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Sunday, November 30, 2008 - 12:05 AM

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26/11/2008... Took a break from work and went east coast with sweetheart, lion and Xueyi.. Oh yah, not forgetting the lib students and teachers.. Really fun day out... Meet in school in the morn, Sandy and xue yi had attire problem.. Went to xueyi house get another top for Sandy and that xue yi! lols... Dun wan say her... Ask her go home change top but she end up gg back to school with the same top! WTH!

Went to east coast.. Jew and Xueyi rent roller blades while sandy and I rented the bikes... That xueyi put on her safety gears and blade not more then 5 mins give up! WTH! Seriously she......... Keep screaming and grip my hand so tight until my fingers nearly break! Not so exxagerating lahh! JKJK! She was frightened... Lols.. End up she changed with lion! Jew was really determined to learn how to roller blade! Great determination and hats off!

I also learned to roller blade! I m a NOOB lorr! WTH! My legs are moving but i aint moving! lols... Xueyi knows what i mean.. She said: "From side view very funny! It looks like u dancing in disco!" Something like that.. Really LOLS! But fun fun.. Lucky i nvr fall until so jialet.. Lucky i not so suay like LION to land on her butt and open flower! lols...

Jew was funny! I was cycling while sandy was blading.. We were the first front pair.. Jew was blading and Xueyi was cycling and they were the second pair at the back.. So i and sandy slowed down and wanted them to catch up.. Soon we ended up stopping.. When i turn around to look how far behind they were, i started laughing! Jew was in the bushes!! lols! Wth.. She blade till she lost her sense of direction! lols.. Funny lorr.. But envy the lion and Jew... But no worries! I did pick up the skill too! I even more skillful horr! I can dance disco on blades! I mean HEY! =)

Manage to grab a TWIN bkie and went cycling with Sandy! She wanted to try and eventually she tried.. Making her panic was the only thing i loved to do! Her only rection will be: " F--- lah! LOOK IN FRONT LAH!" If not she will go like: " Oiiiiiii!!" Lols... But nice and long ride..

Really enjoyed my day out.. Went back to school played a round of pool and disturbing xueyi was all i did before gg back home... I wan another outing like this!




Saturday, November 29, 2008 - 11:44 PM

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25/11/2008! Special day for my fishball queen! lols... Its YANTENG's b'day.. I mean i aint interested anyway! lols :D Had plans but sadly many two didnt turn out well.. End up celebrated bealted b'dae with her.. lols...

On the 24th midnight i wanted to give her a surprise.. And guess wat?? I could nt find a cake! I went to star bucks at 11.30pm but to no avail.. Called lion and asked for suggestion but no no... So on the 25th was prepared with cake and everything.. Wanted to give her a surprise before midnight and mission failed again! She went for 5n2 chalet and overnight there! So plan failed.. End up had to celebrate with her on the 26th night.. I and KY gave her a mini surprise.. Hopefully she liked it! lols...

Anyway all my best wishes to you... May all ur dreams and wishes cum true.. God bless! LOVE YOU! :)




Sunday, November 23, 2008 - 8:45 PM

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Saturday i visited Alexandra hospital again.. A place i dislike to go to..This year is like the only year i keep visiting the hospital... Not to visit others but for myself..

Okay i have been feeling this pain in my stomach?? Chest?? Something like that lahh... At first it was nth.. I mean nt very painful but the pain gt to the extreme ystd! It was horrible... In the morn when i ate breakfast, i vomitted out everything i ate.. I mean it was digusting.. The feeling in me was killing! But still i went for work... I could not eat anything.. I had alot of difficulties breathing.. Whenever i breathe, all i felt was pain.. So sis brought me to AH to see doctor..

Then i was like waiting for 152552461 years before i gt to see the doctor.. Went thru this ECG?? If i nt wrong.... When thru the scan to see if my heart beat was normal.. Then yahh thank god, it was! Then had to do x-ray to see if anything was growing in my chest which is preventing me from breathing but lucky NO! The x-ray was clear...

The thing i was suffering from is called GASTRIC HEARTBURN! Okay when i first heard it, i was like ??? What the hell is that? Gastric link to heart and my heart is burnt?? The doctor told me that he cant really say the cause... I mean there is no fixed cause... But no its not heart burn or whatever.. Its also known as Gastric Reflux... All sound so complicated... Its nt to do with the heart but gt to do with my esophagus.. For some people the oesophagus, the food tube is strong, for some its weaker.. For me its weaker.. So its when the food tube is literally burnt by the acids release in my stomach causing me to have a burning sensation internally...

