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Friday, October 31, 2008 - 4:20 AM

Hi... I'm back...

Completed Art and Phy paper and i tell u it was disasterous! WTH man! Arghhhhhhhhh.........

Firstly start with art... I tell u it was chaotic! Really.. I had to sit the whole night to complete it.. Only manage to finish at 4.15am that morning itself.. Lucky i didnt overslept.. Suppose to meet Jew and co. @ 5am to complete last min but i could not wake up... Then at 7.30am went to school.. Manage to complete painting within the 3 hours and finally piece kinda satisfied.. I had no time to touch up prepatory work but still was well done...! I handed in 7 pages excluding actual piece... Sadly some friends had to forgo art the last min.. They sat thru the whole night to do and could not complete, end up they nvr turn up... Kinda kelian... Waste so much time to do paper 1 and paper 2 nvr turn up, overall result = F9! But still cant blame them.. They had their reason... Gt friends who turn up for the paper with just two pages...! The mininum requirement is 3pages at least but this guy turned up with just 2 pages and most is photos, only two drawings.. But also not his fault.. The period of time given was super short! And this time all of us were independent, with no help of any teacher, we dun even know if we on the right track lorr... Only a hand full was lucky to get some teachers help.. Especially one, he really is counted lucky.. But still if u do ur work urself and score, u will feel satisfied... Compared to someone do and u earn the credits, its like u are buying that A1.. Just my personal point of view, no offence.. So eventually art was completed...

Then at 2pm had physics and i was feeling rather lethargic... I could feel my whole person spiritless.. I did last min revision till 1.45pm and entered the hall.. Before i enter i was already very cranky.. I was very tired, i told myself i cant slp! I washed my face and entered the hall.. Then started the paper and HAIS......... I found the paper real tough!! It was like i studied really alot for physics too but the moment i saw the paper, i whole mind like black out.. I was like thinking so hard! So so hard but i could not get the answer.. I can pass but its rather super low or even a just pass... It will pull down my chemistry grade :(
Now its the other way round, i dun feel confident in Phy but rather more in chemistry... But nvm, not really disheartened! Will do very well in last paper! So the lesson learnt : Have plentiful of rest before u take a paper, u need a clear mind to function..

Ystd had maths paper 2! The paper was tough but attemptable... I tried to attemp many many questions almost most of it but some i could not find the answer at all... Gt one like : m square - ? -1800 = 0.... Wah this one i think until siao!! I knew i was lacking of time then i quickly chiong.. Had to skip most of the question which i really could not do cause i wanted to complete my graph.. That i have confidence to score full marks.. But i lost about 10-15 marks for uncomplete questions... I did write something, hopefully can get pathetic method mark lorr! lols... I did a very funny thing... For a moment i forgot the formula for volume of cylinder and i went on to the next question... I went to do that question and i manage to get back the volume of the cylinder or rather pencill.. I was LOL at myself went i was doing the paper...

Anyway almost most of the paper completed!!! Wohoo.....! I m left with 4 papers.... Social studies, Mt and 2 science MCQ paper... And i will go crazy!!! lols... Today no paper but gd luck to all friends taking Bio and POA! Jia You!!

Experience of fainting is rather scary but to see someone going to faint is even more scary.. 2 days ago i went greenridge to eat with cliques while others were studying in school.. Then help sandy buy peanut waffle... After she ate the waffle a while, she started complaining of pain in the stomach... Then had night class then she didnt stay as was feeling unwell.. She and eewin left home, while others left to under ramp.. The next moment when i turned, i saw eewin holing sandy's hand... That girl nearly fainted.. Eewin shouted my name, then i rush over and that sandy was like somekind of drunken woman! Like half unstable! lols.. After a while she was alright... Lucky nth happen, but if anything happen then thank the peanut waffle, cause i poison it! lols... See i so kind hearted, help that sandy! lols... But if people not happy with me and end up beating her, seriously i wunt help!!! lols.. Cause she really must kena beaten... Very qian ta!

Anyway this links to one thing.. Differences! Seriously there is many differences between two parties.. U may hate the other party so much but ur care level will nvr drop.. But on the other hand, u hate the person so much but still u wunt care about her... Which category do u fell in?? I am the kind who will not talk to u, hate u to the core but still care is something i will never lack in.. I will find ways and means to enquire how u doing but you?? lols.... That the difference!

Okay its alreeady 5am.. I gtg slp.. I think i have to meet Jew!! Is it?? lols... I dunno sia.. For the past few days, i m like STM! Friends will call me in the middle of the night or even morning but the funny thing is that i dun evn rmb talking to them till the next morning i wake up and check my call log! LOLS! They will go like, "U say u wake up le!" Then i will be like "I didnt even talk to you lorr! How can i tell u i wake up??" That was what happened just now.. I slept around 10am as i wanted to wake up at night to study then jew called... She said something and i said something but what thing?? LOL!

Ok take care people and rest well... Dun be like that drunken girl! CHILL OUT PEOPLE! :)

Happiness lies for those who cry. Those who hurt , those who searched. And those who have tried , for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.

