*~* Praise the Lord *~*

Monday, July 28, 2008 - 4:48 AM

Hi people i m back again but not going to update much.. Will update more in my next post.. Just want to shout out that i m doing fine and yahh kinda stress as prelims begins today.. All the best... Work piling up.. For art, Mr Sham will be leaving real soon too.. Gonna miss him loads.. And my paper 1 yet to finish :(

Photos will be up real soon too.. Taggs will be replied in next post... Till then stay tuned..

Loving euu always; JYOTHI! Takecare and Chill out guys!!

You can close your eyes on the things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart on the things you don't wan to feel.

Thursday, July 17, 2008 - 4:37 AM

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Not forgetting today.... 170708!

Wanna wish EUDY OH happy 17th birthday...

She is turning 17 today and this year not beating her as she dun like it.. And I cant even wish her in person as i not gg school.. So yahh.. May all ur wishes cum true.. Things havent been quite awesome between the bth of us but still on this special day, u aint forgotten.. I may be a crazy person for euu but still u are my friend.. We have been tgt for years.. From primary sch till now.. We have had many many quarrels till this latest one.. I thought it will strengthen our friendship but i was just wrong.. But i still think i should give u all the space u wanted and no longer be a headache to you.. Hopefully u are doing gd or is better without me...

Take care, god bless and love you always!

You have to hold on to things or they drift away, just dont hold on too tightly, or they will shatter.

- 4:07 AM

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Ok HI HI HI! Yoz people! Here to clean the dust again... Yes, i always wait fo it to be dusty then clean.. Quite a number of things to update.. So must bare with me awhile.. 2 post.. Must read...

Firstly Eng prelims oral..!! It was a hell of a ridiculous.. I passed, no doubt but i wasnt myself... Mr Wee was examiner... The kind of questions he asked, can hardly be answered! It wasnt him asking questions anyway, i was the one asking him the questions! Ridiculous right.. Nvm about it!

Next is MT stuffs! Oral was okay.. 1 thumb up and 1 thumb down.. Was smooth till one part when i gt chocked over my words...It was conversation, obviously.. I cant talk tamil properly.. I mean i cant talk proper tamil, i speak broken tamil mixed with a lttle chinese and alot of english...lols... Think u gt me... :P
MT LC is also over... Easy yet confsing paper.. Many answers were alike... It was kinda hard for me concentrate as i was feeling very drowse aft eating my medication.. But hopefully it went alright...

The trouble with life is theres no background music.

- 2:54 AM

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Next the days i spent in hospital...Hais... Ridiculous... Firstly i went to Alexandra hospital on saturday evening as my pain in the stomach gt worse till very worse.. Saturday morning i was already suffering in art room... Then decided to go and to my horror i had to be admitted... Ok, I dun mind gg hospital but i mind being hospitalised.. Ok so bo pian, first time i getting admitted.. So kinda not used to the environment.. I mean its like the people around me are so sick, it makes me get a feeling of being so sicked! Then nvm.. The time was 11am and i could not slp.. No com, nth.. The nurse were the ones keeping me company.. They talked to me and i watched tv and slept only at 4am.. I mean night owl, wat u expect?? So saturday gone.. Sunday came.. Horrible.. I was nt suppose to eat or drink, nt even plain water.. Was on drip or they call it dropping. Difficulties to bath.. Was nt able to bend right hand as there was a needle inserted at my elbow.. Food was bland.. Doctors kept sucking my blood.. MAN! The whole feeling was crazy! Its like u are sleeping at 4am, then the doctor will cum and say "Ma'am... Sry to disturb.. But i need take ur blood." And after that i cant slp.. I am in pain man.. I have experienced life in hospital too.. So friends advice is; never get admitted in a hospital.. Take gd care of ur health...

Many wanna know reasons why i was admitted... Ok firstly its due to STRESS! Yes i m stressed up but i dun look stress...Dun judge book by cover! And secondly its gastric! I havent been eating properly for quite some time.. Now that i wan eat properly, i cant! I can only eat porridge and drink plain water.. But of course, me this kind of person! How can i not drink colour water??? No solid food.. I am on 2weeks MC! Which is also ridiculous! Prelims just round the coner and i having so long MC... But on the other hand i think i really need the rest! I mean the doctor say, if i m gg to get stressed up again.. Things might get worse... So i must learn to relax myself and not get to worked up that easily...