So yahh.. No worries.. I m fine :) If its serious anot?? No i doubt it is... So i just have to take medication!





- 8:18 PM

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What a week! Phew... Yeah and i m back again... So how are u guys doing?? Great i hope...

Okay my job firstly is indeed tiring but yah its not really very bad... And for the past one week i have been late almost everyday except first day! lols.. Terrible me! Luckily i arrive before the boss.. Okay i haven really started the typing part yet.. I m now doing the accounts.. I find POA also kinda interesting.. I nvr took in sec school but when i go to work, i m kinda learning little little basic?? And yahh mostly accounts.. Its really tiring for my hands.. I m writing accounts for 2 companies and for 12months! I wrote pages and pages n pages! One page gt 35rows and 5 columns! One mth i have to write abt 3 pages.... Imagine for 12 mths! Goodness me! lols... Seriously i m lucky to have a very nice boss.. She buys me dinner when i work till late.. The other day when i didn't go lunch, she bought me lunch.. She even give me a big packet of chocolate! I mean hey i m lucky she is so nice! But when cums to work, she can be very fierce but i m haven gotten scolded before and i dun wish to either...

During my free time, i will teach her P5 son, next year P6.. I teach him English and maths, no to science! Its Bio and i know nth except for phy.. And seriously primary school work is getting super tough! WTH can... English itself they have the high value words i nvr heard before sia!!! Its kinda scary when the boy is taught by his mother... His mother which is my boss, will really shout at him! She will go like

Mother: What is this ans??? So simple also dunno!!
Boy will just keep quite...Its either he dunno, if nt he is thinking..
Mother: U are no ordinary stupid u know! U are EXTREMELY STUPID!


What the... For a moment i was thinking what the mother wanted to scold.. When she scolded him in such a way... I was speechless... On one hand i wanted to burst out in laughter but on the other hand i was feeling so ke lian for the small boy.. But he didn't bother what the mother said, he was still fidgeting.. lols!

So fast the days past.... Friday after work was kinda early, so went for a jog the same long long route... Was kinda drenched but still meet with Matin and play basket ball with him.. Good game.. Came back, bathe and bomb! On bed already as i had to work the next day...

Saturday back to work again...Half day work...

Today went to play basketball with Matin, Fatin and Farhan... That Fatin is really LOL! She can really laugh sia, not only can she laugh! She make people laugh also! Played females against male matches.. Sadly the males so weak.. Then Me and BF played against the siblings! Me and BF won!! lols... Like real sia.....

Anyway 25th will be Yanteng's b'dae! But sadly i cant celebrate with her this time... I have to work.. I know take off right?? But i cant.. As i m taking off on the 26th already.. For cycling with cliques... And even tmr i m taking half day.. Sorry girl... But like u said, present!! U will get it when u meet me okay... Dun disappointed! :)

Taggs replied here...
Saras: haha... Can see...

Tiger: Okay thanks...

YanTeng: I sleep early also overslept sia.. I think because u nvr call me and wake me up lorr!! lols.. Miss me right?? I know... But i didnt miss u!! lols.. Next time must sleep me to slp okay! lols.. TC!

Panda: Wazzup?? Ceiling!! lols.. Tc :)

KaiYing: I blog about u does not mean i miss u horr.. Dun BHB lahh.. Like sandy say, so sua gu!! Gt Internet then so happy! lols... Taiwan as small as ur ear lorr!! WTH!! Tc lahh :P

Sandy: Can see lahh... She hais.. Dun say only lahh! lols.. ROAR!!!!!

HUH?: haha.. U can be handicap, ugly, stupid, pretty, clever and normal human to love god... There is no such rule that u must be a female or a male.. And please dun cum here and tell me your name! lols... So how well do u know me?? U know i love myself more?? Indeed i love myself more but... Wait!! Why should i even bother to explain to the BRAINLESS YOU! lols... Tc yahh! :)





Tuesday, November 18, 2008 - 9:55 AM

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Okay hi people...