Monday, October 27, 2008 - 7:21 AM

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Just now reached home at 2am and till now i m yet to sleep and i dun feel tired at all.. I woke up ystd morning at 9am then till now no rest at all and i aint tired.. My batt like 75% left! lols...

I cover one chapter for phys and did one maths paper 2 and did art.. Happy! Accomplish so many things in such a chort period of time.. I chatted with some very not good friends like SANDY! on Msn just now then watch HOT SHOW ep14! lols... This time i faster then YT! Very nice to watch... U guys must watch!! Then Manage to complete one composition for art.. Later in the afternoon need to finish all the rest.. Tuesday deadline.. I have changed my final piece idea.. Instead of a heart being pierced, i will just draw a broken heart, the concept behind it will prove why i came out with such a actual piece.. I tried drawing the heart being pierced by diferent items but my mission keep fail!! Became very pek chek so changed idea and its also due to the lack of time.. The s***ing thing is that phys and art tgt! So have to like rush through bth...

Not forgetting to thank mr buffalo... LOLS! KSweeTeck! He really teach me alot... Not only me, others too... He isnt really as interesting as me when teaching but still he will make u think, thats his plus point!

Okay abt the papers which is completed... Geog i wont say tough, neither was it easy... Lucky i did study the correct things like wet rice and indicator... After attempting wet rice question, i go on to section B! It was either question 5-6.. I wanted do question 6 but the moment i saw the question on Desertification!! lols! I just dropped the idea immediately... None of us study deserts lorr, i mean my cliques.. So i did indicator and it was pretty common sense.. Sadly not enough time to complete so had to rush through my last sentences, so counted completed! lols...

Next is Maths P1! Ok this time the paper was compared to other years, more easier.. I wont say it is totally easy, that will prove my over-confidence... I will say its rather tricky... When SweeTeck did the paper, i was kinda glad, most of it was correct... Only a few careless mistakes! Sadly i did not have enough time to complete... I could not attempt the last question.. I had to stop at vectors... The second question.. Like so suay.... First time i could not finish paper, which means thumbs up! I gt really attempt the paper... lols!!

Lols... Why not share a joke and this time is sandy! It pays to be a good person.. This phrase is somewhat a proverb, not really sure.. But the meaning is, how nice u are also, people will nvr appreciate it... So that sandy read my blog and she asked me what/who i was referring.. Then the next moment she went like PAY?? I also went like PAY?? Then she was like, U pay who?? I was like Pay who sia?? I nvr pay anyone mahx.. Then i told her the meaning of the proverb and she thought i paid someone so that the someone will be good! I mean what the hell... LOLS! I hate the Sandy, She after o's dun wan rmb me le! U see she so bad.. So really if u guys not happy beat her!! lols...

Btw i have learned how to read french and Italian language! Isnt it great... lols... I find it very cool... And i found this even more cool...

Quand ce probleme stupide finira-t-il??? It means = When will this stupid problem finish??

Quand est-ce que je vous ai dit suis un chien??? It means = When I said you are a dog???

Je vous ai maintenant mordu au revoir... It means = I now bid yourself good-bye...

Still i aint saying anything... U said it first... Not surprise lorr...

Hahahas... How cool to learn this language! U guys must learn also... Its interesting....

Ok shall end here... Its already 8am! So fast... Have to catch some sleep then wake up to do art again le...

Till then.... Signing off!! TAKE CARE AND CHILL OUT!!

U aint being fair to me...
Dun u think so...

- 6:51 AM

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HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL THOSE CELEBRATING IT! :)

LOLS! One year like past so fast and this time the spirit of deepavali not here again.. O-level yet to finish and not in any mood to enjoy.. Last year did not celebrate as grandfather pass away and this yr not celebrating again as mum's aunty pass away ystd... Sadly every year during the festical season, someone seems to lost their life... This time it was a commit suicide.. And worst still the lady was paralysed.. Wild thoughts are running through my head.. How can a paralysed lady who moves around in wheelchair commit suicide?? But the poor lady was so sad that her beloved son passed away... She could not bare the lost of her son that made her health condition worsen.. But still everything is fated u see... Ok nvm, enough....

Today in the morning woke up and help old man which is so called my grandfather too, to do cooking.. There was really a feast but not really.. Ystd morning had to offer our prayers to the dead people like my bth grandfathers and one grandmother.. So was busy till evening..