I was discharged from hospital on monday.. Most of euu were informed.. Supposed to be admitted for a longer period but thanks to the MT LC! I had no choice but to be discharge and be on long MC... Sry guys, i knew many of euu wanted to visit me at the hosp.... And yes also a big SORRY to all those who were nt informed.. Frankly i didnt tell too many people.. I wanted keep it low profile...Cause, wats the use i inform so many people and make u guys worried right?? So guys, dun be angry k!

I m recovering myself slowly.. I m still in pain daily.. Its killing pain.. The pain killers making me have heavy headaches so i take panadol and panadol makes me giddy.. So altogether 6tablets :(

I just want to thank all my friends for the care and concern.. All the smses, calls and tags... I will rest more de... Thanks alot guys!

And not forgetting the teachers... Mrs Sharon tan, Miss Ang, Mdm Chong, Ms Ganga and Mr Sham! Thanks loads..

Special thanks too all those who visited me at the hospital.. Kamaliah, Kuei Lee, Yan Teng, Cherin and Kuen Yan.. Thanks for keeping me companied! Thanks for the card! And thanks for the tears YT! Really appreciate it all... LOVE U GUYS FOREVER!!

It's hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen, but its even harder to give up when you know that it's everything you want ...

Taggs replied here!
Niq: HAHA! Thanks...

Amirah: lols... Yes, she took pics with KY but very rare...

Mia: lols... u use table tennis racket but i use the whole table! Then u very cute, tag me and use my wrongly spelt name!

Kueilee: Lols... I wasnt angry with u anyway...

Joanne: haha... Thanks :)

Honey: Thanks for visiting! U too...

Erm: Erm... If u can find it then by all means... :)

Dear: lols... My honey is not my wifey... My honey is Zhao Yue... :)

Lisa: Yah.. Thanks.. I wunt stress le.. Btw u which lisa??

Kaiying: :) Yes i will.. dun miss me!

Eewin: hahah... Gt miss me?? No one to fight with le right??

Yanteng: Update le :)

Thursday, July 10, 2008 - 5:08 AM

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Sry guys i have not update nearly 1 week or even more...

I seriously dun have the time to use com... And this lappy the keyboard spoilt, so its a little diff to type too... My works is piling and piling... Prelims round the corner too... Even now, i m yet to slp.. I have been doing my art cloth for the past 5 hours... From 10.30pm till now.. And i m satisfied as i have completed all the sewing! Left pulling... Sat need dye the cloth le... Tired and stressed totally!!! I look so calm but i aint calm at all..Hais....

Anyway i have many stuffs to update..Will update asap... Will reply tags in next post too.. Thanks guys :)

No matter how dark the night.....

Morning always comes...

Tuesday, July 1, 2008 - 12:54 PM

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Like this proverb says " Expect the unexpected! "

How true.. Always expect the unexpected..

Sometimes things u dun wish to happen, do have to happen...

Its like just a short delay and BYE!

Its gone..

- 3:15 AM

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MONDAY so dead! Had normal lessons in school, no abnormal lessons! JK... I find the lesson which have 3 period is very tiring and draggy can! Its really tiring man... But i have to do is endure or go crazy! Anyway after sch had MT lesson... This time do book review -_-''' Then oral for an hour and done.. Gt home, bathe changed and follow mum to work.. TIRING ALSO! I had to follow her as that particular job needed me around to help.. So yah finished freaking late.. Gt home late.. And started homework already.. And there doesnt seem to b an end for homework...

Its piling up :(
I no time do and i feel so tired.. I suppose was doing and something just diverted my attention... I just paused and looked at the screen again.. Was my eye playing a trick on me?? Then fine, continue work again and became so restless.. I just wan to pack up verything and go to sleep.. My attention in class is more important... I dun wan to always feel so dead..

How true.. When people you KNOW, become people u KNEW... At times i can really get blanked and its when i dun even know wat to say... I m just confused in total... When i cant put my feelings into words...

The spark i once felt, have what i suppose, already gone....