I m back once again...I know u guys are missing me right?? lols... Me too :)

Anyway Sunday was sleeping day!! YEAH! The only thing i did was to sleep... lols... I slept as though i haven slept for donkey years sia...lols.. Suppose to go jogging but end up no one was free then i went back to slp... Then around 7plus xue yi called me to meet her for a jog but sry i was already sleeping and too lazy to pull myself off bed sia.. Then nvm, i wanted to play bb and i didn't have any ball to play with.. So i was smsing Matin and that guy was having chalet and was not back yet.. Then nvm...

While sms-ing him i was already half asleep.. Then i waited for his reply i was like " What is taking him so long?" The next moment when i see my hp there was an overseas call! I reach for the answer button but it went to miss call! What the... I didn't notice my hp was in total silent... It was KaiYing who called me... Sadly i could nt answer the call but she smsed me saying she would call me around midnight.. So i waited and waited.. Sky almost drop still no call.. lols.. Finally one msg received saying she would call me the next day.. So ystd she eventually called me! lols... So love her, called me 3days in a row.. And the timing she called ystd was so correct.. I just left my work place and my hp vibrated, so i thought it was some kind of msg.. So i didnt reach out for it but it keep vibrating... So i reached to to see and it was her! lols.. Manage to crap with her for a few mins but nt much as her card no more money and her time limit left very little.. Can see she is enjoying herself there.. It seems that its very cold and yahh, she cracked another joke with me!

Me: So how's everything there?
KY: Ok lorr, quite enjoy.. Here very cold... Even colder than library!!


What the.... Obviously it should be colder than school library mahx!

Okay anyway i have started working... Still in admin line.. Seriously work starts freaking early! 8am in the morning, i haven even open my eyes and i have to be at work place.. But yahh, the feeling of school days is back again.. Waking up early in the morning and getting ready for work..

Seriously i m lack of slp.. Despite sleeping for donkey years on Sunday, i haven been having enough sleep for the past few days.. I have been very used to sleeping the morning wee hours.. So its like now that i m working, i have to sleep really early.. Last night i could not slp.. Was sms-ing friends till 2am and i slept around 3am... And today morning i forced myself off bed just to go to work.. And guess what!! Now that i m at the work place, the boss has not arrived! The staff has not arrived... I dunno what to do, so yahh i m blogging!!

Sorry friends, now that i m working hardly will i have time to go back school and play... But yahh looking forward to the cycling trip! No worries, we still can meet up for dinner and more.. Rmb just a call away...! =)

Till then..........JYO JYO! Take care! Loves and misses!


Its when happiness feels the heart...
Its when u forget urself and just fly off to somewhere u always wanted to be in...
I sense love in the air..




Sunday, November 16, 2008 - 2:03 AM

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Wow and YEAH I'm back once again..

Ok past few days have been like sweating myself out and yah even pampering myself with food yah! lols...

KAIYING is so missed! It seems like she leave for Taiwan for 10000025205501505 years like that lorr... lols.. But today she called me! lols... She called me at 1pm but hp off then she called me just now at about 10.37pm.. haha... Manage to crap with her for only 3 mins =( She is doing well.. Can see she miss me! lols.. Many are missing her presence... Usually this timing i will be crapping with her over the phone, msn and smses! She will always like crack stupid jokes n make me LOL lorr! But i will nvr fail to send her a morning msg despite her being overseas.. That's the care and concern man! She was so touched =)

Friday went back to school with Jew, Xue Yi, Kuei lee, Swee teck, Kuen yan, Lo Jin and many more... Had a few rounds of pool.. Aftermath play BB.. When i mention basketball and if i m say i play with Swee Teck, u guys can expect one thing! SMACKING! Without fail whenever i play with that buffalo, i will surely get smack and so correctly on the face! Wat the.....! Anyway play many matches and yah it was satisfying.. Manage to trash the other team in 2 matches but lose 1.. Play till 6.15pm when Mr Ranjit called us to leave... Was totally drenched by then...

Suppose Friday planning was to go watch HSM3... But hais... Dun wan say lorr... When i called the lion, she went like really mehx?? I dunno lorr... Gt mehx?? lols... Act blur lorr.. Still scold me sia! Then nvm, say when reach plaza and when she is done call me so can meet her.. End up i come home, go out greenridge buy dinner, eat dinner she also nvr call...!! Wth....