To so-call join in the celebration, siblings and I went to Little india to join the countdown.. I wasnt really feeling well, so kinda missed out the fun.. Sis did the last min shooping and grabbed a few nice clothes for me.. The atmosphere was just felt with smoke.. Could hardly move lor... And the worst is you know who??? YOUNGSTERS!! OMG lorr... I was so fed up.. Almost everyone ther walk as though they own the road, thats not really bad.. But the worst is to witness numerous fights! Sis went to shop at expo while i and mum sat in car enjoy air-con.. Then we saw like different people doing different stunts.. There was one part when one group of teenagers ran.. They out of a sudden just run for their life, it was as though they were chased by dogs.. Then some run and next moment, they slept on the grass just to hide themself from prey.. Then nvm... After a few minutes the gang was reformed with all its members, then u know what happen?? FIGHT! Like WTH!! They started punching each other and next moment they took their girlfriend and walk faster... Like LOL lorr... Imagine u punching then next moment u just grab ur GF hand and walk! Then sis arrive and we wanted fetch bro at the other point.. When we made a U-turn, the traffic was conjested so had to wait a few minutes and guess what! FIGHT AGAIN! This time was a closer view.. Right beside my mum's car and best thing! I was at the passenger front seat! The whole gang walk and meet another gang.. There was this malay boy in the gang too.. He just asked "Now why???" In a very rude way, and a punch flew to his face! The next moment, he was lying flat on the ground, and then the other gang didnt stop, they continued kicking him! Like DOTS! Just for asking NOW WHY?? In a rude way... Almost all the teenagers were drunk lorr.. They just walked around witha plastic cup and a bottle of V.S.O.P! Gone case lorr....! Nowadays the indians just make me go like HAIS..... WHATEVER! Making themselves paiisehh only lorr.. Go there celebrate is a different thing, but gg there and creating problem! Like nothing better to do ??

Anyway wanna thanks everyone who wished me! Shockingly this time the sharp 12am first two people were Zhao Yang and Mr Shamsul... Okay just shout out thanks to Kang Jie, Li Ru, Jassvinny, Bernice, Prabu, Thiyagu, Suresh, Prakash, Kuen Yen, Jewellcy, Kai Ying, Lo Jin, Zhao Yue, Sandy and Annura! Thanks Guys!

Saturday, October 25, 2008 - 6:43 AM

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HAPPY B'dae MUMMY!!
25/10--------> My mum's birthday.. This time i m broke :( , so could not get her anything.. Last yr bought her too many things till this year no money buy.. lols.. But presents dun count! Its the... Yah! Sincerity! Thought i have been rebellious all this while, making her angry and so on, nvr had i reached an extent of shouting at her.. Arguements is to tighten the bond we share.. She has protected me for the past 17 yrs.. There's no one who can ever replace... Still she is the only one who knows me more then anyone out there! LOVE U MUMMMY!

Thursday, October 23, 2008 - 6:11 AM

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Okay this is crazy.. I m seriously mugging hard for geog!!! OMG OMG OMG!!

Lols... Jew kept me awake this 3am and KY kept me awake till 5am and now i m left to survive on my own.. lols.. Ok i revise geog and around 12.30am jew called and recap agriculture over the phone.. We covered evrything and is left with market gardening to be completed tmr tgt with map work.. I have completed almost everthing on agriculture.. Left with environmental a little.. My intention is to do development but erm... Had to say, sometimes it depend on question.. Re-capped with jew till 3am and she off to bed.. I started re-cap my development then move on to environment when ky kept me company on msn.. I took a short break and watched HOT SHOT EP13!! lols.... Nice nice... Kept me more awake lorr.. Then revise a while and now blogging.. I m gg to cover almost all by the next two hours before i off to fairy land.. lols...

Today went back to school... Was in lib, didnt had any paper.. Wish KL all the best for her A-maths paper... Then wa talking and talking and talking when we finally started geog.. I and Jew started giving lectures.. Sandy and LoJin find my lectures helpful.. When i talk and teach them, they find it easier to understand.. But by 6.05pm, i was half exhausted.. I started getting cranky.. lols.. But not bad, i still can tahan till so long!! lols...

I really pray later geog paper is like chicken feet.. I hope i have enough time and knowledge to complete the paper...

Later at gg sleep at 7am and wake up at 9pm or later.. Will be having lecture at lib on map reading.. Teacher : Mdm Howe.. If not Jew sweet heart or JYO JYO!! LOLS! U should try my lecture, like a train which has no form of directions... lols...

Then after geog will be starting maths staright away.. Somethingor either a subject i DIE DIE also cant fail, if fail poly will kick me like soccer ball! lols... Have improved my maths paused a while so scared.. Anyway can join in night class if have doubts.. Miss ang will be around.. I can help but of no much help.. hehe...

Today suppose to meet ms wee for art but end up no one went and end up she called everyone and end up, NO ONE ANSWER! lols lorr... Then i accidentally answer when she re-called.. She wants to see us tmr at 9am in school to collect the tag.. But man! JYO JYO will be tired and will a pig sleeping, do u think she care?? lols, obviously i do lah, but like 9am! Havent even wash my ass and u asking me to see u, ridiculous right?? lols..

Anyway do u agree that it pays to be a good person?? Is that how u phrase it?? I mean how much good i do to some people i am just equal to a DOG! When i do it out of care and concern, it was taken as misunderstanding?? I mean, if u didnt even liked my good luck msg then why even bother to reply.. U trying to satisfy me?? Or are u lying to yourself?? When i shared this with friend K! She was like, why would one be unhappy to receive this kind of massages?? I was just wishing u but again wait, u took it as though i threw some kind of bomb to you... Change?? I never changed?? Obviously there is nothing for me to change... Hahahah.. I aint bother lorr... Just take it as wrong msg lorr...

