Sunday, June 22, 2008 - 3:48 PM
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I AM IN LOVE
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WITH!!!!!!!
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I’m CRAZY!!!
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I AM IN LOVE WITH!!!!!
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YES! With the song FALL FOR YOU by second hand serenade!
Ok kinda weird me! I so addicted with that song can... How many times I repeat that song, I won’t get bored...Just so in love with the music and lyrics... Those who don’t know what I saying abt then go hear the song... And guess what it is the number 1 song in the 987fm top 20 countdown... Really hot song!!
Some of you should have been excited to know what I was in love with right! SANDY DUNT WORRY IT’S NOT EUU! Lols... JKJK!!
I m so happy... I found my English ten year series le! So must chiong my assignments already... 2 compre which means 4 passages and 2 summaries... I really search for it up and down...
Anyway it has been some time since I like talk some things... Like the lessons I learned... So why not I just share a short story, abt this “friend” I have... Will not mention any names…

We have been close friends for quite some time... From same primary sch and secondary sch... Primary sch not so close but when cum secondary sch, we get to know each other better... So it was like sec 4, she didn’t make it for her ‘N’ levels so end up she go other way and I continued life in sec 5… So she rarely contacted me… Thinking she was always busy with studies, so I didn’t really disturb her... And I will sms her but I won’t receive any reply... So she is working… She will move around de... So when she reaches my area, she will give me a call and I will help her earn some money… Then months past... Not even a SMS! So the other day I was like sitting and thinking “What happened to this girl arh??” So I smsed her and yahh, again I received no reply… Then two days later I received a call from her... So I was like “WOW! Finally she called…” Then when I ans the call I was lost for words... Not even a word of concern… She was like “ Jyo I at ur area, help me lei…” I was like “Sry I not free…” Then when I keep down the phone, I was like hais… I dunt mind u not concerning abt me at all but u call me only when u are in pain.. Only when u need help… Dun this sounds like making use of me?? I mean When u worked u could only earn $30 plus but when I help u, u earn up to $90 plus.. So u know when u call me u can get more money… So for u the money value has become more important than me.. For u the $$$ can buy friendship… Isnt that wat u are doing now?? U earn the money and go around treating people who u know for just a short period of time… Not even the two of us who have been with u thru every shit… So I m also like confused… I mean why is it always like that?? Everyone tend to forget each other soon not later… That’s why whenever I have close friends, I tend to get scared… Cause u wunt know when he/she is going to hurt you.. Like my dad always say “ Your friends will nvr be with you forever!” And yah its like true… When u really sit and think, some times all the friendship quotes and blah blah are all crap! Seriously, they are… I have learned a lot in friendship.. I have been cheated, back- stabbed, betrayed and even made use of… Every single time I think back, I just feel that I deserve it… So its like wat can I do?? Many things cant be change.. Its all about time… How long will u be my friend?? Really think… Once we start our poly life and blah blah blah and when u know, u already have a family to look after.. And u still have time for FRIENDS??? Haha… The ans is obvious…
So moral of story…
Have many friends as possible.. The more the merrier…
Dun believe in something like “FRIENDS FOREVER!” Its crap…
Hold on to it as long as you can, nvr let go…
Dun get too close to ur friends cause they will tend to hurt u..
Yes, never get too close.. Cause aft some time u will know u cant live without him or her! And yah that’s where u will… hahaha… If u know wat I mean…
Ok guys I think enough of my story! Tmr sch open le… Kinda need more rest but too bad its over :(
Just before I end.. I really have had great friends.. Some I really dun wish to lose u guys.. I just wan to say a sorry and thanks!
The truth is that everyone deserves to have a special friend in their lives but some deserve to have that person taken away....

TAKE CARE AND CHILL OUT GUYS!