Today around 6 plus suppose to play BB but there was like so many quarrels over one ball! Wth... So end up i went jogging alone.. Started my jog from my block all the way to segar 2.4km stop point.. Back to segar LRT station... All the way to fajar 406... Final lap to greenridge shopping centre and flattttt... Leg muscle was nearly tearing... lols... Seriously was so worned out that i dragged myself home...

For the past few days nth seem to turn out well at all... Anger and hurt is all i felt.. I mean HEY! Everything seems to be my fault... Yah its my fault! Money and happiness?? Which do u choose?? Trust! Do u even have a basic trust for ur best friend? If every single thing was precious to u, then HEY! The meaning of precious dun make sense already... Even a friend whom i m not very close to is willing to borrow me her PSP without me even asking and yah! She is someone i ain't very close to.. But a friend whom is my best friend is so afraid that i might misplaced or even scratch a ball, a basketball.. There is no trust! And i didn't lose anything precious to me?? U mention u lost so many precious things but hey wait! U lost things and i lost lives...

In 17 yrs of my life this is the first time i heard him say such a thing... Unexpected n unbelievable...

Okay gtg and slp le... My body is aching already...

Till then...... TC n LOVES!

Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over?




Friday, November 14, 2008 - 9:50 AM

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BON VOYAGE! Hahah... KaiYing is flying to Taiwan in another 3 hours.. I soooooooooo DUNT miss her at all.. lols... But i m missing her lame jokes and all.. Hopefully its a safe trip yahh.. I will wait for ur arrival back :) So again she was like doing some kind of stunts and ended up making me LOL none stop.. We were smsing each other and it went like this :

KY: Hey so u want anything? I get for u...
Me: No need thanks.. U just come back safe and sound can already... That would be my biggest gift.. Rmb bring more jacket and dunt drink too much liquid along...

[Now the rule is u cant bring more than 10ml of liquid substance.. If u wan bring there will be many procedures mahx.. So i told her dun so mafan...]

KY: Liquid??? Oh.... U mean my FLU is it? lols....

[FLU??? WTH!! Where's the link?]

Me: What flu? lols... Rmb the other time i told u dun bring more than 10ml liquid substance...! Flu!! How u link until there sia??!
KY: HAHAHA!! Orhh... Okay, i thought u were joking with me over my flu...! Dun blog about this hor!

LOL! But too bad yahh.. I just seem to blog about all this kind of clumspy and silly jokes! ENJOY URSELF!!


Ok Rihanna was in Singapore last night! And man!!! I am so sad! I could not catch her concert... :( I ain't no big fan of her but i seriously love her songs... I mean so sad... Recently she had a concert in Sydney if i not wrong.. She was accompanied by BF Chris brown.. Towards the ending of the concert she fainted... This time was there any drama i missed out back in the indoor stadium?? So sad ... NVM!

Ok... Eventually i dint go for the interview at city hall ystd as i was sad! No lahh, crap... As it was cancel! Dun ask me why.. Now currently planning to work with aiai.. But waiting for higher authority approval.. If i cant work with her then i will pull her along with me to the work i m going.. LOLS! So eventually and hopefully we can work tgt yahh!


This was like during the last MCQ paper... I m very hardworking de horr, unlike someone... Last paper already, still at hme watch TV! Then nvm, sms me until so QIAN TA!! Dunt wan say only horr... lols...

Okay.. GTG! Get some more sleep..

Till then.... JYO JYO!! Take care and loves!!




Thursday, November 13, 2008 - 4:00 AM

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Living in a world without you by the Rasmus...

You told me, my darling
Without me, you're nothing
You taught me to look in your eyes
And fed me your sweet lies

Suddenly someone was there in the window
Looking outside at the sky that had never been blue
Ah, there's a world without you
I see the light
Living in a world without you
Ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive
Living in a world without you

You put me together
Then trashed me for pleasure
You used me again and again
Abused me, confused me

Suddenly naked I run through your garden
Right through the gates of the past and I'm finally free
Ah, there's a world without you
I see the light
Living in a world without you
Ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive
Living in a world without you

Ah, there's a world without you
I see the light
Living in a world without you
Ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you
Living in a world without you




- 3:36 AM

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Hahaha!!! WTH.... That girl made me feel so guilty! She win lorr... I HATE YOU SANDY!