Ok people, jyo jyo batt is 45% left only, i better use for much better things.. Till then, signing off!

TAKE CARE and someone! Can u just beat SANDY! lols!

Its true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it. But it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008 - 10:09 AM

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Down with 2 papers! And WOW! For the very first time i felt that chem paper was OKAY... Seriously i m contented with my work... I was seriously panicking outside the hall... I was making everyone nervous, i was like gg OMG OMG OMG OMG!! Then they started gg like, OI Shut up lah!! lols.. But my anxiety level really hit the north man.. I couls not tahan.. So when the person make the announcement that we can enter the hall.. I nearly cried.. Seriously it sounds a little exxagerating but its the fact.. When eewin see me, she knew i nearly tear out sia..When i was sitting infront the paper, the only thing i did was to pray hard that the content inside is something i really noe.. And when i open the paper... The first paper only manage to get two correct.. I kept doing and doing, i did not stop.. The next moment the person was like, 15 mins left! I was like WTH!! So fast?? So in total the chem paper was okay but tricky! I lose marks as i could not finish section B the four marks question! SH**! But nvm,i sure can pass the paper, but to score is a question mark :(

Ystd was english paper and again OMG OMG OMG! I rmb all the high value words and phrases! But when i go in the hall , all trhe words like run out i think nervous again.. I seriously thought i would not have enough time to complete, so i fater thought of a topic and did... I did question 3 = Laughing in an inappropriate time.. Lols... I wrote my essay and laugh myself sia... Lucky did not distract anyone... Then for situational writing i wrote a trip to ALOHA CHANGI! HAHAH... I really read the question well, it was suppose to be a 1 DAY trip only.. Yt wrote 3 days and 2 nights chalet.. Then she notice she wrote wrongly and re-write a trip to BUKIT TIMAH NATURE RESERVE!! lols... No offence arhh.... But that was last min idea, at least she notice her mistakes... I did not manage to finish.. When the person say 15 mins left, i was still at the situational writing half way point.. So i rush, did not manage to use much high value words.. But manage to finish just in time, when he say keep ur pen down, i just SIGN OFF! lols.. So correct timing..

Okay for paper 2.. SHIT! The paper was okay, can do de and i manage to complete most of the questions without any blanks and manage to really answer and u know what! I did a silly mistake! Really silly! I forget to leave 3 lines after every answer! SHIT MAN! When Yt some out of the ahll she was crying and i was like ?? She did not finish?? She could not do?? But to know she didnt leave 3 lines after every answer! I also did that silly mistake but Mr. Wee say depends on examiner if he good mood or not.. I should have stapled a $50 on the paper so can spice up his mood! lols.. Like REAL!

Ok for now have to mug real hard for GEOG,PHY and maths AND ART! I have this 4 to rush in just a few more days.. What sucks the most is PHY and ART on the same day! Darm pek chek sia! WTH lorr.. I need do art and study phy.. Hais... Too bad just my luck...

Ok gtg school now and look for Mdm howe for geog... LOLS! Its already 10am... I m surely gg get scolded by rest..

Haha.. Still no changes..

Not surprise...

It was a wrong number indeed..
But why bother to reply?
Why sounded like u care when u don't?
U should have just delete the msg...
It still links back to one thing...

No changes...

All the best for the following paper... GOOD LUCK!

Sunday, October 19, 2008 - 10:24 PM

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WOW! Yah, its just hours away from my very first actual o-level paper.. I mean practical is a stepping stone.. Now finally reach the stage most ppl awaited.. Some yes, some no.. WOAH!! Butterflies in the stomach now already man! Its somemore my worst subject! One which i nvr have confidence in... But this time nothing is gg to stop me, i m gg to give my best..

Have been mugging real hard for the past few days.. Friday went back to school.. Meet with usual gang and studied chem till night class... Then went for dinner with YT at greenridge..And the timr was nearly 10pm and all the stores were closed and i was super hungry... End up we bought instant noodle and sat under block and ate...

Ystd went back to school in the morn with YT, cherin, lo jin and shi yu.. Suppose to be with jew and gang.. They end up sleeping as they ton the night before.. Took practice paper from mdm yeo and did.. Soon Yt and cherin left to plaza meet KL! I lojin and shi yu started testing each and other.. I was too worn out that my answer were all out of questions.. lols!! Shi Yu knows what i meant.. Left home at 6pm and left to plaza at 7pm.. Meet up with YT cherin n KL to study.. Soon Sandy joined us at lib.. Soon she left to mac and meet JEW... Then after awhile dine in at naked fish with maia... Then was getting late and lib closed.. Bid farewell to sandy and jew.. Went to play catching for awhile at playground then went to 406 meet Ky and Shi Yu.. Studied awhile and did a few recap with them before gg home...

Today was woken up by KL! Was darm tired and she call me up.. At 2pm meet her and YT at plaza lib and studied... Around 5 plus dine in to naked fish again.. Some misunderstanding and SRY GIRL! Then left home as lib was gg to close.. Took bus back with yt..

