN TALK?? WAN EMO?? WAN BREAK FINGERS?? WAN CUT HAND?? GO AHEAD LAH! Cause i m SICK and TIRED abt friendship problem! I had ENOUGH! I have too much stressed from sch and others already! I dun wan add it on with this kind of things!
Seriously i m bloody fed up can! Nth else to update already! Just before i end, Wan shout out to all my chinese friends.... And Btw not gg anyone hse this yr, except kuei lee! Her mum is expecting me! Miss Her noisy and loudspeaker! BE BACK FAST!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
If i spoilt ur CNY or ur day or anything, so be it! Shall end here and get ready to dress up and give wake up calls! Hopefully i will get back my mood! BYE! TAKE CARE!
Taggs replied here!
Eudy: Ok. Thx for the concern!
SHU WEI: Gd that i found euu! Taggs replied at ur blog.. And u are linked too! :)
Yanteng: haha! Everyone missed me also!Have uploaded something wrong with post! With ask sis help me edit! Once done can see le!
Saras: YES!! TOTALLY STRESSED! I m too busy with work to even talk with euu all! Now u know!
NiRa_7xXx7 A.K.A Dj-X: IS IT! Then good lorr!
Cherin: THX for the support, will give my best! OOPS! I mean give my best just for EUU!
Back to blogging! I cant sleep! Maybe because i m too fed up over sum things.. If not the CNY performances in school later.. I know i have to rest but the slp is like no slp lorr.. I have to wake up in the morning at 4am and doll myself up then 5.30am meet jew and group for rehers.. So i saw the time was 1am, was craping with sis! So thought of using lappy and just use till now lorr! RIDICULOUS ME!