Ystd Swee Teck called me up and we were chatting... Then he mentioned that sandy bought a new watch for me... I was like WTH! I was suppose to tell her last night that it was a prank but i was too exhausted that i slept.. Then i straight away sms her when i found out she bought a new one.. But she did nt reply.. It was like i sms her but she didnt reply.. After a while i called her.. She was like blah blah blah blah.... Then say what dun awn talk to me lah, whatever lahh... She bought it for $100 plus lahh... End up i sms her 3 sms-es and none i received reply and i tought she was really pissed off or something.. But WTH! She pranked me this time... So its equal and settled.. LOLS! But i feel so proud to have pranked her..

Will be gg for a job presentation at city hall later.. Hopefully i will like that job.. It sounds so slack but who knows... But i think that whenever u work, u have to learn to be independent.. U cant always depend on someone to be with u all the time.. I have learned this lesson like many many times, so solution is be independent and DEPEND!

Ok shall end here and tags are replied below! Take care... LOVES AND MISSES!!

Taggs Replied here...
5N3: Erm... Why u didnt leave ur name? Okay anyway thanks alot... I will also miss u guys alot and alot... TC and loves!

Marly: Aper Jer..... Hahaha... Thanks for the tag yah... Love you too... =)

:) : Thanks for the wishes and no worries... Take care =)

Jyo's Fan: LOLS! My fan, i aint no star! lols... Anwyay i aint bothered about people who have no life... No worries and yahh i m climbing as fast as i can already! =)

Yanteng: Sadly... Yah our last year tgt but no worries, we are like so close to each other.. We are just a call away! And yahh the memories are never forgetten...

Miss Vain: QING AI DE! WOW! LOVE YOU! No, don worry, it did not affect me at all.. I was stilll gg good.. If u sned the photos, it would have been in cambridge now.. lols.. Hope u doing good yahh.. I miss you so much also.. I will try my best to join in the chalet yahh... Take care n cya real soon =)

ZY: Lols... Okay lahh, u are really skillful... Since u mention it then i will save the effort doing it! =)

Kuen Yen: Relinked le... =)

KaiYing: Is u the one who do this kind of tiny tiny silly mistakes which make me LOL none stop... Thats why i blog till so funny lorr... Must miss my jokes hor! And dun care about people who dun have a life and gt nth betta to do other than spamming... lols... Love u girl!

Kawan: Thanks my friend... We shall wait and see ya!




Tuesday, November 11, 2008 - 7:43 PM

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Okay its over... Yes many has awaited this day to arrive and it has like gone pass so fast... Okay finally the exams are over but i aint very happy but i m more worried.. Results! What about euu?? No one can really predict where u will land mahx...

Okay was slightly having flu in the morning but lucky didnt really affect my today's paper.. The worst experince was when i started bleeding from the nose during SS paper.. I freaked out when i saw the blood but i panicked even more when i was lack of time.. I didnt know if i should go to the toilet and wash up or continue.. End up i just sit there and endure..

Today's paper was attemptable.. But CARELESS! Phy yes but chem hehehes... I think better than sandy can already lorr..I dun wan say so much, results cum out then say bahx!! =)

Afetr paper when to have breakfast with Jew and co. When back to school slack for like hours.. Played pool for the last time in school.. Hahaha.. Won Miss Soh 3 matches and she was so depressed!


Seriously i m gg to miss every single thing! Today will be the last day i wear uniform till collect results... Its like..... Sad rite?? But still it does not mean the end... We can always keep contact.. There is like sooooooooooo many forms of communication... The question is : Do u wan to contact ur friends anot?

Okay lols! I m like gg to make someone crazy already.. If she is gg to read this para, she will sure go like : Wah F---! How dare YOU! Okay Sandy for u..... My Watch is SAFE & SECURED with me! How can i lost it sia?? LOLS!

Okay this was what happened, i will lend sandy my watch every paper as she blind, cant see time de.. So she said my watch give her luck and its very helpful! LOLS! So today she left school when i was out.. Then i was searching for my watch and it was with me but i ganged up with every single one to lie to her that it is missing! At first she knew i was bluffing and acting but till the last i manage to overtake it.. Kaiying was like "Sandy very clever de, cannot lie to her that easily de, she wont believe de..." Hey but wait, I did it! I manage to like act so hais... Nvm... And so pathetic... She still typed in her blog and state that "You'll Fall down everyday!" Lols! I m so dead!!!