Have to thank YT loads as she is really helping me with chem loads and loads.. When she test me, its kinda scary that till now i cant get some concept correct.. The prob with me is that i cant rmb things.. I hate REMEMBERING! Hais but no choice..

Anyway will be tonning tonight.. Anyone who needs help can find me.. lols...! I will try my best to help arh... Not only that, if i cant help then tmr morn at 9am will be in school with YT and chem god.. They can help u too..

My effort wunt go into waste, so is YOURS!

Just wanna wish everyone good luck and all the best.. Hope u all are prepared!! Give ur best and achieve what u want to... Rest well too...

Dun u think its a waste?

Now that i can, but u aint around..

Regrets?? Is that how u feel??

NOT HAPPY??? C'mon BEAT SANDY LAH!! :)

LOVES u all.. Take care and CHILL OUT!

Friday, October 17, 2008 - 8:48 AM

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HAHAHAHAH!!! Anyone not happy with me?? lols... Can... U not happy with me right?? BEAT SANDY LORR!!

YEAH YEAH !! Down with practical paper... Physics was easy and this time chem was easier.. When checked with teachers, i had some things correct but sadly i wrote oxygen not present! I mean yahh its stupid! When they ask u to check for relight glowing splint, obviously oxygen should be present but i thought it was a trick question.. So i kept trying but my glowing splint did not relight at all and i happily wrote oxygen NOT present.. I surely can pass bth practical de.. But chem not as good as physics.. At least all the effort put in to memorise the colour or powder,crystals and solution was not of waste... Seriously some clumspy stunts by Jewellcy in the lab made me go LOL! She really cute can.. Physics was kinda complicated when u read at the first go and i think that girl nvr read properly.. The next moment i just start doing my experiment, upon completing my graph, i turned at look at her i was was like ?????! WTH! Instead of clamping the cork, she went to clamp the ruler... LOLS!! I manage to got her attention and point her mistake to her... Second stunt from her was: CHEM! lols.. We were suppose to heat salt T in gentle flame first till it melts then bring to strong flame.. She straight away brought it to strong flame and it went like POP!! Super loud and i was shocked! It was like some kind of disaster in her test-tube... lols.. But this clumspy stunts made me relax.. lols...

3 more days to the paper i know i have to do well in.. Chemistry.. I have took a break from maths after friends started scolding me for keep doing maths and not others.. Chem will be completing it by today.. Thats my aim.. Clear all doubts with Chem god!! LOLS! Farhan i mean and clear with mdm M at night class toady..

I thought what sandy said was true.. It seems that everyone in my class are focusing in maths, science, art and no one in focusing on ENGLISH! TRUE! Everyone seems so occupied with other subject and what if the pass all with distinctions and fail english?? OMG!! Touch wood k.. So guys plan ur time well..

After today and tmr, i will most probably be prepared for chem.. Then start english and geo recap... Hopefully all goes well! May god bless me :)

Oh yah how i can i forget the guy who planned his colourful future.. LOLS! Thinking of having 7 wives and 14 kids which can therefore form a soccer team.. LOLS! And SANDY proposed to him!! LOLS!! On the spot knowing how much he can earn in the future.. Great planing but some really impossible lahh oi! How can u have home which is all so high tech.. U invent then say.. 15/10, sandy dont forget that day!!!

Ok gtg to school and ask chem god teach me... lols.. TAKE CARE AND GOOD LUCK PEOPLE!

Monday, October 13, 2008 - 9:47 AM

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WOW! I did wat u wanted to do thru out the whole night le.. Freaking happy.. I started from 2 first hand study ystd afternoon.. And guess what!! I have done 12 more which adds up to 14 first hand study! Which means can do double sided and sure gt some extra!! Not only that my aim was to finish first hand study only but i have started my development le...!! YEAH YEAH!! Have drawn 7 pictures for development nearly 1 page but minus 2 cause its kinda sucks.. Left 5 for 1 page.. Can focus on practical and take a short break from ART!

If u go like WTH! or WTF! Or why so fast!! Then good it means u are being pressurised by me, so faster CHIONG ARH!!!

Now i m feeling rather lethargic.. lols.. Have to get ready and go for maths le.. GTG!

- 4:09 AM

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WOW! YEAH!! Okay firstly, i almost complete my first hand studies on art.. YEAH! CONGRATS JYO JYO! I have done 9 drawings already.. 2 colour, 2 charcoal and 5 black and white.. LOLS! Okay its fast and i think its time saving to colour as it only require black and white mostly... I started from 2 and have reached 9... Okay when u know i have been so fast, are u pressurise?? lols, then good! Time is running out..

This time paper 2 competition very high i can say.. Most of us already have competitor.. First group : The J's... Jyothi and Jason.. Bth doing tattoo... Second Group : The spider womans! Yanteng and Lo Jin! The final group and the most competitive group! The hollow group! JEWELLCY AND KAMALIAH! lols.. I say until like some kind of match sia.. Seriously i feel the other two groups more competitive compared to mine.. I aint a person who can draw well, neither jason.. lols, sorry for that boy! Lo jin and YT also kinda tough.. One gt quality and the other has quantity.. The last group... Needless to say.. Bth great artist.. Bth have the quality and quantity.. Like very scary lorr.. If i know i competiting with either one of them, i will surely change my topic lorr..