Till Then........ JYO JYO!!! Take care and LOVES!




Saturday, November 8, 2008 - 11:11 PM

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Okay yahh this time i m weak all over...Due to the fact that i aint exercising for a long time..

Ystd went back to school played pool with farhan, YT n KY! Just the 3 of us to a pool and billard table.. lols.. Then played basketball in school with chee xing and gang.. My group had : Swee, YT, KY, Farhan, Matin and me.. We played quite a number of rounds.. First it started by 5 (my team) against 6 (Chee xing's team).. Good game... Played around 4 matches.. Some give them win as all of us were exhausted but last match was great, trashing.. 5 vs 5.. Score was 21-10.. Of course we won.. But ystd playing itself injured like so many of us.. Firstly YT leg was like twisted but alright already.. Then Swee run till leg muscle nearly tear, he was limping..

Finally its me and yahh i was like the most jialet...There is this guy in the other team, he was like playing so violently.. But he was also very apologetic.. He was too engrossed in the game that he end up like banging me so many time.. He bang bang bang bang bang and yah i like swell! Nvm... The worst was the smack from own team mate! That was the worst i tell u!

It was our final round and final game set point.. So i was like defending for the ball.. So was Swee teck and another Malay boy.. So the bth of the guys jump and u know what?? Swee teck landed and PI YAK! I gt a smack... I was like half cramped on my face.. Somemore his elbow landed directly on my face! This is what happened...

Bth jumped and landed, so it was like i received the smack by swee teck...[super loud sound PI YAK! So thought something break...]

Swee Teck: SORRY! SORRY! [AND STILL LAUGH]
Me: I face half cramp sia.. WTH! So correct sia ur landing...
Swee Teck: Did i split my pants?? I heard a very loud sound... I think i split my pants sia...

[He started checking his pants... Up, down and back...]

Swee Teck: Hey u check ur pants gt split anot?? [He was telling the other guy]
Guy: No lei...
Swee Teck: Mine also nvr..But i heard a very loud sound.. Lucky sia...
ME: Excuse me... WTH!! The sound is from the smacking i received lorr!

All started bursting into laughter.. I myself laugh out loud sia.. I mean can u imagine, u are there suffering from the loud smack u recieved and they go like, DID I SPLIT MY PANTS?? THE SOUND WAS SO LOUD! What the .....

Seriously i m cramped like all over, today whole day i m limping around...

Anyway today went to plaza lib study with KL! End up she only did 2 MCQ while i did i set of worksheet... Gonna do papers for the next few days till final MCQ paper... Good luck people!

I have already started looking for job.. I wanna work admin once again.. I need to start saving money for my poly life...

Yahh... 5 yrs of secondary school life on the other hand is cuming to an end.. Many many memories from the first yr itself to now.. I have done like many many things.. Learned many many things... I m gonna miss every single thing... Friends to teachers to everything sia.. I mean even if i m going to play basketball in the future, i will surely go like "That day i kena smacked from swee teck and he still say his pants split!"... Almost every single thing i have done it, tried it and yahh even regretted it.. Many life experience learn.. MANY THINGS LAH! Where will we be? How will we be?? I mean wherever u go, whatever u do just keep contact with ur friends.. Good or bad they are still ur friends.. Forgive is something i will do but forget is something i have to really think... But some really SORRY! Its time we say........... Yah! If u know what i mean...

Yahh sad but what to do?? Life have to move on mahx... And for the past few days, seriously my mood sux.. For a moment i m like so crazy, the next moment i m like super silent.. And when i sit and think, seriously at times i just feel useless.. I mean not in the sense i m stupid but i dono how to say how i feel.. Whatever it is, like i said, I have given up...

Till then.......JYOTHI! Take care and LOVE U ALL!




Friday, November 7, 2008 - 11:15 PM

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Sadly, i m injured and feeling very weak.....

Will update more in next post...

I just seem to have the not-bothered attitude already...
I dono how to say but seriously.......
I have given up everything...
There's nothing important to me...
I dun seem to lose out in anyway but i have lose in many ways...
If u know what i mean...

Till then...... JYO JYO !! Take care....