Okay saying abt changing of topic.. Was chatting with KAIYING a few mins ago and she shared a joke with me... lols.. So it went like this...

KaiYing [KY]: Do u know anyone doing the same topic as me??
ME: No, i dun think so.. Even if anyone doing u break their fingers..

[I said break the finger cause the person cant do already and u know what that girl reply me!!]

KY: Yahh, must warn them... Must break their toes too...!!

[?? lols!! Why break the toes sia?? LMAO!]

Me: LOLS!! Why break the toes sia??
KY: So that they wunt draw leaf!
Me: LOLS! But i say break their finger as they use their hand draw... Why break the toes?? They use their toes to draw mehx??
KY: u wunt know mahx!! Paralyze people use toes draw mahx??

[LOLS!! Was she trying to mean our class people were paralyzed!!]

Me: So u mean u are paralyzed??
KY: No laaaa...

Okay that was the joke that was keeping me kinda awake.. The way she say until so funny lorr... I say break fingers, she add even more toes.. So that when u paralyzed, u can nvr draw her leaf!! lols... Warning people... Beware of the girl in pink!!!
Also beware of the one in black.. They good friends... The black one will end up cutting ur hair!![SWEET HEART!] LOLS!!

WTH!! I was really LMAO lorr... Thanks to that girl...

Practical is just 3 days away... I m prepared for physics but CHEM! OMG again.. I m trying my best to rmb all the colour for powder, solution and solid.. Hopefully it will help.. And 1 week away from first paper and yet again CHEM! I m doing ten yr series, hopefully it helps.. Have been really practising bth my chem and maths... Die die cannot fail my maths and Good news! Mdm C said i have improved alot.. I have almost completed all the maths worksheet she gave.. Gonna start my physics tmr.. With the help of ST and JEW! And Combine humanities too.. Must really chiong all the way.. Running is no longer useful.. I gotta sprint! And lets ADD OIL [JIA YOU] tgt... Really feeling the pressure when u know time is sooooo short and u have to catch up more.. I envy those who brain inside is all substance.. Man!! I WAN IT TOO!!

Okay anyway dun too stress also arh.. Must rest more.. Good luck guys for the practical.. Try ur best nvr leave any blanks... lols!! If u did the test and u know a gas called hydrogen is present, u know what u should do?? u should go loudly "POP"! This was another joke my classmate shared! He was like.. "During the practical and if i know hydrogen is present, i will go like POP loudly! Then others will know hydrogen is present and they also will go POP! After a few seconds u can hear the whole room is POP POP POP by humans and nt the experiment!! Crazy sia... lols!!!

Okay enough that joker [KY] cant wait already...

TAKE CARE AND CHILL OUT!!! LOVES :)

Saturday, October 11, 2008 - 9:20 PM

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STRESSED!!!

Art paper 2 question taken and this time the questions are really challenging!

After much cracking of brain, decided to do body art and main focus on tattoo.. Ok it goes under the topic, Embellishment! Okay at first it was very pressurising! Many did the same topic TATTOO! And compeetition was very high.. Especially Sandy! She initally wanted to do tattoo too.. I was like OMG! Sure cannot make it de.. But she eventually changed to frog :) So left i and jason on tattoo... So must really JIA YOU! Obviously its gonna take up all my time but time planning that what i have in handy.. I m gg to plan my time so i can like what eewin say " KILL TWO BIRD WITH ONE STONE!"

Disappointments?? I really dono what to say but whose fault? Mine, Urs?? BTH? But i aint gg to bother abt this now...

JIA YOU PEOPLE!! Take Care!

Thursday, October 9, 2008 - 9:19 PM

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To that Wimp, BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME YEA.
See Ya!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008 - 10:16 AM

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Reminder to all 5N3 art students... Today meet at 1pm in art room to collect our paper 2... GOOD LUCK!

Time to kinda suffer again... Lucky paper 2 work is lesser.. 5 drawing blocks... But the topic... Hopefully its something easy to think...

TIME! Is not on my side!

Monday, October 6, 2008 - 6:57 AM

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School has offically closed for all o-level students... Its something like self study week from today onwards... Going to mug real hard for the next few days... Just 10 days away from practical.. Will be gg to school almost everyday.. If u guys wanna join me, just drop me a call or u can find me in school's library.. Will confirm be there de...

Its our last stage.. RUN MAN! Really jiayou, never let any other things distract euu... Ok this will be my last post till o's end...

Till then, JIAYOU! TAKE CARE AND LOVES!

Sunday, October 5, 2008 - 1:43 AM

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Okay guys back with quite a number of updates.. 2 super long ones... Do read them if u have the time...Total of 4 post including this..

O-level just round the corner.. Lets pull our socks higher!!

GOOD LUCK TO ALL TAKING THEIR O-LEVELS!!

MUGGING REAL HARD....

THYMES do they really help?? Curiousity kills the cat...

Take care and CHILL OUT GUYS!