Thursday, November 6, 2008 - 12:38 PM

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Okay and i go like HIHI!! lols... I'm back once again, who not happy?? Beat sandy lahh, not my problem... =)

Okay firstly about exams!! U know what! I have to go like WTH instead.... SS paper was firstly okay... I manage to complete the whole paper, no much problems with SBQ but SEQ!! I studied like so so much... And before that paper, i was like telling everyone "I confirm wunt do diplomacy and detterence lorr... Surely that question wunt come out!" And guess what!! WTH! Just my luck! Diplomacy and detterence came out!!! YAH! WTH... No i should follow farhan... He will go like : What the GUN!!! Lols, like so weird, GUN lorr! Back to topic! Then i first look i went like DOTS! Then i saw the next question was GOOD GOVERNENCE!!! I again went WHAT THE GUN!! None of us studied that topic lorr, as in my cliques... No choice but to do healthcare and housing.. I manage to smoke thru that question as i did browse thru the textbook and notes on that bth topic... I used some geog and common sense, link here and there then final piece ready.. The funny thing is that those who didnt study alot all did this question as said, its common sense! lols... Many thought of me when they saw the diplomacy question as they knew i hated and prayed hard it wunt come out..

Next was MT paper.. This time the paper was not difficult... Means easy?? NO NO! I cant say that, always disappointment for this subject de... But i can jump one grade de.. If not, i will BURY SANDY ALIVE! And cook JEWELLCY! lols... No lah, JK! I mean, if i cant even jump one grade, whats the use of re-taking the paper right! But moderation?? U will nvr know... I mean i will nvr know! So just wait paitently!

Then now left with science MCQ!! Only one last paper and man i will go crazy!! U know how crazy?? Crazy till all my cliques will tie our hair tgt then jump off a building!! What crap sia!! That was the lamers idea! Kaiying and xue yi! They wanted to tie all our hair tgt and jump off the building.. I mean can u imagine the whole thing!! Its like LOLS!!! WTH! Instead we will go like DOOM DOOM DOOM!!! The fish drop in water game lorr... I laugh till stomach cramp sia... But to say seriously, i m more worried then happy! Happy in the sense that i can relax and not study till mad! But worried as in for the results.. I mean i can pass de, but can i get the cut off point i wanted for my course??

That is what most of us are worried about... But advice : Just dun think too much first... Everything may change... Those failures will be passers and passers will be failures!! Wow How convincing but so FAKE!! lols... Okay i was like...... NVM! But yahh just dun think too much lahh, later drop hair and not declare bankrupt but declare BOTAK!!
Then u can join all the holy people, monk?? Sandy can u like be BOTAK and let us all see??? lols!!! Maybe Kaiying, u should join her!! Haha, Yanteng!! U must sure join!! U with alot hair becoming very qian ta!! lols!!

Anyway....I have a new method in which u can wake up ur friends... This is what happened... Sandy told me she wanted to wake up at 5.30am and be in school by 6plus as she wanted to study MT! And i said okay! Will go with u! Then the next day, i woke up around 4 plus to study.. Then sharp 5.30am i called sandy and wake her up.. Then after a while i receive no msg or calls from her.. So i knew she was dead.. So i let her be dead before i torture her... Then 5.51am the torture begin! This is what i did...

Me: (Call her) Oi u wake up already a not???
She: (Darm sleepy voice!) huhhhhhhh..... Orhhhhhhh okkkkk I now wake up lorrrrr...(Super draggy, could see she was sleeping and talking)
Me: Faster hor... 6am already hor....

[Kept down the phone...]
[After 2 sec i called her again! Yes just two seconds!]

Me: Oi!!! Why u sleep back??
She: No.... I wake up already....... (voice still little draggy)

[Kept down phone and on the spot called her back again...]

Me: Why sleep???
She: Wake up already..Really.. (Can see she was little more awake)

[Kept down again and called back again!! If u were her, how u will feel?? lols...)

Me: I say dun sleep right!
She I NVR SLEEP LAH! WAKE UP ALREADY!! STOP CALLING ME LAHH.. (with a tiny laughter)


This was when i knew she was totally awake and this is my new method to wake a person up.. Irritate that person....Today more funny... It was KaiYing... She at 7.10am smsed me and asked me to join her for breakfast! And i was like okay what time?? And she went like NOW LORR!! I was like WTH!! I havent even open my eye fully then u ask me go eat with u?? Then nvm, she was willing to come over to greenridge to eat but i mean why so early?? Greenridge selling some kind of special, limited edition food mehx?? must queue from morn then can get to eat mehx?? I was whole person dots leii... Then best part was when i asked the time, she straight away went now...!!
My friends all really make me go crazy sia... LOL!!

For the past two days have been gg back to school for POOL TIME PEOPLE! Gonna get my hands on the pool table for the next few days too... Last few days, i mean last day even... I m gg to miss all the fun in lib and with gang after o's! SAD SAD! How can i forget XUE YI! That girl.... OMG i tell u !!! Another one.. She darm loudspeaker when play pool...She asked Miss Soh to play with her ystd and she is those kind who cannot lose face that kind!! LOLS!! But that whole game, make use all ROFL sia... Really exciting and humorous match!!

Going to have sports fever next few days... Do join if u wan.. lols... Pool, billard, basketball and badminton! Anyone?? Going to sweat all out!! U know why?? Shhhhhhhh... I growing FAT!!! SAD SAD!! Dun laugh horr... =(

OKK!! I typed like soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much... So just read okay! Will updare soon with more joke and tips!! lols...

Till then, TAKE CARE AND CHILL OUT PEOPLE! LOVE U ALL!!!




Monday, November 3, 2008 - 4:05 AM

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Hi people.. Yes i m back again and this time i m sick.. Kinda uncomfortable.. Having high fever and bad flu.. I dunno what happened but suddenly in the morning i started studying and i had flu already and till now its not getting better but worser.. Hopefully in a few more hours it will be better then i will be able to do SS paper properly...

Yah.. At 2pm later will be having SS paper and count will drop to 2 after that paper.. I really pray hard that the SBQ is attemptable.. The SBQ is my plus point, always pull up my grade.. But this time not smoking my way through already, i have like memorise all the 'i think' will come out questions.. I nvr touched vernice sia... LOLS! Last year question mahx, but hey! U wunt know.. Time is something i have to really manage later.. I may attempt SEQ first followed by SBQ.. As my SBQ will take alot of time as i will think really alot.. This is where my inferential skills cum in handy.. lols...

Anyway.. Saturday went back to school to study with SANDY and YT! Suppose to meet with Farhan but that guy lazy.. The rest was having chinese class in the lib... I wanted to teach sandy diplomacy and deterrence but end up - mission failed.. As i aint very good at that topic.. IF that question was to cum out later 'CHOY, touch wood!' I dun wan that question cum out sia.. I wunt attempt it at.. But i have studied it so even if really no choice then i will try lorr.. :(


On saturday manage to get my hands on the pool table after a super long time, lucky skill haven rusty.. Thanks to Miss Soh, she let us play.. I manage to paly about three round.. Two with Yt and 1 with ZY! After o's i will really play till crazy... Then went lunch with YT then at night went for visiting..


Sunday stay at home and ROT plus study! LOLS!

Ok about this girl SANDY! Okay wait... U guys must be thinking why i alomost every post gt her name... I wan make her popular here so next time, like i said, BEAT HER LORR! No lahh.... I think i have learned quite a number of things from her.. She dun teach me like studies but she make me realise alot of things which gt to deal with life.. On saturday i spend hours talking to her and asking her alot of things.. And indeed..... I think whatever she said is rather true.. We talked about life, friends, future, kids, husband and more.. But when it came to friends, i think whatever she said is totally agreeable... After listening to what she said and sfter some self-reflection, i realise i dun have a TRUE FRIEND! Yahh sad right?? I have so many friends but i dun have a true friend... Close friend is also another question... I have close friends at least about 2 or 3 of them... Being made use of, taken advantage of, only thought of when in hot soup are typical examples.. I dunno how to phrase it but yahh.. Another thing i learned from her is INDEPENDENCE! Yes, thats what everyone needs in any situation.. U can NEVER depend on anyone... Salute and Hats off to sandy!! Hey but wait... That does not mean i dun hate her.. I hate her even more.. lols... She knows what i mean...

Ok lah, nth much le... Just watch hot shot and yahh this time faster then YT again... lols...

Factors are adding on... I keep seeing things.. And this time, final decision is made...

Ok will revise one more chapter before i sleep... Need to go school early and meet that girl... If i late, i will be kicked in the face!! lols!
TAKE CARE AND CHILL OUT!

Isnt it funny how the people who said i will never hurt you are the ones who hurt you the worst....