- 1:16 AM

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WOW!! Finally Spice in my blog.. Currently tagboard kinda dead, KAI gave life to it..

Kai whoever u are.. If u are her friend or if u are her itself great! Man!

I m heartless... What a joke?? If i was heartless i wont even be alive dumb! And i like ur friend?? Holy S***! Ur english is freaking out of shape.. Can u like even form a proper sentence?? I doubt so..Why would i even like ur friend or make it sound more correct, WHY WOULD I EVEN BE LIKE UR FRIEND! I m happy to be myself, I need not make u satisfied anyway! SAY!!! Say what?? Say u freaking asshole dun have a life.. Oops.... dun even seem to have the brains!!! And if u are thinking of FCUKING ME! MAN! I aint no time with u dog! Maybe u should do it with ur FRIEND! Why are u so bothered abt the hamster?? Its me and her, not u! Or are u her?? So what if i gave it away?? U have some prob with it?? I have no rights!? WTH, Can i ask, u using butt to think?? So if u grow up and get married, i expect u to tell ur mum and dad, u are no longer theirs!! Cause u are mariried to somone else!! Logical ma?? So what if i m ARROGANT! U have a problem with that?? So are u just jealous that u are some chicken which has no guts?? lols.. Its obvious lah!! Hiding behind the com and acting big!! Common for almost all chickens likes YOU! I never asked for ur comment if i was a BAD PERSON! Are again are u jealous?? U are too GOOD TO be GOOD?? That u must sit behind the com and do stupid things?? How u know i m lying?? OMG!! WHAT A STUPUID acting PRO HERE! In the first place why are u or they feeling guilty?? U were the one who killed the hamster or did i even give u the hamster for u to be guilty of?? U making me ROFL! What a JOKE LORR! U cannot tahan me??? lols!! U know the definition for TAHAN!? Okay even if u cannot tahan me, why are u even bothering me?? HAHA!! No logic yet again! How u know i always gt problem one?? Anyway, english still sucks! Seem to know me quite well sia.. So can tell me, monday will i have problem?? SERIOUS!! I m a friend u can do without?? WOW GREAT!!! I didnt even label u as my friend, why did u even bother to label me! Thats ur point of view.. Many other people cant move on without me.. Kinda sad to find out that but u ......
OI IDIOT! Dun think i m kidding with u.. Get ur freaking facts right before u even start barking.. Even if u are her or her friend, If u aint intrested, then dun bother! Why are u even bothered?? If u really have the guts put ur chicken name out ther.. But u will never! I can eaily trace u down, but wait... U aint worth my time.. Brush up on ur english and have the guts to start something stupid.. Not be a chicken and do something which indeed is silly... Common quote: GET A LIFE!!!

- 12:43 AM

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Okay hi people.. Back with updates once again..This post is purely a story abt some lessons i have learned.. U can choose not to read this post if u not intrested.. Scroll down for other updates... Okay so let me begin my story time.. I m gg to blog about somethings which happened recently.. Yahh, true... Its friends again.. Dun u guys think i m having so much of problems with friends or no maybe it should be FRIEND??

Firstly she has been my friend since primary school.. We landed in same sec sch and now its abt her.. Her name is, sorry to protect her identity, so i aint saying but many should have know.. It starts with a YOU and not forgetting a D at the back..
She has been a good friend?? Wait.. A question to think twice before i ans.. Not all the time, neither is it most of the time... Okay let me get straight to the point....

17/07... A day to rmb... It was her b'dae.. So its like during that period of time i was already not in gd terms with her..We always end up quarreling and i m the one who gives in most of the time.. [Think before u react] So nvm, i was still having faith in making our friendship better.. So being her birthday i gt her a cute hamster.. I spend nearly $60 on it.. [Money is not important to me].. So it was like, i delievered it to her house.. That was my first time ever giving a friend a pet as a birthday gift.. Why i gave her a hamster?? She loved hamster and she knew very well how to take care of it... Nearly a month passed and it seems that the hamster was injured and I WAS INFORMED by her... So we were discussing if to bring it to the VET.. After much rumination we dropped the idea.. I went over to her house twice or thrice to look at it.. It was running happily and was prefectly fine.. My mind was at ease... After a few days.. I and her quarrelled again.. This time my fault?? Half half i would say.. [But i had my points for doing what i did] So things weren't very good between both parties.. I tried giving in but was of not much use.. After a while we were OKAY! When it was my birthday, we quarrel.. She started giving me attitude.. And best thing was on my b'dae, she was not giving me face. [Think again did u?] Soon things didnt get any better, but she started typing out at her blog abt me using harsh words.. [Didnt u?] I tried giving in once again.. I smsed her once again out of concern.. And this time, she replied me in a very fustrated way.. When i asked "How are euu?" I received reply like " Why u still care for me when u said u dun wan care???" So i started getting angry and yahh i started not to bother abt her.. U know why?? Cause its when i care too much and its taken for granted.. [Dun u think so?] Days passed.. We see each other in school daily but we were invisible to each other.. Since i haven been really turning up for school often for the last two weeks, i was really updated abt her.. I would just drop smses to others and know how she was doing.. Then last week was the best part... My ring was returned to me.. It was with her but it was not suppose to be with her.. I dunno why it landed with her, so she passed it to my friend and i gt it back.. So yahh kinda missed my ring too.. Anyway the next day, i was late for school.. And i received a msg for my gd friend KL! KL sms me telling me that SHE [YOU] wanted me to take back my basketball which was at her house, if not she was going to throw it away.. Being in the morning and i was late for school, i replied in a more harsh way.. I told her to throw my basketball away tgt with the hamster.. [U must be thinking why i asked u throw the hamster, read on]... I had a bad feeling something happened to the hamster as she did not mentioned abt it at all.. And guess what reply i received from KL? "The hamster die already!" I was stunted for that moment.. I was like WHAT? Yahh and i was not wrong, indeed something did happen to the hamster.. It was dead.. Reason was not said... When it died was not even said.. I receive no reply from friends when i asked them.. So the next day i decided to sms her and like expected, NO REPLY.. Then went online, i asked and expected, NO REPLY.. And to find out the cause of the death and when it died, i called her mum.. And her mum said, the hamster was running and out of a sudden it died.. And it passed away on 11th sep?? I dunno... I was informed only on 16th sep! Which was like 5 days after it passed away.. I mean when the hamster was injured, She informed me.. But when its gone she didnt.. She didnt even blogged abt it.. I wasnt accusing her of not taking care but she infer too much that i did accuse her [Didnt you?].. Seriously i dunno what to do already.. I loved the hamster alot and i gave it to her knowing she would look after it.. And the reason for its death is because it commited suicide.. That was what i know when i read her blog.. I mean was it like difficult to send me a sms telling its dead?? I would have cum and take it.. I have never thrown dead pets away.. NEVER! I wanted to bury the hamster too but u know what?? Was a little too late.. No it was very very late... It was thrown away.. Where is it now? Thrown..

Now i aint saying everything is your fault but u are.. U are blaming everything to me.. I knew our friendship was never stable and it was sucks! But i mean this is gotta deal with a life... I know its not a human but it still have something called LIFE in it.. If u didnt wanted it, u should have give me back... U didnt even had feelings towards it... I mean even when it was dead, u did not even shed a tear, u did not have any feelings to it.. From here can i say u are heartless?? Can i say u are evil?? I dunno lei.. U wanted to know why i started provoking euu?? It was the anger in me! Seriously anger was all i felt towards you... I hated u the moment i knew the hamster was dead and u did not inform me.. Seriously i was.. Hey c'mon let's be frank here... Anyone who is reading this post, if it was u in my situation wont u feel hatred?? Anger??

I didnt ask Ms ST to apporoach u at all.. But when she did approach u and talk to u, for that few mins standing there, u know what i feel?? U never changed... Seriously u didnt.. U were taking back all the things u were angry abt me and say back.. But i wasnt like u.. When i talked to Ms ST i was not telling her how much i hate u but i was telling her how sad i was to the death of the hamster.. From this, u can see how different we are?? U will never know.. Cause everything JYOTHI does is never good, was never good and will never be good.. Whatever i did was something evil, something cruel to you.. U didnt think how much i was willing to do it..

I aint typing this out to gain sympathy from euu or show u how i treated u.. I just wan others to imagine being like me, how will they feel.. I can gurantee you, that after reading this post, u still will never realise how much i loved the hamster.. U will just feel more anger towards me.. I aint surprise lahh.. I know u too well already...

So now i m saying to all readers.. Its not wrong to have friends, BUT dun be too nice to a friend! Cause u will end up getting hurt over,over and YES! Before u know again the blow will arrive...

Now to think abt it... I aint gg to think already.. Its blocked.. Cause its when i m tired trying to prefect things... I totally agree with what Ms ST said, "A person will nvr treasure u when u with them, they will only realise and start thinking when the person leaves." Now when i m always giving in, u take advantage.. One day it will become too late till u know, how much u tried will nvr help...

To say truthfully, i prefer now.. When we hardly see each other, dun even talk a single word.. Dun u think u have less headache?? Cause whenever i start to talk there will be fights.. Whenever u are down and when i tried consoling u, i was a fool! I tried my best to console u but instead of even getting a thanks, what i received from u was " U will make things worse." U didnt even think abt how much i tried but instead u were saying how lousy i was.. If me admitting in the hospital and not telling u was a big issuse, what abt u nt even informing me the hamster was dead?? Can i make a big fuss out of it?? Hais.. U know what, seriously i m at the verge.. U told me to have a pause now... GOOD! And u know what i dun think the play button will ever function in the future.. Cause its when u make i realise all i did this while was useless... Regretting?? Seriously i m regretting...

U never took the good times we had tgt but u keep taking the bad things i did... U never thought how much we laughed and go crazy.. But instead u took the scolding more seriously.. U never taught of how much i help u when u were in deep soup.. U never thought of how i fight back for euu when everyon was against u but instead u took JYOTHI AS BAD PERSON.. Seriously u know what i wanna say.... THX! I have been a fool...

U never knew how much i was in love with it...